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meimei's note: faz muito tempo que não edito com tons de cinza e preto, muito tempo mesmo! eu nem me lembro da capa e se eu fiz uma sequer ano passado então pensei com meus dois neurônios: e se... BOW!!! tive uma ideia (!) eu amo fazer capas mais tristes para esses dois, tenho um carinho enorme pelo ship e meu deus, que saudade do anime (nem lembro que temporada eu parei de assistir e ta tudo uma bosta) mas enfim, essa capa é bem clean, ela só demorou pois eu sou teimoso e queria um render deles que inventei na minha cabeça (spoiler: não existe) e é isso

» A DISTÂNCIA ENTRE NÓS — capa doada

⟅30.07.2024 — imaginem o seguinte: eu sem internet, sem disposição, sem nada (!) indo fazer uma capa que não dava nada por ela e eu acabar de finalizar, e ficar sem entender COMO QUE ELA FICOU TÃO LINDA ASSIM!? Mas vamos por partes, eu sou apaixonado por papel, principalmente papel meio vintage sabe? (Não me julgue) e eu tinha algumas ideias do que queria com base na ideia de algo mais antigo, no estilo mais cult (?) porém, eu queria colocar azul e isso foi o que mais me dificultou na hora de finalizar a capa. No fim das contas, a capa ficou um amor e mais linda com meus bebês queridos de bsd (vou até rever o anime)

» I MISS MY LOVER — capa doada

⟅28.07.2024 — eu sei que parece que esse pensamento é muito adiantado PORÉM eu tenho algo a dizer: eu fiz muita capa fofa e LINDA ESSE MÊS (!)¹ isso não é meu normal, se você é meu amigo, ta na hora de você vir me perguntar se ta tudo bem (!)² essa capa foi minha segunda favorita de fazer esse mês, estou praticando colocar mais pngs e implementar mais detalhes, talvez isso esteja dando resultado e eu estou muy happy happy happy :) bom, eu já queria fazer uma capa de bsd porém não tinha ideia do que seria a capa e isso acabou me deixando inseguro com que tema abordar com o fandom CONTUDO, acabei achando um possível spoiler e eu fiquei tão :') que decidi que iria capar com o que eu achei desse spoiler em específico. Faz 80 anos que não leio o mangá, nem lembro em que cap eu terminei mas depois dessa coisa linda que fiz, vou retornar a minha casita <3

Créditos para esse PSD que salvou minha vida e que vou até usar mais vezes :3

ATSUSHI ANGST!! #2

(Uyarılar: Yeme bozukluğu, kendine zarar verme, shin soukoku, soukoku,Dazai)

Atsushi: "Aha- Sadece soğuk algınlığı. Ayrıca kedi değil kaplanım!"

              ATSUSHI POV:

Dazai-san anlamış gibi.. Umarım anlamamışdır.. Siparişleri verdik, yerken Yetimhane Müdürünün seslerini duydum "Bu yemeği haketmiyorsun! İşe yaramaz." Kafamda yankılanıyordu.

Atsushi: "2 dakikaya gelirim"

Hemen tuvalete doğru koştum.

⚠️ (Başlıyor)

Klozetin başına durdum ve ellerimi boğazıma götürdüm, zorla da olsa yediğim herşeyi kusmuştum. Elimi ve ağzımı yıkandıktan sonra aceleye diğerlerinin yanına gittim.

⚠️ (Bitti)

Herkesin yemeği bitirdiğini gördüm. O kadar uzun mu sürmüştü? Boş verdim. Soru sorulmasın diye aklıma gelen ilk şeyi söyledim.

Atsushi: "Dazai-san, görev dosyasını alabilir miyiz? "

Dazai: "Akutagawa'ya verdim bile~!"

Atsushi: "Tamam o zaman!"

Akutagawa: "Artık gitsek mi?"

Atsushi: "Evet, oldukça geç oldu. Bence biz yavaştan gidelim"

Akutagawa onayladıktan sonra, kaldığımız yere doğru yürümeye başladık.

(Ehe, aklıma geldikçe yeni bölüm atcam:3)

HOW IS SHIN SOUKOKU NOT CANON YET????

