I’m Not Going Through This Alone. Sit W Me.

See this graph eh ? It's my dopamine levels crashing ahehe over the years. Crashing harder than the stock market during the great depression. *Puts gun in mouth*

if you’re gonna hate on me or anything of that sorts, you will be blocked <3 😔 it’s my blog and i’ll complain and rant all i want and then i’ll do what i do best and grind my ass off for what i want so shut the fuck up and have an amazing day cuties

aur nhi hoga merese

12 february 2025

sooooooo

i’m sick again, i’ve been fainting a lot and i have a bad throat so i couldn’t get much done 🫠 i’ve just been sleeping or fainting all day, but in the time i had between those two activities, i did study :

electromagnetic waves for boards

atoms for boards

nuclei for boards

dual nature of matter and radiation for boards

150 questions of human health and diseases

other than that, i got some orsl to help me get through the fainting bouts but nothing more than this for my day 🫠 i really need to get back on track, im quite disappointed with this week.

made mummy a mothers day art piece <3 i’ll post it tmr cuz i forgot to take pics and already packed it 😭

soooo my dad told me i’m not allowed to do bpharma anymore, so no more plan b :/ neet is my only option apparently? lol i’m gonna crash out gn

7 march 2025

PHYSICS DONEEEEE YAYYYYY

paper went well hehe, it was a good idea to skip dual nature, there was barely one question 😭😭 but yay paper went well

i think i messed up a mcq but it’s okay (gonna bawl over it) now im gonna go home and sleep my day away

i got only one hour of sleep last night 😭 i felt over prepared for the exam but at least it’s over

i don’t think my brain can comprehend any more thoughts, therefore, goodnight

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update -got a good nap, (i can finally see colour), i don’t plan to study today cus i have four days for chem so ill probably just clean up my desk and plan out stuff and try to do some biology, if not i’ll just read a few books ive been wanting to and write a bit hehehhehe

13 march 2025

pretty boring day cus i’ll have to do like 15 chapters of hindi (syllabus is huge) so yeah. i spent half my morning looking for my textbook (🤡🤡) but later realised its with a friend so yay

also i made the best coffee i’ve had ever and im so happy eeeeeeek- ok so i made regular iced coffee but substituted the sugar with honey and used cinnamon infused milk (added too much cinnamon but it tastes super yum so no regrets) also used vanilla coffee so its a bit different from the regular coffee i’d make - anyways, amazing combination of flavours 🌸

todo list :

hindi.

that’s literally it for today, might do some revision and questions from physics or biology for neet

anyways-

have an amazing day my loves

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11 april 2025

another exhausting day of physics - i really do need to start chem asw but physics is just so much better but i promise to do chemistry tmr 😭

what i have left - overall:

thermo ktg and shm - questions

12th physics revision + questions - 12hr lecture

11th biology - 12hr lecture

physical chemistry - 11.5hr lecture

inorganic chemistry - 11.5hr lecture

and then pyq’s

okay so i’m hoping to finish the lecture parts by my cet (16,17)

also booked my viteee slot for 21st 9.30 am (mom asked me to book the morning slot so i can come back and study instead of waste my entire day- iconic)

but yeah more or less it.

hoping to finish the remaining of 11th phy by tmr morning and starting of with chem or biology

hope y’all had a nice day

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