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Throwback to my old therapist who told me I shouldn't kill myself, becouse she'd get in trouble with her boss.
Hope she's doing okay
School: go write an essay about your perfect Day in 10 years
Me: ma'am I start crying when I have to think of the next week
Me: *leaving internship for the day* see ya tomorrow bestie
Also me 5 minutes later sending them a text where I explain I am completely burned out and can't come for a while: goodnight bestie but I'm about to tell you something that you might just not like.
I can have fun alone!
I say as i isolate myself from the world to cry
#meme
My therapist: so what do we do when we feel like that?
Me: masturbate?
My therapist: exactly!
Me: ...wha-
Like how can you be sitting in a room with you mother and not getting flashbacks from the mental abuse she did when you were young.
I might have depression, social anxiety, autism, a eating disorder and a unhealthy lifestyle and cant function for shit.
But guess what.