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the fact that i have to continue doing the project for university admission prevents me from living my best life

about a year ago this piece received a HUGE amount of feedback on twt, and I feel so grateful because this piece means a lot to me emotionally even now

9/9'22

наступает сентябрь, а июнь так и не приходил в этот дом. серым небом давит список задержанных, которые могли бы быть твоим и твоим голосом. свой мне (не) позволят выбрать только следующим годом. а пока я рисую красный удивительный знак, может тогда тоже получится опоздать и не видеть, что ожидает в будущем. холодный ветер, от которого мерзнут ноги, замедляет ход времени и уносит прочь все новости. и радуги вот-вот сорвутся с деревьев, спокойный голос говорит, что им не страшен ни один думский ветер, но что если всё же страшен-жуток. что тогда? электроны несут как вода голоса-голоса-голоса ты бюджетник, ты не пришел? твое имя уже записали? всё как в том самом году всё ужасно но кто-то похожий на человека будет в энном округе и обязательно в округе о. построят пандусы и поставят скамейки. а потом то ли девятого, то ли четвертого где-то что-то рухнет и разлетятся листы. то ли вечность спустя, то ли вообще никогда где-то что-то закончится

floor time save me. floor time. save me floor time

this is my least favourite piece ever, but i still needed to let everyone here know that i am now obsessed with a decade old jpop boy group with a dead fandom and also happy birthday to my most beloved queen of all queens <3

i'm doing literally everything but not tasks for project and by everything i mean fucking everything i've made yourself a proper dinner yesterday ( last time i was having a normal dinner not cookies and tea or some cucumbers and cabbage was like. 2 ?? 3 ?? month ago ) opened a bottle of pomergranate wine that was sitting in my fridge for like 5 month and got a little drunk lol and i've drawn a lot of ace attorney stuff and just some stuff this week and today i've fucking made yourself a sandwich for tomorrow's classes I HAVE NEVER MADE A FOOD FOR YOURSELF TO TAKE TO CLASSES IN MY ENTIRE LIFE i'm that sick of university . i'm just tired . all i want is to end all this shit and go home again but for forever

oh no my hands got to the hogwarts legacy and i played non-stop for 5 hours ............. tbh it's not that good like . the story kinda cringe and omfg i hate unreal engine bc every game made in it is SO lagging even in the lowest settings .............. i mean fair unreal also is very fucking lagging BUT OH MY GOD it's so annoying also stupid cloth simulation on the outwear . bitch why are you so bad . it bothers me a bit too much ... BUT ANYWAY i like playing this game for now it's kinda relaxing and some mechanics are interesting ( i'm stealing them for my future projects ehehehe )

pov you are todd looking over at dirk during any given moment

yesterday was my last armenian lesson face to face with my teacher lilith :(( i'm going home in wednesday so at the next lessons i'll be online and lilith was so sad that she didn't know about it and didn't bring me some armenian pastries ... i love our community so much 😭

i love her So muchhhh i draw a lot of ace attorney stuff but only posting franny because in my drawings she’s the only one that looks good ...................

also one of my besties looked at this drawing and said «she's such a business girl» with so much affection i'm crying