I just came up with a horrible drawing game.
Most of these I posted publicly on here except for July's; which is a practice drawing of textured colored images featuring Rin Kagamine.
The template of the art summary is by @/taxkha (it's actually for 2022 but I edited because. Yes)
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I think Tumblr is the only place I can freely talk, aside from Discord with friends.
Honestly? I feel this year I've been lacking as an artist.
I draw full pieces once or twice a month while I see others post more art than me, sometimes posting doodles they made in their free times.
My doodles are traditional. I prefer posting digitally, but I do want to doodle digitally more. But why does everytime I think "I'm gonna doodle this thing that'll be done in a couple minutes" and then I'll spend almost an hour on it??
My once or twice a month postings are what I'm ashamed about, honestly. I wish I could draw more after two or three days of finishing my previous work. Was it tiredness? Was it laziness? Was it executive dysfunction?
I do think there's fear. There's a linger of it as if I can't draw this artwork exactly like my mental vision. I never had this before. Why now suddenly? As well as practice to draw something new or something I have to master again?
I need to step back. I'm trying to stop comparing my work from other artists, it feels so relieving. Why compare myself to another person as I and them are two completely different people? With two different perspectives?
I did talked about my posting schedules comparing others just now. I am still working on this personal problem. Comparing art is one thing, but comparing another's success might be a whole nother fuckery.
Of course I do find inspiration from others. Though... I feel a lot of the artists I am inspired by are so... contrasting. I should compile my art inspos in a little folder lmao
I'm not sure about the "Reblogs > Likes" will stay though. Nowadays I feel I don't give a fuck anymore, I just wanna draw and post art. I saw that and go back frustrated at the number of likes and reblogs/shares lmaoooo; I'm working that though.
Perhaps an artist's way of thriving is to thrive with other artists. I am grateful of the friends I made in Discord servers, especially the OC server. It's also the same server I participated in am art telephone known as Tewephone. Again, I am very happy to participate with my friends ^^
On a much less important note, I need more OCs. I need more. My brain keeps giving me character ideas and I feel like making characters. I need more non-fan OCs though. But still. Need more OCs.
I am holding onto the hope I still contain in my heart. 2023 has been a ton of ups and downs (a lot of downs to be honest but whatever). I wish my friends, my family and everyone reading this a happy and hopeful 2024.
Happy New Years, everyone! ππ
Sometimes I get too timid to send asks to ask. I want to see how many people are ok with artists drawing their OCs!
Oh yeah. I just posted a speedpaint for this, go check it out!
Okay to reblog this version too, it's optional but still helps ^^
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Happy Valentine's Day!!
Of course I have to draw something for this day, it's my favourite holiday! And of course it's Folly because. I love my gf!!!
PNG credits under the Read More! ββ
@pngblog ( red heart shaped button )
@nightmarereverie ( chocolate with red ribbon, neopolitan chocolate )
@llocket ( love letter and heart patches )
@png-magician ( white, pink and red hearts in the bottom right corner )
@pngsforthepeople ( heart shaped button, recoloured to pink )
Red and pink rose bouquet are from PNGWing, heart shaped box of chocolates is from Official PSD.
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I made a less bloody version because eh, why not lol
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I should give an update : my Inscryption OC is in progress.
Xe are almost done. I just need to finalise a couple of small details, finish a ref sheet and an art piece. Then xe will be revealed.
All I can say xe are a scrybe. That's it~
Personally I don't really think I need a Inscryption OC, more specifically a scrybe OC. Because I always felt like four scrybes are already enough, why do I need to add one more? Surely I'm satisfied with the existence of Leshy, P03, Grimora and Magnificus...
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... But then I remembered I'm an OC addict.
I'm a fucking OC making machine so if an OC idea actually sounds interesting, I CAN actually change my mind and create that OC..
So, to sum it up, there's a 50/50 chance of me actually making a scrybe OC. No promises! The OC will probably be just for fun anyways lmao
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Bebe and Concept Bebe from Inu Curry Image Note 2! The latter's colors are just Bebe's second form since it's only as a colorless sketch.
I'm also trying out a new way of coloring based on @/peaceandlove26 's art.
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I usually don't draw something based on recent events BUT I need to for this. This. This is my epic gamer win.
Magnificus is waaaaay too much fun to draw, what in the hell-
Here's some more other Magnificus doodles.
I-I swear, I promise I'm sane, I swear-
Also I hope ya'll are okay with traditional stuff from time to time! I can't draw digitally all the time :-(
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Since Art Fight ended, my brain itched for original art. That person is me, despite... not knowing how to hand sew irl. Lol. Lmao even.
π Meera | 20 yrs | she/her π
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