Mikayuumouse - Mikayuumouse

I didn’t know you had a tumblr!! I love your fics so this is such a treat to find you here <3 your art is super cute!

AAAA HIII :DD

Yeah I never tagged my Tumblr on my ao3 acc lol 😭 I might in later fics though

And it's great to meet you too on Tumblr!

Thank you so much<333 that means a lot to me (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

i feel like i need time to process everything but you can NOT tell how happy i am that this is a canon scene that this scene specifically was the trigger for Akutagawa remembering himself no one talk to me DO NOT TALK TO ME

Okay so first of all

OH MY GOD?? THE NEW CHAPTER??

Second of all

Did Asagiri really name this chapter "A Mysterious Thing Called The Heart" AND THINK WE WOULDN'T NOTICE

Atsushi died FOR AKUTAGAWA. I'M GONNA PASS OUT

No one does tragic love story like sskk does

Atsushi must have thought about Akutagawa's death over and over and over to remember the words he said to Atsushi right before being killed by Fukuchi, aND THEN HE SAID THOSE FINAL WORDS BACK AT AKUTAGAWA

Akutagawa's eyes says it all (they're in love)

Akutagawa didn't even remember who Atsushi was and what made him remember was Atsushi mirroring the sacrifice he made back on that ship and then right as he recollects who Atsushi is he DIES. Talk about an emotional rollercoaster

Also can we talk we talk about how Akutagawa screamed "Jinko/weretiger". The amount of worry and fear on his face is so evident and insane (thank you Harukawa for more of your gorgeous art). He CARES about Atsushi. I gotta sit down

Screaming crying throwing up I'm so happy and also shit, Atsushi died (sorta. It'll be fine, probably) 🙏

Mood: atsushi reaching for akutagawa as one of them dies

I absolutely love the sskk (fic) dynamic where Akutagawa loves Atsushi yet he doesn't tell him due to fear

He holds in his feelings because of fear of rejection, fear of Atsushi hating him for loving him and losing Atsushi. Fear of losing the only person bathed in light in his life. Fear of losing his equal because of three words

I just think it's a beautifully tragic take on their romantic relationship, where Akutagawa loves Atsushi but he can't say it because what if Atsushi doesn't requite his feelings? Considering fanfiction though, Atsushi 100% loves him back, but yk

Akutagawa has experienced more loss in his life than anyone should, and the inner monologue of him being so scared to lose Atsushi or disgust Atsushi with his real feelings would make a great oneshot/fic

Seeing Akutagawa deal with alienating feelings like love for Atsushi is always so interesting to me

Working on my Baba Yaga Lover House quilt (this is before basting the appliqués on)

Yes I like higuchi. Yes I ship sskk. No I do not ship akuhigu. We exist 😔

"At least that's what the demonic little voices in the back of Atsushi's mind whispered to him; in the dead of night, in the middle of a work shift, in front of Akutagawa, the voices were persistent on dragging Atsushi into hopelessness and despair."

Well

That one's fun

Anyone who sees this is tagged bc idk anyone 😔

Last Line Tag Game - post the last line that you wrote and tag someone for every word in the line.

ty for the tag @anticidic!!!

Liu Xiao had walked out of their hotel room alone, something sharp and vicious in his mouth, tasting the metal of victory.

absolutely not tagging that many people, if you are following me consider urself tagged. will tentatively say hi @marichild you should do this though.