Maybe There Is Some Kind Of Unresolved Trauma Inside Of Me, But Damn It, I Love This Story So Much...

Reze reminds me of Shiro from Deadman Wonderland because of the way and environment she was raised in.

Now, I finally get what the novel readers meant.... poor Haewon 💔

Last month, I watched "Spirit" - the movie from 2002. Because of Jinx, of course. 🙄 I just wanted to see why tf so many people compare Jaekyung 🥊 with this horse 🐎. I started it with low expectations. It's an animated movie for kids, after all. And Western! That's why I wasn't sure if it could be enjoyable for a person like me who doesn't watch stuff like these. Well.... I was wrong 😐. I actually ended up not just liking but also loving this story. The main character, Spirit, which really has a loot of face similarities with Jaekyung, actually is much better than this boxer dude. Unlike Jaegeng, this horse is emotionally mature, responsible, kind but at the same time spontaneous, caring and affectionate. Charming as well. The way he treated his lady and the way Jjk treated Dan has nothing in common. Spirit's actions were full of love and caring, Jaekyung's actions - they were imbued with a complex mixture of vague feelings. But I do realize why things are this way. Like I said, Spirit is emotionally mature while Jaekyung is not, so... yeah, you get what I mean. Overall, I like this movie. ❤️ It was interesting, well written, and emotional. Did it make me cry a little when I watched it for the first time? 😢 Yes, it did. But that's the reason why I was so impressed by it. Therefore, if you haven't watched it yet but don't hesitate any longer and go give it a try. Because who knows, maybe this story would become one of your favorite, too. 😊🩷

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Non Zero Sum Game - 58 ch.

I don't know what to think about Taegyum. One part of me starts to hate him for the way he treats Haewon, for the fact that he left Haewon alone with that bastard Hyunwoo in 56 ch. and of course for the fact that he started the whole torture....The other part, though, thinks that Taegyum actually likes Haewon in real romantic way but for some unknown [ at least for me ] reason he 1. is completely unaware of this fact and 2. has no idea what a normal relationship looks like... That's why he is so pissed off with Haewon every single time when Yoon rejects him, like, for example, in that scene in the restaurant in 58 ch.. For me, this unawareness of Taegyum is the only explanation for his strange behavior and outbursts of anger every time when Haewon silently  rejects  Taegyum's attempts to show some really vague sign of affection towards him.

But maybe all of this is just my own delusion with which I am trying to justify Taegyum's unforgivable actions towards Haewon.. Because there is also a third part inside of me who thinks that if Taegyum really has been feeling deep down in his heart some vague and a little broken kind of sincer romantic affection towards Haewon,  he won't want to share him with the other two bastards.  Though it's possible at that time in the villa, Taegyum  not to be aware at all about this desires which he has towards Haewon....but maybe I am wrong....I don't know...

This story is so complicated and so messed up that it's almost impossible for only manhwa readers to understand her real meaning...Unfortunately,  the original Korean novel is not translated in English yet....which is sad because I really wanna know what the heck is going on in these three fuckers' heads 😤

The only thing that makes me keep reading it is Haewon....I admire him so much because he is so strong. Yes, all the stuffs through which he goes are disgusting, traumatizing and unforgivable but the fact that even though these brutal events seriously messed up him physically and emotionally, he still finds will to fight and continue living his life...If I were in his position, hah babe, I would've been taken my life a looong time ago...

Baby Yoseob is so cute ❤️

Yo, WHAAAAT?! 🤯

This woman is just shameless [ along with everyone else except Jerry and his son ] .... I can't stand them anymore! 😤🤬

The Hounds of Sisyphus - 16 ch.

No matter what happened in this chapter, I don't trust Guwon at all. Why would he have [ completely coincidentally ] a lube in his house if he doesn't know for what to use it? Also, for a person who has no idea how people do sex, he surely knew how to help Teach at the end of the chapter [ when he grabbed his a$$ ]... so no, bro. I don't believe you're innocent. You are just a good actor. That's it. You fooled me once, but I won't let you do it twice. 🤷🏼‍♀️😑

To have anxiety sucks, yknow.

It feels like you have a permanent stalker who is also immortal on top of everything. And no matter what you do, he won't go completely away from your life. Growing up, you just learn how to deal with it more effectively while also accepting the bittersweet truth that you and your anxiety are going to be together forever.

This is what I expected from Jinx s2... So why tf is Dan not like that???

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