The Scariest Thing For Me Right Now Is That , I'll Lag Behind My Friends Or Even My Own Expectations.

Study set up for today

I have never agreed more

Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

Productivity Day 1/90

11 Jan 2024

Mood: Anxious 😰

Slept in today. Started the python course on replit.

Day 1. Friday , 18 August

There are so many nuances to my relationship that I cannot explain people at this moment. I wish I could. I have been in a relationship with my current boyfriend for over 2 years now.

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Everyonce often I find myself in the game of comparison. The game is mostly self perceived and hence I'm always the looser. Lately I've been feeling like I am running out of time, I am not enough and I would never be enough. Doing anything else is just wasting my time, and I even sit and wonder what do I do then? Where do I start ?

Daphne du Maurier, from The Parasites

one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it