My soul has been torn apart, put into a blender and healed together by this chapter (T▽T)

I dont know how to process this, i wanna just AAAAA

Akutagawa Kinnie Callout/Analysis - from An Atsu kinnie’s experience with an Aku kinnie Bestie

where my akutagawa kinnies at? If u read this and ur an aku kinnie I love u,, u guys deserve the world <33 (sorry if this isn’t fully accurate as I’m not an Aku kinnie myself!!)

Having that one person (your “Dazai”) in your life you’re super attached to, that always seems to hurt you.

you want nothing more than their love, approval and affection, only for them to seem, time and time again, to choose others over you, make you feel left out or abandoned. Often, it feels like you have a love-hate relationship with them. (Bonus points if the Dazai has terrible communication skills). You’ve been hurt by them so many times, but you still always manage to forgive them and stay attached to them. 2. You hate being seen as pitiful, weak or different by others

Which is why you are only vulnerable with people you really really trust.

3. You hate the people the Dazai in your life chooses over you

You’re always left wondering, what is it that they have that you don’t? Are you just too boring to be around? You try your best to keep up, to improve yourself, change yourself in ways to appeal to that special person. But it never seems to be enough.

4. Abandonment issues

You are terrified of being left by people, especially that special person. Whenever people let you down, you feel like it’d be safer to isolate yourself from everyone. At least then, you wouldn’t be hurt.

I NEED THIS TO BE CANON THIS IS SO FUNNY

headcanon atsushi’s ability the tiger does not know what to do when it likes someone

like in general atsushi is bad with knowing what to do with the ppl he likes and showing affection – like he tries to mimic others but he himself is still working on something that feels natural if that makes sense

but the tiger

the tiger is far worse becuz the only positive thing it can associate with positive emotions is food so every time it gets closer to the full moon the tiger starts whispering in the back of his mind that he should eat dazai and kunikida

then kyouka and junichiro

and ranpo and yosano and fukuzawa and kenji and naomi and haruno

at first atsushi panics (naturally) worries he’s a cannibal, thinks the tiger hates the agency, panics more, especially after dead apple when he and the tiger gained an understanding of each other and he realized that the tiger was protecting him so he’s like why r u trying to kill the agency members

but gradually he realizes that actually the tiger just doesn’t know how to deal with positive emotions and yeah

anyway:

atsushi: dazai-san is so nice to me :)

the tiger: yeah :)

the tiger: we should eat him

atsushi: NO????

//

kunikida, patting atsushi’s head: good job on ur report atsushi

the tiger: use his arm against him and eat him

kunikida: atsushi u look weird are u feeling unwell

atsushi: hahaha dont worry about no weird thoughts here hahahaha

//

atsushi, literally just working:

the tiger: the small candy one eats a lot of sugar. he would taste sweet. Eat him.

atsushi: NO??????????????

ranpo, looking up: i’ve actually always wondered what i would taste like-

//

and so on

is this incredibly dumb? yes but is it also funny, yes

atsushi realizes he likes akutagawa because at some point when he spots him the tiger immediately starts wondering what he’d taste like

atsushi, sees akutagawa: oh there’s that basta-

the tiger: i bet he’d taste really nice

atsushi:

atsushi: oh 

atsushi: oh no

//

akutagawa: how did you figure out you liked me?

atsushi: i couldn’t stop thinking about what you’d taste like

akutagawa, blushing: oh-

atsushi: yeah it was insane how much the tiger wanted to kill and eat u

akutagawa, slightly confused and horrified: oh-

//

eventually as atsushi learns to deal with his feelings so does the tiger but unfortunately it’s still an animal so its more like

atsushi: dazai’s so nice :)

the tiger: yeah :)

the tiger: lets hunt a deer for him 

atsushi: no??????????????

//

kunikida, petting atsushi’s hair: good job on the job atsushi

atsushi, not thinking about what he’s saying: kunikida i like u so much should i kill a bear for u?

kunikida, slightly confused, slightly flattered: uhh no???????

//

atsushi, at the store: lemme just get something for kyouka-

the tiger: we shall hunt until we find something suitabl-

atsushi: no.

