"slut Era" I Say To Myself While Massaging My Head Worried About How Im Going To Succeed Academically

19 april 2025

about time to get back on track and holding myself accountable (pls i can’t do this anymore but do we have a choice ? no we do not)

okay so i’m revising my entire 12th physics syllabus today cuz 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♂️ yeah i need to revise this shi. also been so bored of making my own coffee everyday so i went out for a walk and got myself coffee from my fav cafe ehehehhe (the only good cafe close to my home tbh but its yum so idm)- as you can see, ive replaced that dying paper straw with my straw cuz i refuse to have my coffee taste more like paper than coffee.

also got off instagram to lock in for the next two weeks :) and i got my viteee admit card and centre which is like 17 kms from my home and reporting time is 8 in the morning (kill me, i sleep at 5 am) and the traffic in my city is terrible at all times of the day sooooo let’s hope we make it on time 🤞🏼 also very scared for the aptitude test part of viteee

and as you can see, my desk is an appropriate reflection of the chaos in my brain. the sticky notes everywhere is very anxiety inducing but i’ve gotten used to it to a good extent so it’s okay.

14 days left for neet. i might acc cry- not cuz im scared but i’ll genuinely miss this phase of life sm:( spending most of my nights at this desk, trying to memorise the exceptions for inorganic chem or studying biology ncert for hours and hours on end without realising it’s been five hours , it’s really been a journey :( i wish id worked harder honestly but what’s done is done and i did do my best everyday and don’t have many regrets.

i yap a lot for someone who has neet in 14 days, bye bye

have a nice day my loves 💐

💌

also i finished a 400 page book in 15 days 💀 this gives me so much validation omg

almost 4 am and i haven’t felt more awake- sleep schedule? woh kya hota hai bc

14 march 2025

i just need to read 14 chapters of english and go through the questions so i’m procrastinating alooot 😭

they’re all super short chapters so i’m not worried

anyways- nothing much today, just english all day

so i used my real name for the inappropriate quote generator and damn it’s been spying on me ?? 😭

alsoooo only 51 days left for neet ??? i’m panicking now and honestly i’m so anxious about it, idk how to cope with this and esp during my finals where i can’t really divert away from my boards either and can’t even reduce anxiety by studying for neet. i’m genuienly so scared man :( anyways enough ranting about how overwhelming life is 🤡 just gotta deal with it.

going on walks instead of ripping peoples head off, i’m so mature 🧘🏽‍♀️

do i make posts about daily to do :/ genuinely don’t know what to do with time anymore

does looking at sunsets count as studying physics ?

let’s just say i’m studying refractive indexes :)

thought i’d only put up important content on my sticky notes and all over my desk, turns out everything is important 🤡

20 april 2025

i’ve got viteeee tmr so i’m just gonna be revising most of my stuff today

so todo list :

organic chem revision

physical chem revision

full physics revision - formula mainly

11th bio revision - 12th is doable but 11th 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

also gotta try to sleep early cuz i have to be up at 5 tmr 😭 (kill me)

okay time to study

byeee

have a nice day my loves 💐

💌

what’s it called when you’re so disconnected from reality that cold water doesn’t feel like anything and you can barely taste food anymore

bro!! 😭 can you like post a pic of your pegboard? I recently bought one and I just wanna know how you've acessorised your pegboard to make it yours, yk?

hihii <3 yes ofcccc, here you go <3

this is an older picture when i first started out -

i also do plan on adding a few more things like a pen stand etc to reduce the amount of things i keep on my desk ehe :)

there’s a stand on top for decor - has fake plants and candles

clips - to clip papers you’d like to keep within view everyday

this is the way it looks now -

has place for id cards, headphones, and some cute decor which i might switch out for important notes later on!! but overall- it’s really helpful to me :)