one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it
I was pretty confident as a teen in 2017 for the choices I would be making. The choices that would impact the whole life ahead of it. Recent times have made me re-evaluate each choice I made consciously and how it has affected my people around. No this isn't about anyone else. I am talking about myself. Just me.
I am happy and lazy most days. Less sad days but when day come , they are here to stay longer. Recently I have been wondering if my sad days are meant to last
Imma say fuck you to each and every person tomorrow!
I have never agreed more
Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette
Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.
I want to be romantically passionately loved away
Everyonce often I find myself in the game of comparison. The game is mostly self perceived and hence I'm always the looser. Lately I've been feeling like I am running out of time, I am not enough and I would never be enough. Doing anything else is just wasting my time, and I even sit and wonder what do I do then? Where do I start ?