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Mood board inspired by her solo "Playground"

Aesthetic: Angel core

Mood board inspired by her solo "For"

Sea and waterside creatures A

Artistic recreation of a Torii gate with green moss˚⁺‧͙.

見晴懷古步道  / Jancing Historic Trail 

Han Jisung Imagine - Home Sick

Synopsis: A surprise from Jisung can help cure homesickness

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 590

It had impressed Jisung how many stuffed animals you had. However, the real shock was how Han Quokka wasn't your favorite, but you assured him none of them got more love than others. They all had designated days in your bed. It was only fair.

You wanted a lot of teddy bears as a kid, and now you're an adult with spending money to make up for once lost childhood dreams. This led to the 25 stuffed animals scattered around your room. They all were special and signified different phases of life. All your skzoo's are new just like your relationship with Jisung.

"Y/n! I'm here with Bbama." He calls out as he closes your front door. You come in the living room to greet them giving special attention to Bbama since you never met him before. He was a very energetic, fluffy dog, so he must be young. He seemed to like you, so you pet him lots.

You and Jisung have decided to cook dinner today, which is mainly you doing the cooking and him assisting, but you love it, nonetheless. You decided to make something from your childhood as you spent a lot of time eating traditionally Korean foods with Jisung. You never mind because it was nice to enjoy new things or even things you've tried before and enjoyed. As long as you had food, you were satisfied, but the coming of your birthday without your family meant you were homesick. You needed some part of home.

Your mom had sent you some gifts which included snacks and some ingredients to make some simple meals. As well as, a blanket from her room. It smelt just like her. It was the most comforting smell in the world. Never wanting it to lose it's smell, but you know that is unrealistic.

"Babe this dinner is great! I never had this before. What's it called again?"

"Yeah, it's called lasagna. It's really good and typically a family meal. It isn't the healthiest, but we made a salad on the side so that is enough." You both laugh and shrug about it. It was a nice candle-lit dinner. You seem to have forgotten about Bbama until Jisung mentions feeding him and opening his bag.

"Ah what kind of food does he eat?" You ask, looking in his bag as he grabs the dog food when you see a woman's perfume in there. What's that about?

"Why do you have ladies' perfume in your bag?"

"Oh yeah! I bought this for you. It's the scent your mom wears. I had to open it because I got it from a sus website had to make sure it was actually it. Here smell it." He passes it to you and walks away to feed Bbama leaving you there to stare at him. He remembered? You mentioned it to him a while back before dating him.

You teared up a little as you opened the box and sniffed the perfume. It was perfect. How did he know? Did he spend hours searching for it? Did his mom wear something similar? Either way he found it and for that you were so grateful. You went up to him and hugged him from behind.

"I see you like it?" He questions as he prepares Bbama's food. You nod, head resting against his back. "I love you so much Jisung. This is the nicest thing someone has ever done for me."

"I would do anything for you. Honestly, I just hope it makes you happy."

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Jeongin Imagine — Birthday Party

Synopsis: pregnant! Yn x father! Jeongin

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 609

With you taking on the responsibility of carrying a life around in your belly, Jeongin has not let you worry about anything. All the nights spent in pain, tears staining your cheeks as the kicks and aches got worse: Jeongin was there. He did everything he could to always be there.

He was a working man; you knew who he was beforehand. You never expected him to be as present as he was. He got you every late night craving, every baby supply you “just had to have”, every matching outfit that looked good in his eyes. He spoiled you just as much as before. Your closet not even big enough for all the previous gifts let alone new matching outfits.

It was nice to feel taken care of in times like this. Jeongin guaranteed he would be able to care for you and manage his career. He was becoming a leader and father. Now more than ever you were depending on him because you aren’t working.

You didn’t do much of anything besides nesting. It was late in your term, and you were busy getting the nursery ready and planning Jeongin’s birthday party. You didn’t expect to see a set of cupcakes in his hand as he returned from work one day.

“Innie did you get my message- what’s the cupcakes for?” You questioned, eyes sparkling and mouth watering. You had a giant sweet tooth now that you were pregnant.

“These are for you..” he hesitated as he put the cupcakes on the counter and checks his phone. You smile and take a picture of them. “Wow innie. What is the occasion?”

“It’s your birthday babe. How did you forget?” He chuckles lightly, rubbing your back gently. Is it..? It can’t be. You check the calendar and laugh. It really is your birthday.

“Wow babe. I guess with your birthday coming up and the babies due date coming up.. It slipped my mind.”

“Planning for my birthday and yours is coming up is wild. Did you want to blow out the candles on some cupcakes? I bought two candles that say 26” He says reaching out his bag.

Candles. Fire. To build something new you must be-rid of the old. Fire was one way to do it. Fire was powerful and strong. Just like you.

You nod quickly, “it’s tradition babe. We always blow out candles at my house. It’s the way to bring in the new age. It’s only right.”

He lights the candles and begins to sing happy birthday in his own joking matter. Holding your hands as he embraces you tightly, he didn’t care about anything else right now just you. The light of his life. His babies all here in his arms.

At the end of the song, you blow out the candles and he claps. “How do you feel my love? Do you feel any older?”

Honestly, you had felt like an adult long before now. There was no difference besides time. You had been managing life on your own with several ups and downs. One of the ups being Jeongin and your baby.

“Oh boy I felt older before now..” You signal to your feet and back. “I appreciate this so much babe. You know how to make a girl feel special.”

“I mean.. I got you to have my babies and marry me.” You both laughed before you playfully hit his arm. “Jeongin!”

You always knew Jeongin would be the man you wanted to have children with. Highschool lovers turned newly engaged college students to married soon to be parents. Wait.. babies?

“Babies, Jeongin?”

He gave a weak, nervous smile. “Surprise…!”

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22.02.08. HAPPY JEONGIN DAY !

Venom

Synopsis: Getting caught up with Taehyun was a bad idea from the start

Genre: Angst

Warnings: yandere! Taehyun, violence, mentions of liquor

Word Count: 1,086

You hadn’t known Kang Taehyun for long, but the first time you met him... he had an unexplainable power to him. He pulled up to the club with major security. Four security guards ranging in sizes and specialties. He was always there for a business meeting. Never spending random nights out in a club. Heading straight to the back behind some doors, he only met behind multiple doors. It was easier to hear someone coming. Trauma response.

You had the gracious honor to be his host, in a way, for the night. Taking his and his business partner’s drink orders, you made them carefully knowing he could tip well. It was always about the money for you. You lived paycheck to paycheck for as long as you could remember. Your parents lived that way and grandparents. His money was nice and was a goal, but it never impressed you.

“Hi beautiful. I’ll take a whiskey sour. More whiskey, less sour.” His order simple: he much preferred hard liquor. Dark liquor. It was the only thing that matched his dark aesthetic, but he also grew up watching his father only drink dark liquor. All the liquor he stole as a kid was whiskey.

His business partner never caught your eye the way Taehyun did. His wet gel ridden hair that day still lives in your mind. It was never him though. Never his appearance, always the mystery for you. The way he pays with a black card, the black trucks he rides around in, the ever-changing phones and numbers. His voice, even over the phone, so silky smooth. It felt like a breeze of wind on a hot summer night.

As well as his ability to keep you updated, you always knew what number he was using for the week or month. You always made his drinks even at home. If you went out, he wouldn’t drink. Only trusting you. Simple. His biggest mistake. Never expecting you.

It made it easier to leave as well. He never asked much about you. You could run; he wouldn’t be able to track you. Or so you thought. That’s how you both stood in Panama. He followed you halfway around the world.

“Y/n” he yells as you see him standing at the end of the street. The wicked smile adorns his face as if he has no worries for keeping you around again.

Thump.

Thump.

Your heart was pounding, adrenaline rushing. You stare for an exit. Way-out. Anywhere to go. You want to run, but his guards stood at the other end of the street. You are led to a truck in which you got in and sit slumped down.

Your ears burning and breaths uneven. He stares into your soul, and you can tell even without watching him. It makes you want to ball up and hide. His hand found your thigh, with an electric shock going through you, it was enough for you to jump back some. Yet, he never removing his hand as you ride with him. “So, what was your plan?”

The plan. A simple one. You just wanted freedom. It was eleven at night when you entered the hotel room Taehyun had rented for you. The only time you and him ever spent alone without body guards. He wanted no one to hear you scream his name. He didn’t want anyone to know who he was. It didn’t bother you at first, but the lying about who he is got old quickly. Only referring to him as ‘a special friend’ seemed sus to all your friends.

Still, here you go making drinks for him again. He wanted something simple, calling out to you as he freshened up. It gave you just enough time to spike his drink. It was not to kill him. Just to get time. Every moment spent with Taehyun he confirmed he would never let you go. ‘I’m yours and your mines forever.’ You know too much about his friends, his family, his business… him.

You both toast to another night together, clinking glasses for the last time. You decided to give him a show if this would be the last time. The lap dance lasted all of two songs before he was ready for you. Upon laying down, he was a goner. You grabbed your things, placed a kiss upon his cheek, and ran. Ran as fast as you could back to your place.

You gathered the luggage you packed beforehand. Your new information: identification card, passport, etc. then headed to the airport. As you waited for your flight, you spent most of it in the bathroom. Pacing. ‘What if he finds me?’ He won’t. ‘What if he was pretending and wanted me gone?’ He wasn’t pretending. ‘Did he actually love me?’ I don’t know… the logical side of your brain was trying to help the panicked side, but it never stopped. Even after landing in Panama.

You pulled up to nowhere. Just open land. He covered your mouth with a bandana. He is trying to drug you. Don't breathe in. Don't panic. You try holding your breath for as long as possible, but you breathe deeply afterwards to make up for the lack of oxygen. You felt like you were floating in an ocean then you felt nothing but cold. Drowning.

Screaming underwater until there was light again. Your head aches from the sudden brightness. You close your eyes as chuckles erupt across from you. Taehyun. You glance at him before he slowly approaches. “I wanted to be serious with you from that night forward, but you just had to go and ruin it…” He pulls out a dagger.

