I Want To Start With A Challenge. Productivity ? Or Anything Else. Idk. But It Starts From Tomorrow..

In a day that is so hot and sunny---a day in summer.... Children get to go out and play, Dogs get to go on short walks, and I get to stay at home and study physics. 🫤🙃

love learns , love heals and love takes time.

300122, S.T.

The scariest thing for me right now is that , I'll lag behind my friends or even my own expectations. I don't know how to equip myself resilience. I have a fear that it won't work out or won't be enough, I wouldn't be enough.

Everyonce often I find myself in the game of comparison. The game is mostly self perceived and hence I'm always the looser. Lately I've been feeling like I am running out of time, I am not enough and I would never be enough. Doing anything else is just wasting my time, and I even sit and wonder what do I do then? Where do I start ?

on june

emily dickinson complete poems of emily dickinson: “all these my banners be” (via @soracities​) \ annette wynne why was june made? \ pablo neruda one hundred sonnets \ virginia woolf the waves \ l.m. montgomery anne of the island (via @metamorphesque​) \ sylvia plath the unabridged journals of sylvia plath, 1950-1962 \ mahmoud darwish a river dies of thirst \ emily dickinson complete poems of emily dickinson: “ourselves were wed one summer–dear–” (via @soracities​) \ philip larking cut grass \ morgan parker magical negro: “the black saint & the sinner lady & the dead & the truth”

support this blog

A bittersweet confusing thought : My friends and I are growing now , I wonder if we will remain friends or just fall apart. But right now as I have an exam tomorrow, I am feeling a big anxiety thingy but also happy.

I was pretty confident as a teen in 2017 for the choices I would be making. The choices that would impact the whole life ahead of it. Recent times have made me re-evaluate each choice I made consciously and how it has affected my people around. No this isn't about anyone else. I am talking about myself. Just me.