omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]
and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops
i give so much of myself for everyone and expect nothing in return. when will i learn to love myself the way i love others )-:
i feel like i give so much of myself even when i don’t want to that it becomes expected from everyone around me. i am so tired. sometimes i want to be selfish but i don’t have it in me
girls will have one (1) good day when they convince themselves they've never been unwell in their life and the next day the horrors will return
going to start trying to post and be actually active on here. lets be friends ^_^
am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds
and i wonder why i get myself in situations i wish i wasn’t in
I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive
hearts in trees ♡
i either don’t GAF or i depend on u to be sane
pick ur poison
i am… i uhhhh… well what if i say… AHHHHHHHH