You were tied up to a metal chair, screwed into the ground. Hands cuffed behind your back. Feet cuffed to the legs of the chair. You were at his mercy. A bug caught in a spiderweb.

“Serious with me? You weren’t gonna tell a soul about us.. you used me. I didn’t even get anything from it but sex. You got me: my emotions, my heart. You didn’t even want it until the end?!” You yelled at the end. You were broken. You thought he wanted you the entirety of the time.

He twirled the dagger around in his hand as he stabs into your leg. The piercing scream coming from the bottom of your soul. “TAEHYUN!” You sob at the throbbing of the dagger still lodged into your leg.

“You’re mine. Forever. Don’t think you’re gonna run again, my love.”

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New Body

Synopsis: Getting back together with Changbin when you both least expect it.

Genre: Fluff

Warnings: none

Word Count: 592

It was a mutual decision to break up between you and Changbin. The rate you were going was not going to end up well anyways. Better to end it mutually then to end it over an argument you decided over dinner with him. Luckily, you never went through with the plan to move in together. It would've been awkward to be stuck in a lease with your ex.

It was a lot of nights staring at the two-seater table you bought because no one came over your place besides Changbin anyways. You felt the coldness in winter nights without him there to hold you. It was silence in your home always. There was no longer anyone to talk to, no one to cook for when things were stressing you out, the lack of hoodies you could steal by the front door... it made you not want to go home.

Most nights were spent at the gym now or sleeping due to melatonin. Eventually, your body was the way you wanted it to be, but you still went to the gym just to busy yourself. It had became a habit to just run and listen to the loudest music you could find.

And after months, your house had gained sound once again. You had started talking to an accountant you met at a bakery. It was nice to have someone to talk to, someone who could provide you with the occasional hoodie, and who could enjoy the random pictures you take during the day. A real gentleman who cared.

Yet here you stood in front of Changbin at his house. You asked him to talk. To say he was shocked, it would be an understatement. You knew he was cute before, but he had been going to the gym too. It had been a year and here he stood in a wifebeater and sweatpants.

You slowly entered his house taking off your shoes at the door before sitting on the couch. "How have you been?" You ask lowly as he sits next to you.

"I have been okay. I been going to the gym; I see you have too. I have a new job as well downtown. This era of my life is going well. And you?" He was respectful as usual. You could tell he made more money by the new furniture, but he was humble as always. A good trait to have.

"I have a new guy, and he treats me well." You say as you look into his eyes. There is a gleam of hurt. "Good for you-" You stop him. "But he's not you Changbin..." He does the dog-like head turn. "Oh?"

You go to hold his hands taking your time in case he stops you, but he doesn't so you proceed. "I miss you. I cannot see myself being with anyone else. I don't want to be with anyone else." He processes what you are saying for a while before nodding.

"I'm glad you said that because I didn't want to be with anyone else either. I love y/n. I did then, and I do now. Did you really expect to replace me with anyone else?" He asks, placing a hand around your shoulder. You laugh and shake your head.

"No. I just wanted the temporary comfort. I feel bad though; I really used them for my own needs."

"Humans are inherently selfish, so I am not surprised. I think you should tell him though because you're mine, and I won't let you go a second time."

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Twice Drabble — Ex

Author's Note: This is a drabble, but I really felt like this was the best I could give today but tomorrow's will be better I promise lol Synopsis: Harsh feelings come about when you see Jihyo with her ex.

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Jealousy, Deflecting, Cursing, toxic! Jihyo, crying.

Word Count: 490

You felt bitter staring up at Jihyo now that she was home. You had saw her with her ex at a cafe. It felt like someone stepped on your chest as you watched her through the window. You had just figured out how to breathe again before she arrived.

"Babe. Are you okay?" She reaches out for your hand, but you simply let your hands fall onto your lap. The frown on her face said a lot. She had no idea you seen her earlier probably because you booked it away from the shop as she looked towards where you were standing.

"I'm not your babe. Why were you with her today?" Your eyes never left hers. The look of confusion she gave made you want to scream. "Who?" She asked calmly. "You know who! Your ex!" She rubs the back of her neck. Yeah, you have been caught, Jihyo.

"If I was you, I'd watch your next words towards me. Don't make me spazz out." You looked at her with the darkest stare she'd ever seen. You sat back on the couch as she stood right in front of you.

"I went to ask her something. I needed closure on some things. I'm surprised you were even around. Why weren't you at work? That's the real question." She questioned. Is she serious right now?

"First of all, I got off early and was going to get coffee for you as a surprise to see you sitting with THAT BITCH!" You yell getting frustrated. You won't be played with right now. The ability to deflect is her best trick.

"That bitch has a name. Also, maybe if you were at your job we wouldn't be so pressed now, would we? I simply had a conversation with the bitch. You act like I kissed her." She shrugs as she looked down at you. The position of power she always has. It was always her above you, over you. Nobody could compare to THE Park Jihyo.

In her mind, the only person who needed protection and to be cared for is her. She had no sympathy or compassion written on her face. Simply a look of matter of fact. "Did you? Why bring that up?"

She sighed, "And if I did?" She sat on the table. You felt the tears flood your eyes and blur your eyesight. "Were you happier with them?" She looked at you curiously before she rubbed your knees gently. You moved her hands before getting up. She couldn't even answer.

Looking back, it was obvious, she never liked you just your body. You were a rebound and now that she is back to herself, she didn't need you.

"I can't believe you..." You mumbled before pushing her off the table. "Get out my house!" She nodded before getting up to leave. "You'll be back." She says before closing your front door. It's easier to just let go than keep fighting.

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Skz Pack: Bad First Impression

Author's Note: Nothing much this time. All feedback is welcome.

Genre: fluff and angst

Warnings: Mention of bad parents, descriptions of shaking from fear, jealousy, one hit with a spoon

Word Count: 2,058

You and Jeongin were laying in bed when he got a call from one of his Hyung’s. He sat up a little to talk, allowing you to rest your head on his lap.

“Yes Minho-hyung?” He asks. You could hear every other word. ‘Bring…the..home.’ Bring what home? Also Minho… that’s Chan’s moonmate. Did Chan need something from Jeongin?

You just sat there confused as Jeongin continued to talk. “No, I can't do that because it is too early.”

After another five minutes of back and forth, Jeongin turns towards you. “Jagiya?” He asks softly.

“Hmm?” You answer by looking up from your own phone which was on Pokemon Go. “Minho-hyung wants to meet you today.” You freeze a little. Your introduction to Chan still had you a little shook. You didn’t expect to be so whipped by him damn near immediately. Could you handle meeting another pack member so soon?

“Oh um.. What does he want to do together?” You ask unsure if you can commit to anything. There is some back and forth before Jeongin looks at you. 

“Did you want to cook with him and another member of our pack? They are making dinner and dessert in an hour or so.” You look up at the ceiling. What could go wrong?

“Sure. Is it okay if I cook with them instead of us watching a movie?” You check with him. “Yeah sure. I’ll just go to the library to study. I can take you to our place.”

“Okay thank you.” You both get ready to head outside. Jeongin drives you to their home and kisses you goodbye as you exit the car. You go to the front door and take a deep breath. They aren’t monsters; they are regular people. They won’t hurt you. You knock on the door, finally having found the courage to do so.

A man wearing a headband with ears answers the door. He had brown hair, but you could tell it was dyed beforehand. His facial expression was very serious as he waved at Jeongin. Jeongin finally drove off knowing that you would be safe with his pack mates. After leading you inside, the mystery man sits you at the table across from another man. 

“I’m Minho and this is Felix.” Felix had blonde hair similar to Chan’s. Most people in this household had light hair apparently. They both wore sweatshirts and pajama bottoms with slippers. Minho had no jewelry on at all, but Felix had on some silver rings. 

“Was I supposed to wear my pajamas?” You questioned feeling a little less included. It wasn’t intentional obviously; they probably just happened to be cold and wore similar things. Also, you didn’t own many sweatshirts, so you would have had to wear a high school one.

“No, it is fine. We bought you some things to wear too” That is how you ended up in a sweatshirt and matching pajama bottoms just like the two men. Felix smiles as you return “You look great.”

“Thank you… are we cooking something big or small?” You ask kindly. You were not a chef in any way, so this would be an experience for you.

“Oh it’s okay you can just watch. We really just wanted to know about you. Jeongin and Chan seem fond of you.” Minho clarifies as he gets some ingredients from the cabinet.

“Oh? Chan has mentioned me?” 

“For sure! He said you were nice but very shy. We waited some time before seeing you solely to make sure you didn’t feel like you were meeting us all back to back.” Felix chirps. He is chipper; he is prepping some kind of meat.

“Thank you for giving me such a grace period. I am very nervous as I’m sure Jeongin told you guys. I just don’t want to make a bad first impression.” You explained, playing with your fingers as you looked at Minho.

He hummed before looking at you. “I think you’re overthinking it. Don’t worry. We won’t eat you. Unless you want to be eaten.” He places a hand on your shoulder temporarily before going back to the counter. 

As cooking ensues, you fade into the background taking on minor roles Minho asks you to do. While Felix keeps an eye on you from a distance, you are guided by Minho on how to do certain tasks.

“I didn’t grow up being in the kitchen with my parents. I feel bad for needing so much assistance. I appreciate it though. Hopefully, I can prepare a meal alone for you guys.” 

Minho smiles and nods. “It would take some weight off mine and Chan’s shoulders considering we handle all those responsibilities alone.”

You felt a little at ease with Minho, but he still held a lot of power around here. As well as, his natural aura just gave off serious and dangerous. Felix hasn’t said much, so you still felt very tense around him. 

“Is Jeongin being considerate towards you? He isn’t causing any trouble right?” Minho’s questions make you laugh. “He is being very considerate. Jeongin is so sweet. You guys have raised a nice pup.” You jokingly respond. 

“So he’s touchy with you or is he distant? Jeongin isn’t that affectionate with us.”

“He is affectionate and likes to cuddle, but I don’t know if that’s just him being nice towards me.” Minho raises an eyebrow. 

“So you’re very affectionate?”

“According to Jeongin, he and Chan think I am touched starved. They think getting me used to regular affection will help.”

