Everyonce often I find myself in the game of comparison. The game is mostly self perceived and hence I'm always the looser. Lately I've been feeling like I am running out of time, I am not enough and I would never be enough. Doing anything else is just wasting my time, and I even sit and wonder what do I do then? Where do I start ?
Day 1. Friday , 18 August
There are so many nuances to my relationship that I cannot explain people at this moment. I wish I could. I have been in a relationship with my current boyfriend for over 2 years now.
Productivity Day 1/90
11 Jan 2024
Mood: Anxious đ°
Slept in today. Started the python course on replit.
Loser. I'll remember it.
Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.
I have no perception of time. I will be like "I have class in 2 hours... Do I have time to shower đ¤đ¤"
I am happy and lazy most days. Less sad days but when day come , they are here to stay longer. Recently I have been wondering if my sad days are meant to last
I was pretty confident as a teen in 2017 for the choices I would be making. The choices that would impact the whole life ahead of it. Recent times have made me re-evaluate each choice I made consciously and how it has affected my people around. No this isn't about anyone else. I am talking about myself. Just me.
Study set up for today
I want to start with a challenge. Productivity ? Or anything else. Idk. But it starts from tomorrow..
3.Jan.24
on june
emily dickinson complete poems of emily dickinson: âall these my banners beâ (via @soracitiesâ) \ annette wynne why was june made? \ pablo neruda one hundred sonnets \ virginia woolf the waves \ l.m. montgomery anne of the island (via @metamorphesqueâ) \ sylvia plath the unabridged journals of sylvia plath, 1950-1962 \ mahmoud darwish a river dies of thirst \ emily dickinson complete poems of emily dickinson: âourselves were wed one summerâdearââ (via @soracitiesâ) \ philip larking cut grass \ morgan parker magical negro: âthe black saint & the sinner lady & the dead & the truthâ
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