Wanna Paint Rn I Need To Enter That Altered State Where I Just PAINT Yk

manifesting good vibes and new beginnings

the rain is coming down in sheets outside, im making hot chocolate, feeling good abt myself and passing well today, life is good right now

peace and love I hope everyone’s doing alright

An old silo transformed by Harry Thaler into a design studio, Merano, 2019

They gave me a cat scan but all they found was that dog in me

back to my listening to car seat headrest and pretending i don’t exist era

Nude  -  Gustav Klimt  c.1903

Austrian 1862-1918

Hi everyone

I did not want to make a post like this but things are kind of bad right now. Terrible stuff has not stopped happening for months now, and I've found it very hard to get back on my feet.

Basically: I traveled "back home" to get my top surgery in June. During recovery, I experienced lack of resources, shelter and was a victim domestic violence. As a result of this, I was not able to prioritize my health.

I wasn't able to return to my physically demanding job in the state where I live due to workplace discrimination as well as needing more time to recovery from surgery, i am trying to get my gender marker changed on my ID and transfer my SSI benefits (which are my only real source of income right now) to the state where I live. As well as transfer my state health insurance. I am on medicaid, but the only clinics that will take it are on the opposite side of the country.

I also need to pass all my classes at school, so i still haven't been able to get to the office and sort it out.

I don't even know how to express how tired i am. I don't have enough money to eat on most days. My bank account is overdrafted and my phone is a piece of shit that's always breaking. I don't have support.

TL;DR Disastrous mistake of a Trans man can't get his life together and needs money

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as a pre-everything trans guy summers suck ass. i especially hate it when im outside and wearing a jacket or something bc dysphoria and someone will be like “you look hot… you must be boiling… I have a t-shirt on and IM hot…” LIKE WOW THANKS SHERLOCK YOU FUCKING GENIUS I HAD NO IDEA THAT IT WAS HOT OUT. REALLY APPRECIATE YOU CLUING ME INTO THAT ONE, WISE GUY

Cuno Amiet (Swiss, Swiss, 1868-1961), Baumgarten - Garten auf der Oschwand, 1925. Oil on canvas, 72.6 x 58.8 cm.