“That’s useful to know for us. We can give you the right kind of affection. So physical touch is big for you. I hope we can all honor that well. I am not necessarily touchy so..” 

You laugh at him not finishing the sentence. Minho seems so considerate. It doesn’t bother you that you probably won’t get much affection from him. Hopefully, he just accepts your presence first.

You are helping Minho very efficiently, in your opinion when the topic of your childhood comes into play. “So are your parents both also wolves?” You kind of freeze at the thought of your parents before nodding. “They are indeed. My dad was a beta and my mother an omega. She always wanted an alpha though and made it all of our problems. She wanted me to settle down with a nice alpha.”

“Not her living through you. Parents are really something else. I’m glad you have Jeongin though. He indeed is a nice alpha. I’m assuming you’ve had your fair share of bad alpha’s.”

You nod as you try to continue stirring the bowl Minho had given you, but your hands were shaking so badly. You could feel the air from that night. The adrenaline as you ran for your life from the scariest wolf you’ve ever seen in your life.

You end up dropping the bowl off the counter by accident and give an immediate apology as you use your shaky hands to attempt to clean it up on all fours. Minho takes your hands as he squats next to you. “It’s okay.. I’m sorry to have triggered such bad memories for you.” 

You were confused as the night went on. You get to know Minho a little, and he’s very nice to you. However, Felix hasn’t said much still even after dinner is done. Minho decided to take some time to clean up a little in their dining room while you and Felix prepare dessert.

“We are really trying to incorporate you into our household because your Jeongin’s mate. He deserves to be happy, but it’s not like we are going to be all buddy buddy like.” Felix explains to you softly, like he was saying something considerate, as he mixes together ingredients for what looks like cookies.

You kinda deflate a little, the shine leaving your eyes. He doesn’t want to do this just to know you. I mean these are Jeongin’s friends. You should have expected them to still be only Jeongin’s friends. The friend’s of your partner are not always your own friends. 

You assist him as he asks and afterwards you grab your things to leave. Minho asks, “Are you sure you can’t join us for dinner considering you helped make it?” You reply with a simple nod and bow before leaving. You start walking home in the cold and dark given that it is too late to ask Jeongin for a ride considering you left already, and you no longer feel comfortable asking any of his packmates.

The feeling of sadness washes over you as you walk in the wintery air. Luckily, it was winter, so you could play off crying as just tears from the wind. You thought you had possibly found a new family, a place to call your own. After feeling less than accepted by Felix, you crawled into a hole again. Could you ever face them again? You are feeling guilty for even wanting to join their pack.

Once arriving home, you took a long shower and prepared for bed. Jeongin texts you afterwards asking ‘Are you okay? You could have asked me to take you home.’ You don't feel the best mentally, so you simply ignore it and go to bed. The next morning you wake up to the sound of pounding on your door. 

Feeling groggy you get out of bed and head to the door, you croak out a “who is it?” as you look out the peep hole to see Jeongin. “It’s me!” He practically yells. You slowly open the door and by the look on his face he is angry. “Come in.” Before you can even finish, he comes inside and looks at you before sighing. 

You close the door before moving towards the kitchen, not sure what to say. He follows you standing in front of the fridge you were just about to open. “I was worried sick about my poor girlfriend who just chose to not answer my text like she couldn’t be kidnapped, sick, or hurt.” You feel a ping of guilt because you forgot someone actually cares about you, especially after last night.

“I’m sorry Jeongin. I wasn’t in the mood to talk, and I did not consider how it would affect you by not responding.” You look into his eyes before looking down. You can’t hold eye contact for long; he deserves to be mad. He hugs you tightly before resting his head on your shoulder. “Don’t do that again, please?” You quickly nod and hug back.

You haven’t even cleaned yourself up yet or eaten. Jeongin still looks at you as if you are the prettiest girl in the world. You smile as he kisses your cheek and asks how it went last night.

“It was fine. Did you want breakfast?” 

“You’re sure? Also, breakfast sounds great. We can make it together.”

“Yes, I'm sure. It wasn’t naturally buddy buddy, but we will all come to terms sooner or later.” You grab the things out of your fridge. Unknown to you, Jeongin didn’t feel the best about that answer. They better get buddy-like with you quickly or face his wrath.

Throwing on his grandma voice, he begins to cook. “They better get with or i’m gonna hit them.”

“Oh? I’m so sorry grandma. I will be sure to tell them that.” You respond between laughs. He hits you with a wooden spoon. “I’m serious! I will tell them there's no need for you to do it.” 

You smile and rub your arm. “You are lucky I love you. I could hit you back.”

“Look at you! These young children are so violent these days. I have to teach you all a lesson. Young whipper snappers.” He does the slouch as well. You are laughing so hard tears fill your eyes. Jeongin was glad you were happier now.

You both go on to make a beautiful breakfast for you both. Uploading pictures and selfies to your Instagram for fun. It was starting to be a good day for you two. You were trying to ignore the feeling lingering over you that you wouldn’t be accepted into the pack. Yet, Jeongin could tell by the slight change in your scent that something was bothering you, and he was determined to figure out what happened last night.

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Stray Kids as Songs by The Weeknd

Author's Note: Only doing songs I have heard by him which is mainly the 'Starboy' & 'Trilogy' albums. Sorry not sorry.

Word Count: 1k exactly (crazy)

Genre: no designated one; not fluff, smut, or angst

Warnings: Cursing

Chan as Sidewalks

Honorable mention Starboy (this song has that confident swag Chan has. Chan flavored rizz if I do say so)

"Cause too many people think they made me Well, if they really made me, then replace me"

This song just feels cocky enough to be Chan as well as Starboy. Chan is THE it boy in my mind. Too many people in the industry try to act like Chan isn't good at his job. They act like he is expendable. He is literally so motivated and hard-working.

"I feel useless when I'm never makin' money, ah Well, this the life we always fantasized"

Minho as Heartless

Honorable Mention Acquainted (Just lee know flavored Rizz. No more to say idek how to describe it. The touching on your body part is so him)

"Photoshoots, I'm a star now (Star) I'm talkin' Time, Rolling Stone, and Bazaar now (Bazaar now)"

This song just gives MINHO. This song is actually the reason I wanted to do this series. The 'I'm a star now" reminds me of Minho saying he wanted the attention on him when he is on stage. My boy is no longer a backup dancer; he is the main attraction. I love that for him. Also, idk it's just fitting that Lee know would embrace the 'heartless' thing he has going on. People think he is so heartless and uncaring, but that is the least bit of true.

"Said I'm heartless Tryna be a better man, but I'm heartless"

Changbin as The Party & The After Party

Honorable mention is Twenty Eight (Hear me out but something about the 'hey there lonely girl' screams Changbin. He would fall for the wrong one. It's not his fault; she was convincing and pretty)

"Don't be shy with it, I'll supply with it I got you, girl, oh, I got it, girl"

Changbin is the reliable type. He will be there for his partner/ best friend he has a crush on even if they aren't in a good mental state/ physical state. This is what this song is about essentially. However, they don't end up together. He knows the people don't want him for him. They want him for the money, his body, etc. He still entertains them though.

"They don't want my love They just want my potential"

Hyunjin as Party Monster

Honorable Mention Till Dawn (Here Comes The Sun) This is basically what led to his hoe phase in my mind. Playing too many games with the wrong women.

"I'm the realest, she said I'm the realest Head be genius, dick game be the meanest"

If you say this song isn't giving Hyunjin, you are lying. Hyunjin is cocky, a hopeless romantic but I think it's from not having many relationships. If he ever goes through a hoe-phase, this will be him. He wants to feel important and special. Talk his head up, please.

"Tell me lies, ooh, girl, tell me lies Say you're mine, I'm yours for the night"

Jisung as Die for you

Honorable mention Shameless (Not willing to give up the love, a lil toxic vibe, cocky bastard-vibe just overall Jisung. Please listen to this song if you haven't!!)

"The distance and the time between us It'll never change my mind 'cause Baby, I would die for you"

Hanji just fits the vibe of this song. He is so emotional about love; he seems so dedicated to his possible/future partner. He, also, is the type to be nervous and not want it immediately as the lyrics say. He is willing to do anything for his lover.

"I don't want this feelin', I can't afford love I try to find a reason to pull us apart It ain't workin' 'cause you're perfect"

Felix as Love Me Harder w/ Ariana Grande

Honorable mention Next (Too smart to get played by someone who only wants him for the fame. Savage Felix mode. Too many people see Felix as just soft but he is intelligent and very strong.)

"If you know about me and choose to stay Then take this pleasure and take it with the pain"

Felix is the type to tell you everything from the beginning. All his trauma, insecurities, everything. If you play your cards right, you will be getting everything from him. He needs your all. The patience, sacrifice, care, etc. He wants to be loved and to give it. He just needs to know your not going to screw him over.

"You gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta Got to love me harder"

Seungmin as The Birds Pt. 1

Honorable mention D.D (Getting stuck with a fan who is obssessed? It just fits considering he isn't the committing type. Some one will try it.)

"If you try to play your luck (Ooh) Ain't nobody gonna care enough To catch you fall"

Seungmin is not the lovey-dovey type and he DOES NOT want the responsibility of breaking someone's heart at all. He will give several warnings, but he will still do relationship shit with you. It is very confusing and he will STILL blame you for not heeding his warnings. Don't fall.

"So don't you fall in love Don't make me make you fall in love"

Jeongin as I feel It Coming

Honorable Mention XO/The Host (Jeongin would for sure have a person he would try to be there for regardless of situation. This person would know all of skz and he would in other words make skz their found family)

"You've been scared of love and what it did to you You don't have to run, I know what you've been through"

Lover Boy Innie. Jeongin is just a boyfriend in my head like he gives good boy energy. This song has soooo much serotonin in it to me just like Jeongin. I can imagine Innie taking care of someone who has been hurt before. I love that for him.

"Baby, I can take my time We don't ever have to fight Just take it step-by-step"

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7:15 pm

Author's Note: Random thoughts no other explanation

Genre: fluff ?