//

atsushi: im sorry i transformed last night, snuck out of ur place, hunted down a goose, broke back in, left it in the living room table, and then climbed on top of u, still a tiger, and then fell asleep and only transformed back now, after u had to use rashomon to get tiger me off u 

akutagawa, dead tired: yeah i don’t know what the appropriate response is but ur cleaning the bloo-

akutagawa: wait wtf do u mean theres a dead goose in the living room

atsushi: do u not like goose :(

akutagawa: that is NOT the issue here

//

yeah

literally me except I don’t identify as a girl

I CRIED THIS CHAPTER MADE ME CRY

bsd ch. 121.5 - a mysterious thing called 'the heart' yeah it was a good chapter i liked it (´꒳`)

「Hate You, Love You」 [Soukoku || ShinSoukoku]

– 𝙻.𝚁. 𝚂𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚎𝚝

•Mature Audiences 18+ - TW listed on Wattpad & Ao3 summary (links below)•

[WIP]

Bungo Stray Dogs Fanfic with skk & sskk + RanPoe set after season 2 with various spoilers

~summary~

"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?"

Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead.

And it's driving him crazy.

"I won't let you get away this time."

Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him. No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings.

So he finally does something different about it.

Or:

Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem.

Links:

Original:

Prologue: complete

Part 1: complete

Part 2: updating

Rewrite:

Prologue: Complete

Part 1: Unreleased

Part 2: Unreleased

~Don't look at me with those eyes

You dazzle me

You break me down

Don't look at me with those eyes

I give you everything

Whatever... ~

Song: Impacto / Enjambre

This is so sweet, i love them so much...

#We love camping

This is just so cute

didn't even offer to hold my hand ;-;

...

s s s s s s s s ss s s s s

😺

me and who

i got a few details wrong in the post above, the sheep only ever viewed chuuya as a weapon and it took shirase seeing chuuya getting beaten up in stormbringer to truly see him as a human being. the scene with yuan in fifteen was more of a ‘hey, we like being able to use this person as a weapon’. yuan isn’t an important character and doesn’t do much for the plot, i don’t understand the hate towards her because she’s irrelevant. i also got a bit wrong about dazai in that scene, he finds it stupid that chuuya doesn’t notice that the sheep are manipulating him. he’s not jEaLoUs. the general sentiment still stands though. i will edit this later. oh, i also added tags so people will see this follow-up because past lou is fucking stupid.

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

rant #4

can some (not all) bsd fans stop hating on yuan for just FUCKING TOUCHING CHUUYA’S ARM??? especially since she walked in hugging onto shirase’s arm as well. it doesn’t have to be taken as romantic, i personally see the sheep as chuuya’s found family. that touch was literally just a ‘hey, can you not force my best friend into joining your organization?’ (also dazai wasn’t ‘jealous’ in that scene. it was ‘oh shit. this girl’s getting in the way of my plan’.) it’s SO fucking stupid that if a female character (it’s always a female character) is even remotely close to dazai, akutagawa, chuuya, or atsushi people hate her because she’s ‘gEtTiNg In ThE wAy Of SsKk/SkK’. there could be a scene where a female character is like ‘hey, i’m really close friends with dazai but we have no romantic interest in each other’ and the fandom would still hate her. with all the disrespect i can manage, eat dirt if that’s the only reason you hate yuan/higuchi/lucy. if you have a reason you’re willing to explain for hating them, please send it to me. this has been lou, your very pissed genderfluid lesbian host. thank you for reading this. i know it’s a spinoff of my last rant but i feel like it needed to be said. thank you for reading if you did.

Talking about fanfiction with my group chat and everytime they ask what my favourite fanfics for certain ships are I just have to deflect the conversation because my favourite fics just so happen to be written in october and they don't want to match my freak (the freaky little guys make me cry over them for 30+ chapters)

Might I offer you some fluff, in these trying times of chap 117?

Shin Soukoku co-parenting Aya.

Please tag me in the fics.

Atsushi is growing up. He has bristles (due to the tiger's abilities there is a lot of it). Ryunosuke shaves Atsushi with the help of Rashomon.

Perhaps Dazai suggested this idea. Perhaps Chuuya taught Ryunosuke how to shave with a blade properly.

Chuuya definitely shaves with a blade. Dazai definitely can't be trusted with a blade.

if I had a nickel for every time I met killer who liked knifes and had killer brother who had a detective boyfriend, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice

I decided to post this here. Dunno if this is anything...

shin soukokus ship name is ugly it should be orphasthma or smth

‼️ BSD 121.5 Spoilers ‼️ As soon as I saw this trend, I knew i wanted sskk with it. Keep in mind this is just my interpretation! :)