Me Holding A Gun To A Mushroom: Tell Me The Name Of God You Fungal Piece Of Shit

grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

Firestar’s Family Tree

italics are for cats that aren’t inherently related to Firestar by blood but are still a part of his family tree. some cats appear on the tree twice because. yeah. names listed for readability below: top to bottom, left to right

Crystal

Ferris, Whiskers, Nutmeg, Jake, Quince

Luna, Tommy, Filou, Oliver, Princess, Firestar, Sandstorm, Socks, Ruby, Scourge

Nami, Zack, Livy, Taylor, Cloudtail, Brightheart, Squirrelstar, Brambleclaw, Leafpool, Crowfeather

Lilyheart, Snowbush, Dewnose, Ambermoon, Whitewing, Birchfall, Sparkpelt, Alderheart, Juniperkit, Dandelionkit, Hollyleaf, Jayfeather, Lionblaze, Cinderheart

Sparkpelt, Larksong, Leafshade, Honeyfur, Tigerstar II, Dovewing, Ivypool, Fernsong, Dewnose, Sorrelstripe, Hollytuft, Flywhisker, Snaptooth, Spotfur, Stemleaf

Sunbeam, Nightheart, Finchlight, Flickerkit, Rowankit, Birchfeather, Pouncestep, Blazefire, Lightleap, Shadowsight, Bristlefrost, Flipclaw, Thriftear, Bayshine, Shellfur, Stemtail, Bristleclaw, Graywhisker

Goldenkit, Shinekit, Quickkit, Beechkit, Poolkit, Moonpaw, Oakkit, Sunkit, Hazelkit

BLUESTAR's family tree (outdated) TIGERSTAR I's family tree (outdated) CINDERPELT's family tree (outdated) ONESTAR's family tree (outdated)

GREY'S ANATOMY | 3.08

Ok I have read everyone’s thoughts and I think I get it, this is a compilation of my favorite smart things other people said. Writing it down so I can understand it.

73 yards spoilers

Break a fairy circle, get yoinked by fairies. That’s what happened to the doctor. Yoinked out of the narrative.

Everything else is Ruby. She had to make this make sense, she had to create rules to fix it. And she has magic.

So she created a time loop and placed herself as the haunted one. She heard the doctor mention a prime minister that nearly started a nuclear war and then 30 seconds later read the name Mad Jack, so she creates that story. She feels abandoned her whole life so she subconsciously “pushes people away”; she’s created her own perception filter that convinces everyone that she is what she fears she is— an unlovable monster.

The Woman perhaps was nothing more than that fuzzy filter (Carla says she is who she appears to be), which causes people to look at Ruby and then perceive her differently.

But then, in an act of self love, she brings the story home by catching up with the time loop, expressing affection for her young self and seeing herself as she really is. She places her old self a few seconds before everything went wrong.

It’s the equivalent of doing something dumb and thinking “man I wish I could turn back the clock 3 seconds” but she has magic so she can. Unfortunately she also has self image issues and she has to overcome them before she can help herself.

I’ve connected the dots. I’ve connected them.

Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms

I mean this affectionately

He’s constantly confusin’, confoundin’ the British henchmen, ev’ryone give it up for America’s favorite fighTING FRENCH MEME

LARGE BAGUETTE

And that’s the thing about illicit affairs And clandestine meetings and stolen stares It’s born from just one single glance But it dies and it dies and it dies A million little times

The fact Rogue didn't push the button while kissing the Doctor. It would have been so easy. In character for what the Doctor might expect even. He's the Rogue after all, the classic morally dubious role.

I think with that quiet 'no' the Doctor was expecting him, maybe even asking him, to take the decision out of their hands. To press it for them. Then they'd both have the fresh pain of losing someone and could go on to travel together.

But the Rogue isn't into cosplay, he isn't playing a character. So instead he puts the Doctor's happiness with Ruby above his own life, and above a life with the Doctor. He pushes Ruby out of the way, taking the controller with him so the Doctor still doesn't have to choose. That sad, cheeky, rogue-ish grin as he does it. Its just so unbearably sweet

my aesthetic is gillian anderson completely forgetting all her lines in the first season of the x files