Warnings: Cursing, mention of rbf, alcohol consumption

Word Count: 247

You knew about Stray Kids, and you knew they were very attractive. That did not change your expression as they entered the venue for a party you were all invited to. You were known to have a resting bitch face, but you never thought to want to change that about yourself.

Half the time you stared or sat blankly the thought of your expression didn't even register. As you looked forward at them, your eyes locked with Lee Know's. His smile would seem genuine if his eyes didn't read blank. You both just stared for a few seconds before they walked away to all get drinks.

Apparently, you grabbed his attention because he approached when he got a moment alone. You were just taking pictures on your phone not paying much attention. He waits for you to glance up at him from your seat before introducing himself. You give him a soft smile and nod before introducing yourself back to him.

"Hi I'm y/n."

"I can't lie you caught my gaze from across the room." He admits, "I love your eyes. You're rather beautiful, and I'd love to get to know you maybe buy you a drink to start."

You approve and take his hand to stand up in your dress. He leads you towards the bar. You look to your invisible audience. 'A bitch face can get men. Don't smile for any man ladies.' You toast with him and the boys after getting your drink.

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Skz Reactions: You take your engagement ring off

Author’s Note: This is one of the most difficult but interesting stories I’ve written. I hope you guys like it. I forgot to mention the inspiration behind this was from @yangfleurs and her writing. Anyways, please let me know your favorite members story :)

Genre: angst & a lil hurt/comfort

Word Count: 5,052

Warnings: Mentions of motion sickness, fear of flights/heights, forgetting to eat, cursing, not wanting to get out of bed, home sickness, jealousy, other kpop groups besides skz, degrading words, previous death, and trauma.

Chan

It was stressful to be with Chan because he doesn’t spend much time at home. You rarely see each other but he makes up for it in his own ways. Most days are spent overthinking though.

Chan spent so much time helping you gain confidence and the ability to communicate. He is proud of the steps you have made in this journey even if it is against his own judgement.

He wanted to get you out your comfort zone a bit by taking you on vacation. The issue is you didn’t feel comfortable with flights over four hours. You get too in your head on top of getting motion sickness every time you fly. Longer than four hours is torture.

“I just don’t see the big issue babe. It’s only a six hour flight. I will try to find you some medicine for your motion sickness.”

“I don’t feel comfortable doing that Channie…”

“Babe you’ll love this place though. You like tropical weather and we can go surfing and stuff. It will be fun. Just you and me.”

“Chan we can go anywhere to have fun. I just cannot do it.”

“I already paid for it babe..”

“WITHOUT TELLING ME?! Chan! Now I have to go on a trip because you paid for it. Way to guilt me into going..” You got up from your seat next to him.

“Hold on. You know I didn’t do this on purpose.” He grabs your hand, looking up into your eyes.

“What? Did you think I was just gonna have nothing to say?” You questioned. He didn’t say anything simply looking away.

“You mister communication is important and boundaries are normal thought nothing about the future?! Respect my fucking boundaries Chan.” You pull away from him and place the ring in his hand before leaving.

He sits there looking at it for a while before coming into the living room.

“I think we should just call off the wedding.” Chan suggests.

“And what makes you say that?” You ask. Of course he didn’t come out here to apologize.

“You gave the ring back… you must not want it.”

“I gave it back because you didn’t fucking respect my boundaries. It is a warning. The next time you will lose me. Chan I don’t force you to experience discomfort or face your fears, and you shouldn’t do either of those things to me. If I forced us to go skydiving, you’d be upset.”

“No I wouldn’t. I’m not a giant baby like you. I actually can do things that make me uncomfortable. It’s about growth which you obviously don’t want if you’re never willing to do anything.”

You nod slowly and lean back. You see how he really felt about the situation. He doesn’t wanna get married to you. He is easily willing to call it off and insult you as well.

Minho

It was not a smooth journey for you and Minho to finally be engaged. Several on and off situations, the contacting each other on different accounts, and all the other bullshit got you where you are today.

You were not expecting to be engaged at this age especially after being so temporary with him before. You don’t even have a relationship date anymore because y’all were not together so much.

Minho was a lover and close to you, but somehow he still manages to push you to a level of rage you shouldn’t be feeling. He was just irritated so much. Every little situation made him mad, and his anger can be a lot.

He is working on his anger, but today was just a lot for you both. Being that you both had different schedules, you split responsibilities in order of who had time to do it. You took care of the pets in most cases. Besides dinner, Minho fed them dinner instead of you.

You just had forgotten to give them breakfast. They were more vocal than normal when he arrived home. You were in the shower. Knowing he would be home around that time, you got yourself together after having a breakdown to try to make yourself presentable.

He feeds them before coming into your shared room. “Baby?” He yells into the bathroom. “Yes?”

“Did you feed the babies? They seemed really starved.”

Oh shit. After being glued to the bed all of today, you realized you truly neglected all your responsibilities for today. “No.. I forgot!” You yell back. He sighs and comes into the bathroom. “Babe! You can’t keep forgetting about them. It’s the second day in a row. I might as well feed them all at night!”

“Well do that then!”

He growled as he grabbed the make up remover from the cabinet. “What the fuck do I need you for then? Can’t even care for our cats let alone future children.”

You cut off the shower and pulled the curtain back. “That’s not the same and you know it. I will literally remember our child.” You step out the shower and grab a towel.

“How do I know that? You can’t remember my children now. They’re important to me. I’m starting to think you’re jealous of them.”

“Jealous? Of some cats? Let’s be so fucking for real Minho.” You tell him drying off. You grab your lotion from the sink.

“Yes jealous. You get jealous over anything. Also, let’s not act like you have the maternal gene. You obviously let them starve today. Like I’m pretty sure you wish I would be nicer to you like them but then you do shit like this.”

“Shit like this?”

“Yes! Be unreliable like how are we gonna build anything together when you gon forget the nail’s then act like it’s not a big issue. Be making me question if you’re wifey material.”

You just leave the bathroom after that comment. You sit your engagement ring on the dresser as you get dressed. Hopefully he gets the message that you’re irritated with him. You go into the kitchen to check on the cats and to apologize to them.

As the cats crowd around you to get pet, minho comes into the room with your ring in hand.

“So now we’re forgetting our rings?” He asks.

“I’m not motherly and not wifey material right? Are you really surprised?”

“You’re a fucking child! Stop being stupid and put the damn ring on. You really mad at the truth. You need to work on yourself.”

“You didn’t even ask why I didn’t feed them. I’m DEPRESSED Minho. You don’t even give a fuck.”

“How would I know that?!” He yells in your face.

“MAYBE IF YOU GAVE A FUCK!” You say as tears roll down your face. “I fucking hate you. You’re a selfish bitch.” You push him away as you grab your coat and leave the house slamming the door.

Changbin

Changbin constantly makes you wonder if you were good enough for him. It was your difference in personality and lifestyle that made you wonder if you guys were compatible.

You didn’t argue much though. Just lots of misunderstandings. Nothing gets too out of hand. That is why you are shocked at the lack of care he has right now.

“What do you mean we can’t live in another country? I literally have been living here for you for years Changbin. I wanna spend some time home if possible.”

“When we get married, I want to start a family. We can’t be uprooting our family like that. It’s not good for a baby or children to leave super young.”

“Then let’s wait for them to get older before coming back. We will be leaving before I get 30 years old.”

“That’s asking a lot. We are secure here.”

“And asking me to move half way across the fucking world wasn’t a lot Changbin?!”

“Don’t start cursing and yelling. Let’s try to have a conversation not an argument.”

“Now you’re gonna tell me what to do? Why would I wanna get fucking married to you? We don’t even want the same things. You’re not willing to even compromise.”

“Compromise?! You just want it to go your way! You decided to stay here. How is that my fault? Be for real y/n. You really think I’m not compromising. You aren’t even understanding what I’m trying to say because you are so caught up in what you want to say in response.”

“Since I’m so uncompromising and not understanding. Marry someone else.” You throw the ring at him and walk away. He catches it and glances at it before walking up to you. He grabs your arm and leads you out the door.

“Let me go Changbin.” You try fighting with him, but his grip is too strong. He forces you to get into the car before getting in himself and driving off.

“We are gonna talk this out or you can leave and never come back again.” He states as he watches the road. He had no doubt you would just talk. You don’t really want him to be out of your life. That is unrealistic. You love him.

“I want to see my family Changbin… I want to go home.” You are nearly crying at this point.

“I understand that. I want that for you. I just don’t think we should be having a baby and doing that. We might just have to hold back on having children and getting married.”

“I just need this for my spirit. I want to do all those things with you. I just do wanna spend at least a year home. My parents are getting older. I wanna make sure they are okay and know if they are sound enough for us to stay living so far away.”

He just nods taking in everything you said. “I love you, and I am willing to do that with you. You have to acknowledge that we could go broke. I probably won’t be able to get a job so fast especially not knowing much about the land or culture…”

“Changbinn I’m not asking you to be perfect. I know this is going to be rough, but we have each other. I will try to make this as smooth as possible for us.”

He sighs and nods. “Okay but if we’re going broke within the first few months we have to leave. Promise me.”

“I promise Binnie.”

Hyunjin

You knew Hyunjin’s emotions very well because he was very open about them. His facial expressions revealed everything anyways.

That’s how you knew he was serious about this. You never once took Hyunjin for the jealous type. He was very secure in your status with him. Maybe it was that the guy was another idol.

You had attended a private party with the boys and lots of other famous celebrities were also invited. You decided to wear a simple red dress and heels. Nothing flashy as you were always impressive even in the worst clothes.

Hyunjin stayed by your side as much as possible. However, he didn’t expect you to get in a conversation with Hongjoong as soon as he walked away.

It was a simple conversation. He came over to ask what group you were in, but you cleared up any confusion.

“Oh no. I’m not an idol. I’m here with Hyunjin. That’s my boyfriend.” You explain to him.

“Oh okay. I was just wondering because I never seen you around. I saw you with Chan earlier, so I was wondering if he was hiding his friends from me.” You laugh and shake your head.

“I am friends with Chan, but he is also like my brother. Anyways, I’m y/n nice to meet you.” You bow a little.

“I’m Hongjoong from ateez. Oh here comes your man. I got to get going.” He says walking past Hyunjin and bowing some.

