I’m Going To Sob The Nerves Are Getting To Me

ahhhh it’s raining hereee <3

perfect weather for hot coffee and studying 🌸

bc nazar lag gyi 😭 ab bimaar hu

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cheap chinese takeout on the night of an exam hits.

8 march 2025

super late start to studying cuz im sick again, i fainted once too 😭 i think its cuz of the amount of caffeine i had yesterday + i couldn’t sleep at all at night (no idea why) so ive been super tired and dehydrated. i’m gonna have a late night tonight cuz exams aren’t gonna wait for me to get better 😭😭

well anyway, i’ve got my chemistry final in 4 days so i plan to have one day each for organic, inorganic and physical and one last day for revision

to do list :

haloalkanes and haloarenes

alcohols phenols and ethers

aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids

amines

biomolecules

anyways i had some yummy breakfast of ice cream, brownie and strawberriessssss 🍓 along with some ors cuz your girl cannot go one day without her powerbank

have a nice day loves <3 and please take care of yourselves 🌸

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also a very random dump of pictures 😭😭

if i see one more “crack neet in 15 days” video on my feed im going to crack my skull open 🙏🏾

desk tour !! desk tour !! I've always found your desk aesthetic ...

yesss ofc ml <3 thank you sm

this is the overall view (much neater than usual)

i’ll add pictures and mention what is what 😭💌

starting from the left :

wooden thrifted stand

on the top, there’s an air cooler which is super helpful during summers <3 it only needs water and doesn’t make any noise and also is pretty cheap so def worth it ehe

the lower shelf has my collection of sticky notes <3 i’m a hoarder but i use them all, mostly :)

the pegboard - with cute decor that helps me romanticise my study area, and gives me space for cute storage (headphones, papers, id cards, etc)

below the pegboard is :

ipad and the study area where i normally sit at :), towards the right of my ipad is my calendar (bought from a local artist at an art fair) along with a bunch of lip balms, also has nailpolish and eyedrops 😭 all this placed on top of a pile of five books that i don’t really use for the aesthetic of it :)

also my pen stand is there - cute ceramic stand which holds ALOOOOOT and most of my stationary that i require :)

then comes this -

a wooden stand :

first drawer - miscellaneous items

second drawer - wires

third drawer - handy things (some meds, antiseptic cream, more lipbalm, small clips for keeping papers together)

on top of the stand - a cutie clock, period cramp relief roll on, glue and kinderjoy toys, stapler, and some other medication

next to the wooden stand is my metal rack for papers - has been extremely handy and holds all my papers since grade 10 😭

the wall above my stands has a bunch of postcards with words of motivation or just really cool shi 🤞🏼 along with the medal i won at a science fair this year (i don’t have anywhere else to keep it and im lowk proud of it 😔) and also a dream catcher that a friend gifted me some time ago :)

lastly - books. reference neet books.

and i can’t forget this lil stand that holds my notebooks and is next to my chair :) super handy and is at the verge of breaking but we make do.

THAT IS ALL

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ANON ILYSM 💌

so like - i started journalling ? 💀✋ I HAVE SO MUCH TO YAP JAJSKSNDIDN THIS IS HAPPINESSSSSSS

vibes are off. gonna lay face down on the floor until further notice.

12 march 2025

CHEMISTRY DONE YAYYYYYY (lowk fucked up but it’s over)

i messed up a few mcq’s and proly one FIB but the rest went well. i also got confused rosenmund with etard and lost a mark there (so mad at myself omfg)

but at least it’s over. i’ve got english in two days but ill be studying hindi tmr cus ive got 20 chapters in hindi and only one day to prep (do they make these schedules on crack???) but yeah 😭

i got 40 mins of sleep before my exam (maybe that’s why i messed up basic name reactions???) so i’m gonna sleep (finally)

have a nice day my loves 🎀

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