Monster Falls,,, Save Me Monster Falls

GOOTS, MY BELOVED..... 🤚🏻✋🏻

he is rapidly approaching

shoutout to selfshippers who depend on their f/o. who can't ship them with others because it hurts to imagine them having another partner.

shoutout to the selfshippers who are touch starved or lonely, who can't bring themself to love anyone like they love their f/o. who rarely ever (or never) crush on others because their love for their f/o is too strong.

shoutout to those who print out pictures of their f/o, have them as their wallpaper, imagine them next to you, draw and write about them. who treat them like an irl partner.

shoutout to selfshippers who don't just like their f/o because they're "your type," or they're attractive. shoutout to the selfshippers who have a deeper connection with them than that.

shoutout to the selfshippers with many f/os, and the ones who only have one or two.

shoutout to the selfshippers who kin characters from their f/o's source material, even if it creates some weird rarepairs. (i've been there.)

shoutout to the selfshippers who hate what happened to their f/o in their source material, and to those who love every direction it went.

shoutout to selfshippers with quote unquote "weird," f/os, or nonhuman ones. shoutout to selfshippers who are open about that fact, or who are nervous to tell others about it, even other selfshippers.

shoutout to ALL selfshippers.

you're great.

and remember, no matter who you are, if you fit all these boxes or not, your f/o(s) love you very much!

(PRO//SHIPPERS DNI, THIS ISN'T FOR YOU)

"Self insert characters are cringe"

Bro I'm trying to survive capitalism with maladaptive daydreaming. Leave me alone.

"𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐋𝐚𝐧𝐝."

Reblogging this because I never did and that is a 4th level federal crime.

Now I'm on my Goosebumps grind FGHDJ I'm trying to make a little AU from the 2015 movie, but idk where I'm really going with it yet

I'M GONNA SCREAM AND CRY AND SOB AND WEEP AND KEEL OVER AND GROVEL AND TEAR THE WALLS DOWN AND BANG ON THE FLOORBOARDS AND FROLIC THROUGH THE RAIN AND AND AND—

Thank you @pinkdinkydoon for the most JAW-DROPPING piece I've ever received of these two. You're doing God's work, bro. Oh my word. Thank you so, so, so much GAAAHHH 🥹😭

Other wonderful sketches she's made me.... weeping openly

Maybe this therapy shit is working

Not trying to trauma dump, but this has been my life for as long as I can remember. Before I started suspecting I had some form of audhd, I had a really difficult time unmasking in front of anybody that wasn't my dad for years (I still struggle there). It's especially discouraging when family, friends, and peers had rejected me or were freaked out when I showed signs of those behaviors, even before I was aware of it. Masking seems awesome and great until you're the one suffering for someone else's comfort. Reading everyone's experience has honestly been super cathartic and it comforts me to know I'm not some monster for simply being myself or having a different way of functioning.

Sending love to all my neurodivergent pookies! ❤

My doctor and therapist: now with this autism + ADHD diagnosis you need to learn to unmask because masking all the time will make you burn out again and feel like shit

Other people: well it's just interesting how after getting the diagnosis you suddenly start behaving like that I mean I'm not saying you're faking it's just funny how you suddenly cannot be normal like you were before