“Hyunjin”

“Hongjoong” he says bowing back before walking towards you. He grabs your arm and leads you to the bathroom. He locks the door once you both are inside.

“What the hell Hyunjin?”

“What the hell to me? What the hell were you and Hongjoong talking about? And why did he leave when I was approaching?!” He questioned, getting close to your face.

“First off”, you push his face back “Get the fuck out my face. Second off, why are you being so jealous right now? We talked about being an idol. He thought I was an idol, but I’m obviously not.”

“So he was trying to talk you up when I left? Fucking-“ Your laughs cut him off. You back into the wall laughing.

“What is so fucking funny?!” He yells.

“You. Look at you all jealous over nothing. I thought you were more secure and confident than this.” You inform him.

“I thought you were more trustworthy and beautiful than this. You look so ugly right now.” He says with a face that read disgust.

"If I'm so disgusting Hyunjin, find someone else to marry then!" You spat at him throwing the ring in his face and walking out the bathroom. Some of the idols in the room seemed to stop and stare in that direction.

He was embarrassed and angry. Chan came over to him and tried to talk him down, but Hyunjin locked the door behind you as he paced inside the bathroom. Tears of anger flowed down his cheeks.

Han

You haven’t seen Han in a few days. He comes home when you are already sleep, and he leaves before you could even wake up. He has been sleeping in the guest room. He tries to be discreet, but the bed hasn’t been made the same for a few days.

He must be mad about the argument and what happened. You never expected the silent treatment from him though. Your texts and calls left on delivered. He hadn’t blocked you just ignoring you on purpose. You tried to have a friend call, but he wasn’t answering anyones calls apparently. That was what you thought until you checked in with Jeongin.

You had went to get coffee together. Jeongin loved spending time with you because you were his friend. He knew something was wrong as soon as you were in his presence. He was just waiting for you to mention anything.

“Have you seen Jisung?” You ask him sipping on your coffee.

“Yes. He was in the studio yesterday with Chan. We recorded some guide’s yesterday nothing heavy.”

“Did he say anything to you about us..? Or anything alarming?”

“He didn’t say anything besides the song. The quietest I’ve seen him in months. He normally cracks at least one joke.”

You sigh. The tears were fighting to fall. Maybe you pushed him too far by not wearing the ring anymore. It was serious at the time tough. It was the only way you thought of getting your point across.

“What happened between you two?” Jeongin asks lowly.

You slowly start to explain what happened. It was truly a regular day. You had spent time together doing errands. After seeing families together, Jisung had a lot of baby fever. This wouldn’t be an issue normally; he just would get over it quickly. This time it felt a little overwhelming.

“Babeee are you sure we can’t just have one?” He questioned as he played with your hair.

“Yess. Children are not something I want at the moment, and we agreed on it. You want to get married first anyways.”

“We’re engaged.. that is good enough. I want a mini me or you. I love babies.”

You mumble “I don’t…” He side eyes you. He kisses your neck. “Come on baby. Don’t be that way.”

You push his head away and stand up. “No Sung.” He smacks his lips before watching you. “Damn we can’t just.. yk either?”

“No and you aren’t even taking me seriously.”

“Because I don’t understand the hold up, we’re secure right now. I won’t wait forever.”

You look in his eyes for any sign he was kidding. You turn to leave, placing your ring on the dresser. “How’s this for forever?” You ask before leaving out the room.

Jeongin gasps. “Damn y’all are done forever?”

You sigh and put your face in your hands. “I didn’t mean it.. I was hoping it just stopped the conversation. Apparently, it stopped all conversations.”

“Y’all need to talk. Try to fix that. He is gonna burn himself out working so much.”

“I can try, but he literally doesn’t even come home if I’m awake. He isn’t answering my texts or calls. I don’t know Jeongin.”

“Go to the studio then. He is constantly napping in there, so he will probably be working or sleeping. Either way you have him trapped.”

You end up at the guys studio thanks to Jeongin. You watch him through the door as he works. Lots of papers are spread around the room. He has written so much lately. Han always writes lyrics down on paper. Not too keen on keeping a virtual document.

You knock on the door before coming in. He panics almost before seeing it was you. You sit next to him in a chair as he continues. There you sat for ten minutes. He doesn’t acknowledge you, look at you, or anything. You could see some of the lyrics he wrote. It was different songs. One about being angry; another about apologizing for the pressure on you.

“Hanji.. I miss you. I know work is important, but can we please talk?”

“About what? We have nothing to talk about. When I find a place of my own, I will be out of your hair. For now I’m just working to make money for myself.”

“You don’t have to find a new place Jisung. I-” he cuts you off. “I need to find a new place because apparently we’re single forever.”

“I’m sorry I took the ring off. I didn’t mean it seriously.”

“Then just don’t say it. You don’t do shit like that on a whim. It really hurts… it has been so hard to be without you. I’ve seen you, and you don’t even seem sad without me.”

“Jisung-“

“Just leave please. I have work to do. Also, I still don’t have anything more to say. We argued, but you really hurt me. You threw the ring down like it was nothing.”

“I am trying-“

“LEAVE! I don’t want to hear it. You’re stressing me out and making me anxious.. just please leave.”

You nod and grab your things to leave. You look back at him from the door once more before leaving. He didn’t once look at you. Even by accident.

Felix

Felix and the boys didn’t go out often to clubs and things. Being celebrities and having busy schedules, they rarely had the time. When it does happen though, you don’t attend. Clubs aren’t your scene.

You prefer to spend time at home with your’s and Felix’s cat. He is very happy to have you home to play and nap together. Felix thinks it’s okay that you stay home. When he catches you two cuddling sometimes because he stayed out late, he finds it endearingly cute. Two babies.

Today though Felix came home rather drunk. He stumbled through the door putting his keys on the hook before sliding off his shoes. As he is going to hang his jacket, he sees you on the couch. He is startled and grabs his chest.

“Oh fuck y/n… say something next time. I almost died.”

You squint at him. Felix has great reflexes and senses so how drunk is he? “Are you drunk?”

“Maybeee” he hums putting his jacket on the coat rack.

“Did you drive home?” Silence. If looks could kill, he would be dead from the glare you are sending him. Even with his back turned he could feel you.

“Felix!”

“I’m sorry. I needed a way home.” He quickly apologizes and approaches you. He grabs your hands.

“Felix.. don’t be drunk driving! Is the car okay?!”

“Yes I only hit like one curb on the way home…”

“Felix! You know drunk driving is bad. I can’t believe you. Ask one of the guys next time to take you home. You could have killed someone or worse died!”

“But I didn’t. I’m here and everyone is safe.”

“You are not taking this seriously… you know I don’t play about this.” You warned him time and time again about drunk driving. A drunk driver killed your best friend in high school. It happened right after school as you guys were going to get boba together.

“It’s not that serious though? Everyone is okay. Babe I’m fine. I will go get the car fixed tomorrow okay?”

You tear up and push his hands away. “It’s not fine. How could you be so reckless after what I told you? Do you not care? I can’t even think about you rn. I don’t even want to.” You take the ring off and place it on the table before going in the bathroom and locking the door.

Felix stares at the ring before tearing up. How could you take off the ring he gave you? Did he fuck up that bad? Then it hit him. He cries softly to not attract attention from you. He felt like an asshole for almost making you relive your childhood trauma.

He comes and knocks on the door. “Babe I’m sorry for what I did. I shouldn’t have driven home drunk and made you worried. It is a big deal, and I’m sorry I possibly reminded you of the traumatic situation you experienced with your friend.”

You come out the bathroom after two minutes and hug him. You both had been crying. He rubs your back and kisses your head. Maybe he did care..

Seungmin

You had talked with Seungmin about your past before. Your relationship with your parents and siblings made you the way you are now. Sometimes you cut up on him. It wasn’t on purpose; it was your fight or flight kicking in.

He found it a little daunting at first because he didn’t expect it from you. He thought you were just sarcastic to be funny, but he soon came to realize you were conditioned to be that way.

You had a lot of issues you two were working with. One being deciding your love language since you were lacking a lot growing up. The two things that outweighed everything is words of affirmation and acts of service.

Seungmin didn’t understand you in that sense of wanting to do things for him. He was certainly more independent than most men you ever met let alone dated. It was nice sometimes, but you never get to show him any love.

“Min do you want breakfast?” You questioned as you were making your own food.

“No it’s fine. I will just have some yogurt and fruit.” He responded from the bathroom.

“I can prepare it for you if you’d like. I’m already in here, and I know you have a packed schedule today.” You offer wanting to be useful.

“No it’s fine. I got it. You relax. You have to work today just like I do.”

You just huff and continue making your breakfast. It felt wrong to not make him breakfast or do anything for him to help him get ready. The guilt was eating you alive even though he doesn’t see anything wrong in him caring for himself.

“Babe are you tired of me?” You ask him as he comes into the room. He shakes his head as he opens the fridge. “No not at all. Why?”

“Why can’t I ever help you in the morning? You don’t want me to iron your clothes, help style your hair, make you breakfast, clean up after you… you do everything on your own.”

“So that means I’m tired of you?” He questions as he looks at you. He had his yogurt and fruit in hand.

“Yes…? You just don’t always make me feel wanted. I don’t understand why you want me. I’m not doing any good for you.”

“I love you. I really do. I don’t need you to do those things for me. I just want you to be there for me mentally. I want a companion.”

“So I’m a pet?”

“Babe don’t start this. I love you and I’m not tired of you end of story. You don’t have to be living like you were with your mother. The weight of caring for the whole house is off your shoulders.”

“I just want to love you Seungmin…” your tears finally fall from your glossed over eyes. “I just want to feel wanted. I just can’t help but overthink this.. like how can you not want me to help you? Am I too incompetent in your opinion?”

“Why would I ask you to marry me if you are incompetent y/n?! You think of yourself so lowly and that is the problem. You shouldn’t need to care for me or have me talk your head up to feel worthy.” His words sting. How could he just invalidate your love languages.

“You know what? It’s fine. I don’t need this invalidation right now. Just eat your breakfast. I’m gonna go get ready for work.” You leave the kitchen with your food and close the door to your room.

