These Musqitos Are Realy Bugging Me

we learned about sundown towns today!!! proof that racism never went away and that people are just more quiet about it. 

That moment when you realise what you could have done with your life if you didnt have a mental illness.

Whack

I think i fucked up.

Nvm

Lets get hydrated

Me: *leaving internship for the day* see ya tomorrow bestie

Also me 5 minutes later sending them a text where I explain I am completely burned out and can't come for a while: goodnight bestie but I'm about to tell you something that you might just not like.

I fixed it

I graduated today.

And now i know what kind of three i am and that people actualy think i enjoy being alive 🙂

Y’all always be talking about how you have to love yo mom cuz she always there for you.

Lemme tell ya

I’ve been there for my mom everytime she felt sad, depressed or heartbroken.

Every time a new boyfriend broke up with her i was there to take care of her.

I put my needs aside to help her.

I put my emotions aside so i could help her.

I did everything for her no matter how much it hurted me, i kept loving her even after she told us how worthless we where.

When she neglectes us, when she ignored us.

Every fucking time.

But when i was sitting on the cough, crying, feeling so lonely and depressed, wanting to die.

She came sitting next to me and asked.

If i wanted to move aside so her FUCKING BOYFRIEND COULD SIT NEXT TO HER!!!

I’ve been there for her, but not once she was there for me when i needed it.

And now when her 700000th boyfriend broke up with her, and she’s crying and depressed.

Im there for her again.

Becouse i know what its like to be ignored when you need love.