After a while, you go in the kitchen and leave your plate in the kitchen before leaving the house for work. Seungmin sighs after hearing the door close. “No good bye huh?” He questions out loud. He goes into the room to grab his bag and phone charger. The shine of your engagement ring from the dresser is bright when the sun hits it. You left it there for him to notice.

And notice he did because you returned home to his ring next to yours. He didn’t send any texts or call once. You just nod and get in the shower. Once he returned, he did the same as you watched television in the living room.

You waited for him to get out the shower. You approached him as he got dressed. “So you didn’t wear your ring today?” You asked him. He nods and looks at you. “You started this. I’m only doing what you do.” You shake your head. “Sure.. I don’t invalidate your love language but you do it to me.”

He sighs, “you’re not gonna give this up are you? I only said the truth.”

“Okay whatever. I should just let it go because nothing ever matters to Seungmin.” You say grabbing the ring and going in the living room.

Jeongin

You stayed with Jeongin because you had fell on hard times, and he was your supportive boyfriend. Well, he was your supportive boyfriend.

It had been slightly hard on him supporting the both of you. Jeongin had expensive habits. He bought lots of clothes. As well as, he was a gift giver. His love language was gift giving for others. Also, he was barely home before so he saved lots of money on food. He ate out with the rest of skz, but you needed to eat at home.

You didn’t know he was struggling at all to make ends meet. You found out after overhearing him tell Chan. Chan was trying to be supportive and help him figure out ways to make things better. The guilt was heavy on your mind though. Jeongin didn’t seem happy anymore with you.

This must be the last straw. You feared the conversation with him. He asked you to wait up for him tonight. Normally he joins you in bed around 11 pm. You sat on the couch wrapped up in a blanket. Mind running kept you up at odd hours anyways. You haven’t gotten much sleep after finding out the news.

He walks in shortly after 10:30 pm. He sits next to you after leaving his shoes at the door. “Hey y/n.” You clear your throat before looking at him. “Hi Jeongin.”

“You’re probably wondering what I wanted to talk about. I just wanted to keep you in the loop. I don’t think I can afford to.. have you keep staying here.”

You heart dropped a little, but you were expecting this. “What am I supposed to do Jeongin? We’re supposed to be getting married. Is it not weird for us to suddenly not live together anymore?”

“You might have to start working then. It’s been months. The job market cannot be that dead.” He claims, sitting back to look at you.

“I wish it wasn’t but it truly is. I would literally have to go back to school to do anything. All the jobs that are constantly hiring I just don’t have the skills for them.” You explain to him. You felt tears forming in your eyes and your throat starts to be close slightly.

“Well maybe you need to do that. I just know I can’t do it for right now. I love you for sure, but I need something more than you’re giving me. Love isn’t paying the bills. I need you to leave.”

“Today?” You ask him as the tears ran down your cheeks.

“Preferably. I don’t wanna feel guilty and go back on my word.”

You just nod and wipe your eyes. “I don’t think I can do this Jeongin. I can’t pretend like I haven’t noticed the looks you have been giving me. You don’t love me the same, and it hurts to know you’re probably using this as an excuse to cover up your true feelings.” You explain through sobs and heavy breaths. He looks down at his hands, in a way, he confirmed your true fear.

“It’s okay though. It was good while it lasted. I will miss you, but I won’t be a dummy for you.” You get up slowly and place the engagement ring in his hand. You go into the room you both shared and packed the minimal amount of things you have. You don’t look at him before leaving.

He sits there looking at the ring for a while before placing it on the table. He goes to shower. He felt somewhat guilty, but he was glad you didn’t make a bigger deal about it. He would miss you as well.

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Skz Drabble — Alone (MinChan)

Author’s Note: this is a self insert but also a very specific one. Lots of it is my personal story from losing a parent. It’s hard sometimes; I’m here for anyone who needs it. Love you guys 🫶🏾

Wordcount: 1,617 (maybe I got carried away 😭)

Warnings: mentions of polyamory/ polyamorous relationships, descriptions of depression, loss of a loved one, a full bladder, suggestive at the end.

It was one in the afternoon. Nothing special about today; it was simply a Sunday. The birds chirped, the sun shined, and the wind blowed as cars came pass. Simple.

Yet, you lay in bed. Bound to bed by the leaps and bounds that is the world. You feel your heart getting heavier. You were triggered by the music playing in someone’s car as they drove pass. Your mom loved that song.

Now the tears won’t stop flowing. Your mind won’t stop going. Running and running trying to dodge all your problems. You fall back onto the bed covering your face as if that stopped the sobs that escaped you.

Sobs. For someone who only wanted you to not cry as their last wish. The pain of missing them and the guilt of not following their wishes keeps you wanting to do nothing but remain under the safety of your hands. So you do. You lay in bed with your eyes covered for a while.

Overthinking for a while. Would my mother be proud of me? Even on your best day, you aren’t the same person with your mother. Less motivated… less confident. Would she hate the person I’ve become? You lost the spark. Sometimes you debate on what you keeping going for. Is she even watching? Does it truly matter? You won’t get anything from her. Nobody else cares.

You eventually lay on your side staring at the window. Just clear, beautiful skies in view. The perfect juxtaposition to the mood inside your apartment right now. Dark, sadness looms over you. It’s been years. At this point, you should be fine right? Wrong.

Everyone applauds you for keeping it together. ‘Y/n is so strong’ ‘without my mom I don’t think I would make it y/n is an inspiration’. Unbeknownst to them, you are falling apart alone. You never let anyone know, never let anyone in. They all have too many things going on in their lives.

You had been in bed for way longer than expected at this point. It has been hours of overthinking and crying: a repeated cycle. You felt dehydrated, like your bladder was gonna explode, and exhausted. Yet, you remained in bed. In fetal position, you felt the safest from the world.

You were soon asleep. That’s why you didn’t notice Chan and Minho enter. Chan used his spare key. You hadn’t answered any of their messages or calls for a few days now. This was not normal; this is the longest slump you’ve been in since before you met them.

Normally, you can pull it together after a day. Possibly a few hours even. Three days you have spent at home now. You were convinced you would lose some of your skin complexion.

It was a mess in your house besides the living room. You kept the living room clean to keep appearances from neighbors. The kitchen had a stack of plates in the sink and the garbage was full. The bathroom had lots of tissues from crying on the sink and filling the garbage can. Also, some make up removal wipes because you tried to do your makeup at one point.

When they reach your room, they are prepared for the worst. Nerves eating at them and it showed on their faces.

“What if she’s not alive?” Minho whispers to Chan.

Chan shakes his head. “We’ll deal with it the best we know how..” He opens the door and is relieved you’re just sleeping. The light snores from your body alerted them immediately. Minho lets out a breath he was holding and holds his chest.

Your room: the most dirty of it all. Tissues, energy drink cans, water bottles, lots of plates and bowls, clothes on the ground, hair ties and jewelry just spewed about. The only jewelry missing is the necklace you always wear still on your neck.

“Maybe we should help clean? She doesn’t seem.. okay” Minho suggests. Chan simply nods. He is worried about you, and the condition of you and your place are concerning. Your house is normally rather clean, and you would be up doing some kind of studying or chores. Midday sleeping? Not the typical.

Chan takes on the bathroom cleaning the skin and shower first. While, Minho decides to focus on your kitchen. He starts with the dishes and counters. Chan was going to clean your bathroom mirror, but he saw the affirmations you wrote on it. ‘Tomorrow will be better’ in red lipstick. You weren’t doing okay… his suspicions were right.

Minho decided since the dishwasher was going and the counters were clean maybe he could clean the fridge and stove. The stove required little scrubbing. In the fridge, he found minimal things. Some soup, drinks, eggs, and fruit. The soup he recognized as something you mentioned you loved a lot as a child. Did you make it to feel comfortable? Did it work?

After they both cleaned the floors, they decided to clean your room. They were the most nervous about this because they could wake you. Minho gathered the garbage in a bag since he had taken all the dishes out earlier to put in the dishwasher. He could easily take the garbage out as well. It was part of the kitchen. Chan decided to do your laundry. He took the time to read every clothing label to sort and wash them correctly. They couldn’t clean the floor without waking you, so they decided to wait on that part.

You woke up to the sound of Chan and Minho talking somewhere. You didn’t even connect the dots yet. You groaned as you woke up. You didn’t go use the bathroom before sleeping now you felt the worst stomach pain ever.

Minho was alerted immediately and came to the room.

“Y/n-ah are you okay?” He questions, getting a little close to the bed.

“Can you help me to the bathroom, please?” You beg him. He immediately lifts you out the cover to which you moan in pain. “I’m sorry..” he mumbles. You shake your head. “This is all my fault. Let’s make this quick.” He hustles and helps you to the bathroom. Chan is also watching as you almost immediately go when your on the toilet.

He sighed. “I told you about holding in your piss!” You shrink a little. “I know I’m sorry Channie..” He was going to lecture you, but he hopes the pain is a lesson enough. You go to wash your hands afterwards still in pain. The pain takes a while to subside; it was actual torture and discomfort.

Chan carries you to the living room and sits you on the couch. Here you are between Chan and Minho as they both look at you. You have been exposed. It was a hard to even say anything. The men who you had been seeing were upset with you.



“I can- I can explain.” You stutter out as loud as possible. They nod in an agreement. “Go on.” Minho beckons.

“I.. I’ve had a hard few days. As you both know, I am without both my parents. My mother being the closest to me. I have just been reminded of her so much, and it hurts. Listening to the songs she likes, smelling the perfumes she wore, seeing people who look like her, and the worst of all is when I watch someone die in a movie or show. I can’t do it. My heart is too weak.” Chan rubs your back gently as he holds one of your hands. Minho wipes the tears you didn’t feel fall as he holds your thigh.

“Y/n.. we’re your boyfriends. Why not tell us? We were in the dark about you, your physical and mental state, and that is scary for us.” Chan softly spoke.

“I am prideful.. I can’t be weak even to the people closest to me. You guys always give me so much credit. Meanwhile it is so fucking hard! I take so long in the shower because I can cry in there without you guys seeing me. I just don’t want to worry you guys either. You’re super busy and going through things on your own tha-“ Minho cuts you off. He normally doesn’t interrupt, so you’re immediately confused but attentive.

“In a relationship, we are supposed to be there for each other 100% of the time. If the person needs something, you should be able to balance them. It is three of us. Please don’t feel like you have to be alone in anything. We love you. We care for you. We will always want to hear your concerns and troubles. Don’t do this again.. please.” You could see the concern and sadness on their faces. They actually want that from you. They care about you.

“I’m sorry to worry you. I will try to put my pride aside when it comes to you guys. It will take some getting use to. I know I messed up, but I love you guys too. I don’t want to lose you.” You cuddle closer to Minho and pull Chan in too. They cuddle you smiling softly.

“Our hard-headed girl” Chan pats your head and laughs. “Literally. Also, our messy girl. You’re welcome for cleaning.” Minho rolls his eyes as he says that. “Thank youuu. Sleepover?” You ask excitedly. “Sure let’s get the bed ready.” Chan says as he gets up, stretching his arms and back.

Minho taps you for you to get up and stands up. “Don’t worry we’ll be gentle tonight. You have done enough crying already. As long as you feel satisfied, we can do whatever.” He says, winking and grabbing the towels out the dryer.

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Skz Drabble — Hyunminsung

Author’s note: Idk what this is… I just thought about it. Might delete it later 🤷🏾‍♀️

It was something about summertime that never hit the same for you. Even with you being somewhat content most of the year; it bought out the worst of your depression. You hated the warmth and sweating. It was uncomfortable.

It reminded you that life is and will always be changing. Nothing is forever. Your childhood was over. The long days playing in the sun were past due. The only thing that reminded you of your childhood was the air conditioner sound.

You laid under it every summer. Listening to the sound of the machine blow air, it was soothing to your spirit. Often lulling you to sleep with how simple it is. Jisung has joined you in relaxing under the air conditioner. The tears you shed minutes ago gone. He had his arms wrapped around you as you both stared at the ceiling.

“Do you ever miss being a kid? Like elementary school?” You ask him.

“I do. Life was simpler then. I didn’t have to pay any bills or worry about anything. I was just going to school really.“ he says twirling your hair around his index finger.

“I wish I could somehow combine being an adult and child. I want to be carefree and less insecure like a child, but I, also, want to be independent and loved like right now.” You admit to him.

He rubs your cheek. Nothing was said just the lull of air flowing. “I wish that too. I just want to be happy, so I’m glad I’m an adult now.” He tells you as he interlocks your hand with his. “I wouldn’t be happy without you guys.”

You smile at him and nod. You wouldn’t be happy without them either. Jisung, Minho, and Hyunjin made you the happiest woman in the world. They were your boys, and it was always entertaining to be with them.

Minho and Hyunjin enter the room and immediately lay down next to you guys in bed. “Hey babies. What y’all doing?” Minho asks.

“Just venting about growing old.”

“Ah we should listen to 19 then” Hyunjin suggests. You all laugh and shake your head. “I thought it was a good idea..” he mumbles, embarrassed.

You pat his head gently, “no it was a good idea. Just not the right mood for right now.” You felt warm inside knowing that you can just cuddle in bed right now. No one had to be anywhere. It was perfect. Just them, you, and the sound of the ac.

You tried to pull Minho closer, but he was heavier than you expected. “Does the baby wanna be smushed?” Minho coos at you.

“Yes. I am sleepy..” you admit softly. They all inch closer with you in between Jisung and Minho. Hyunjin was next to Jisung because Minho always slept on the edge.

You felt warm as they enclosed you in. You tried to listen to them talk, but it was pretty useless. Within the next ten minutes, you were sleeping.

“Look at them. So sleepy and cute.” Jisung coos as he brushes your hair back.

“I know right. It’s like the air conditioner has melatonin in it.” Minho jokes as they all laugh.

“I’m glad we make them so comfortable. They deserve a little reminder of their childhood even if it’s just sleeping right under the air conditioner.” Hyunjin concludes as they get comfortable themselves. Might as well take a group nap.

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Skz Reactions: They're drunk

Author's Note: Double upload probably lol second one later today. This is inspired by my reaction of drunk reader x skz. Now we have it the other way around. Also, if you enjoy this, please check out my masterlist.

Synopsis: skz being drunk in the club. It gets messy.

Warnings: mentions of drinking, sex, hangovers, vomiting, twerking, insecurities, betting, running, sexism, fighting, cursing, and more.

Word Count: 2,802

Chan

You had been in the club for an hour at this point. You were taking it slow today because you often found yourself in front of toilets the day after drinking. It was draining to recover from being fully drunk. Chan, however, was drinking away like his life depended on it. He doesn't let loose often, so you let him have it. He seems happy and normal. He was holding conversation with you well.

"Baby do you wanna go get food after this?"

"Sure, we should get some Chinese food."

"Okay for sure. We can stop on the way home."

You laid against his shoulder as you sat next to him. It was a little chilly in here, but most people were dancing so that explains it. They probably had to keep the temperature down a little.

Chan suggests you go dance together. It was a good song on, so you entertained the idea. As you danced together, you got lost in the warmth that is Chan's arms. He was really trying his hardest to seem okay.

He was taking a backseat to your dancing; it was nice to be danced on every once in a while. He often felt like he had to dance with you, but you dancing for him was nice too. That's how you knew he must be at least tipsy; he was moving so slow.

Luckily, he was very cute when he was focusing. You ignored it for a while as you danced with him. He spun you around as you danced. It was fun to say the least; you were laughing and smiling as he continued.

You took a break to go to the bathroom, and you found him at the bar afterwards talking to Changbin about being a little too tipsy.

"Slow down on drinking then Chan. It's simple."

"Y/n doesn't like to drink alone."

"Well y/n is right behind you."

He turns and faces you.

"Chan you don't have to keep drinking to keep up with me. It's okay. I'm not trying to keep going either."

"Thank goodness. I was nervous to spin you earlier. I thought I wasn't gonna catch you." You laugh at him and hit his arm.

"Chan that would've been hilarious. I probably wouldn't have felt anything. My plans to not get super tipsy failed." You smiled at him before holding his hand. He shook his head knowing you both were gonna be tired tomorrow. Let's make the most of it at least. You pulled him up to dance again. Minho

You had lost Minho in the club approximately ten minutes ago. You sent Jisung to the bathroom, but he said he didn't see him in there. You checked the dance floor and around the bar. Where the hell did he go? You weren't sure why you let him drink. He always does this. You go get drinks for once instead of him then come back and he's gone. It is insane how often he does this. You walk outside just to check for him in the front of the club, but you are confused when you see a crowd of people. What is happening tonight? Suddenly you hear a countdown from 5 before Minho and some random guys run pass. Why is this always his party trick? He is drunk racing people on foot. Normally, Minho refuses to jog let alone run. When he was drunk though? It was the fun-est thing in the world, and he was the flash. It was the most ironically funny thing he does. "MINHO YOU BETTER FUCKING WIN!!" You scream at him which sounds like a cheer, but you were so serious. He left you to fucking race?? He better have placed a bet and be bringing some money home. Minho was zooming, not in a straight line, but quick, nonetheless. Other women and people were cheering on their partners. You felt like Minho deserved love/ encouragement like that too. "GO BABY GO!!" You yell. At the sound of your voice, he speeds up and past the finish line which was just the next corner. You practically jump out of your skin as you cheer. He collapses on the ground for a second to catch his breath. You jog to reach him and help him up. "You were so fast baby. I am impressed." "Was I? Did I win?" "Of course. You dusted them hoes. I love you." "Ah, I love you too. I'm tired though. I think it's time to go." Changbin

Changbin is convinced that getting drunk means going for a walk. Now you are outside with your dog walking with a drunk Changbin. He is so happy though. You have on his jacket, and he has on a light hoodie. He is drunk and warm enough already. You made him wear one, so he doesn't get a cold in the morning. He is going to be sick tomorrow, but it shouldn't be a cold. As you walk the neighborhood, you often stop for your dog to smell things or to pee. He pooped earlier, so he shouldn't have to go again. You bought him along solely for Changbin's entertainment. He was constantly talking to him. "Bo are you okay?" Bo was so happy with Changbin. He was jumping on Changbin's legs any chance he gets. Changbin ends up carrying him as you guys' approach town. You consider turning around, but Changbin sets down Bo. "I'm glad we came this way. I need some food. I'm going in the store really fast." Before you could disagree, he is gone into the store. You sigh and sit on the side of the road to wait. What does being drunk do to Changbin that he has to always walk to the store? The air doesn't even sober him up. He comes back out with a bag full of snacks and sits next to you. "I got you some stuff too." Oh? You smile and kiss his cheek. "Thank you, baby. You're so sweet. I love you." "I love you too. You should look at what I got." He passes you the bag. You look inside and he got you your favorites. Including the soda that you could rarely ever find.

"Aw bin you remembered the soda! Let's go home quickly. I need this, and you need to sober up. Maybe we can take a bath."

"Together?" He questioned, getting up and helping you as well. You nod and hold his hand as you walk home together. Hyunjin

Hyunjin was confident. Always. He just considered himself to be okay at everything. He didn't think much was beyond his reach. You being included. He had made it a mission to have you. You didn't know Hyunjin well. Just being cordial with each other often. You never expected to be here in a club with him drinking fruity, mixed drinks. "Do you come out often?" He asks taking a shot and washing it down with the mixed drink. Liquor and a liquor chaser? Different. "No. I don't have many friends who still go clubbing. They're either married or have children." He sighs as he shakes his head. "At this age? Young marriage and parenting are not something I want to do. I want to have fun while I still can you know?" He took another shot, and you did too just to feel included. "Yeah, I understand the feeling. I want to do spontaneous shit." You confess to him as you watch him closely. You could almost see the flames in his eyes. "Spontaneous, eh?" He smirks and raises an eyebrow. "Yes, take a trip last minute, kiss a stranger, try a new restaurant across town for dinner." You inform him of all the thoughts you had on what spontaneous things you consider doing. "Kiss a stranger, huh? Like me?"

"Yeah. You're pretty why no-" His lips crashed into yours before you could finish the thought.

You were caught off guard, but you made-out with him, nonetheless. He was so passionate when he kissed you. You could taste the alcohol on his tongue. You wanted to pull back so bad, but you couldn't. Eventually, he pulls away and smirks. "I would keep going but I actually want to remember our first-time having sex. I'm too drunk, but how about you call me tomorrow?" Jisung

You arrived at the club late. You had broken your heel on the way to the club and ran back home to change. Since the shoes went with the outfit, it took you a while to find a whole new outfit. Jisung didn't seem to mind. He greeted you happily. "Hi my baby. My lover." He held you closely. "Hi Sung. What are you drinking?" You ask softly. You could smell the liquor on his breath. It smelt rather fruity. "Felix and I took some peach schnapps shots!" Jisung admitted. Sooo he was drunk already? "How many shots? I got to catch up." "Ten" Huh? Ten?! It's only been an hour? Who the hell let them take ten shots? "CHAN!" You yell trying to go find him. Jisung clinged to you as if his life depended on it. Every step you took he was right there holding your waist still. "Chan!" You yell as you see lots of people in his booth. "Hmm? What's up y/n?" He questioned.

"How could you let Jisung and Felix take ten shots already?" You ask. He laughs and shakes his head.

"I am not the babysitter tonight. Everyone is grown and can manage themselves. I am getting drunk as well."

You sigh and head back to the bar. You had a few drinks as you talk with Jisung. "Do you not like me?" Jisung questioned. "No, I do like you, Ji. I love you." "Good... do you want to dance?" You both go to dance as he smiles. He was glad you were having fun and he could be himself right now. He loved being close to you, but the only time he felt completely comfortable to do that was when he was drunk. Felix

You were nervous when you saw how much Felix was drinking. He can handle his liquor sure but mixing dark and light liquors? You never do that. It was too late for that by the time you see him taking the shots. It is his birthday, and he is indeed an adult. You shouldn't be babying him and watching his drinks. It worried you still though. enough to stop drinking for the night. You kept a close eye on Felix because he was slowing down. He had taken too many drinks and was starting to just dance. You danced with him, but he eventually got tired of that. It became too much for him, and he felt like he was spinning. "Jagiya, I need to sit down for a minute. I don't feel the best." You guided him to the booth you rented out and sat with him. He laid his head on the cold table as you rubbed his back. "I was nervous you would start feeling sick from mixing liquors." He didn't acknowledge you at all just remained laying down with his eyes closed. He turned his head to face the other way, and you noticed he started to vomit. It was so bad. Everything came up. It was on the table, the floor, and some got on his pants. He was passed out though. "Lix. Lix! Are you ok to move?" You question but get no response. You clean up the mess and his pants as best you could. The guys help you clean and get some water for Felix in case he wakes up. He does not end up getting up. Chan helps you carry him outside to take you both home. "Thank you, Chan, for taking us home and carrying Lix. I couldn't have done this without you." You smile at him. "It's no problem. Tell Felix to call us tomorrow. He didn't even open any of his gifts before blacking out." Chan says as he arrives to your house. He helps you both inside and makes sure Felix is in bed before leaving. Let's just say Felix was never drinking light and dark liquor again. Seungmin

You were comfortable with Seungmin as you guys took shots at the bar and danced at the bar. You had ordered some chips and other bread related things to hopefully soak up some of the liquor while you guys drunk. It worked pretty well for you because you actually enjoyed them. Seungmin ate very few not enjoying the taste. It was understandable, but he was for sure going to be drunk. You were still trying not to get taken care of and tonight it was finally going to happen. You were gonna take care of Seungmin because he is drunk. Or so you thought. You had taken shot after shot and Seungmin wasn't showing any signs of needing care. He was singing his heart away as you and the guys all danced with him. You only knew he was drunk when a dance song came on. Every dance song, he would twerk on you. You were entertained to say the least. You would smack his butt sometimes just to hype him up.

"Damn Minnie. Your butt is very soft." He blushed at your compliment, taking it to his head.

Eventually, he was just throwing it back to every song. The guys weren't helping either. They were also hyping him and touching his butt, mainly Hyunjin and Minho. You finally convinced him to relax and that is when he agrees to have some water and bread. Even though you didn't have to take care of him too much you got some good videos. He will be embarrassed tomorrow when he sees how long he slowly threw it back. You just couldn't find the heart to stop his fun. Also, he looked so cute and small when he was doing it. Jeongin

You decided to drink some shots while at the club with Jeongin. He often found himself too litty, and you decided to sober up early today because he was going to be a lot to handle. "Y/n do you love me?" He questions as he looks at you. He appeared so sad.

"Yes, I love you, Innie. Why do you ask? Are you okay?"

"I just feel like you aren't happy with me sometimes. I just want to love you the way you want and deserve to be loved. I don't want you to leave me." He is tearing up as he holds your hands.

You smile and pout. "Innie... I won't leave you I promise. I love you too much to leave you. You are doing your best, and I feel very loved by you."

"You do?" He questions, looking up into your eyes with glossed over and tear-filled eyes.

"Of course. Don't overthink so much handsome." You hold his head to your chest as you rub his back. No one needed to see him this upset. He must be drunk. Normally, Jeongin does not express many emotions besides happiness and fake anger.

You stay holding him for a while even as you sip from your drink. He sniffles as he holds onto you. He felt calmer now, and he was grateful you reassured him.

You both were relaxing as someone started to shit-talk Jeongin next to you. 'That's embarrassing.. to cry in public as a man? He can't be that weak can he?' Jeongin lifted his head from you and wiped his eyes and nose with a tissue before standing up.

You follow Jeongin as you both approach the people talking shit. "Got anything you wanna say directly to me?" Jeongin asks. He leans down to be their height as he glares at them. They lean up to get in Jeongin's face.

"Yeah you're a weak-" They don't get to finish their sentence because Jeongin punched them in the face. They fall back into their girlfriend who tries to say something, but you smack her.

"Think again before you say those minuscule, sexist opinions. Okay?" You tell them. "Or we will smack you again."

You both walk away feeling less angry and holding hands. The couple who was once comfortable talking shit sat in silence. They were shocked as they both held one side of their face. Jeongin had sobered up a little by that point. He kissed your cheek.

"Thank you for defending my honor m'lady. I love you even though I was indeed a drunk, emotional mess."

"Yes, but you are my drunk and emotional mess. I would do it all again if it meant I was defending you." You cuddled up to him as you exited the club.

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Chris in Everything: God’s Menu Behind

⌗ twice (xmas special) ᎒ icons ᝰ

My mutuals and I as skz dynamics

No one asked for this but idc 😭😭 and I got bored during work so here we go!

— Angel 🍯

Jeongin (Me) and Seungmin (Rin 🐶 @lino-jagiyaa) —

It’s giving besties, siblings, trouble-makers. I love you so much and probably spend the most time talking to you out of all my mutuals. My Aquarius twin 🤧🥹 you make me feel normal even though I’m weird. Just like Seungmin is for Jeongin.

Jeongin (Me) and Minho (Jas 🎐 @crispy-chan) —

Older sibling and younger sibling vibes are strong with this one. You have taken me under your wing, and I am greatful. You are really caring and it makes me comfortable as well.

Changbin (me) and Hyunjin (Bunny @virgoracha) —

My fiancée 🤧😍 I love you Bunny. We don’t talk that much but your personality and writing>>>>. We’re giving understanding. Hyunjin and Changbin support each other when they’re down or scared. That is us. I will support you forever.

Hyunjin (me) and Jeongin (Soul @l-luvr) —

Soull 😫 I wanna talk to you so much more. I feel like I’m Hyunjin trying to love on Jeongin with you. I just wanna be there and have good times together. Idk if this is weird, but I just know you have good energy from our like one conversation together.

Minho (Me) and Changbin (Moon 🤍 @moonmukamiamajiki) —

Moon ✨ I appreciate you and your daily check ups. A calm and chill dynamic we have going on. We have a virtual hug type of thing going on. I love it. I really want the best for you.

Minho (me) & Chan (Joo @lino-nyangi) —

The ‘Lee Know and his only hyung’ vibes are strong with this one. I feel very accepted and grateful to talk to you. Your page is really popping and mine isn’t so I’m glad you even talked to me. I really feel like I’ve been accepted by you.

Jisung (me) and Felix (Cielle 🍙 @starseungs) —

Twin energy. Good, positive vibes. Never a dull moment. Not often talking but the actions speak a lot louder. I love your work, and you have a good sense of humor. The love you have for your mutuals>>>. I appreciate you greatly. I can’t wait to have more interactions and conversations.

Jisung (me) and Seungmin (🌻 @chvnssecret) —

We haven’t talked in a while. You are very blunt yet nice. I chose Seungsung because they are an underrated duo. Also, not one many people talk about. That is us.

Last but not leasttt…

Seungmin (me) and Minho (Tan @j-0ne25) —

My newest mutual 🥹🤍 much love for you. We haven’t had much time for me to feel out our dynamic. BUT I chose the most chaotic one because we are bound to destruction. We vowed to commit crimes together. Crimes will insue!

If you made it to the end of this and you’re not my mutual, message me and we can be mutuals. I am always looking for more. I like so much more than kpop ranging from hip-hop, anime, cooking, video games, and more. I just like to talk to people 🥹

— Angel

Skz Imagine — JutDae

Author’s Note: This is a somewhat longer writing for one person. I think it is a good one. This is brought to you guys by @starseungs for suggesting this. I said I wasn’t inspired but apparently having nothing else to do works 😭 so here we are hrs later.

Synopsis: You and Changbin are high-school lovers, and you both want different things.

Genre: Fluff and angst. Highschool and college! Au

Warnings: mentions of cursing, cheating, and stealing

Word count: 2,792

The break up you guys had was rough, and a lot of things were done and said to harm the other. You both were stubborn and people of your word. Changbin was always a man of principle. You, however, could change your mind rather easily. Not this time though.

He never intended on you guys separating for this long. A whole month has passed, and you hadn’t seen him even in passing. Even though, the first time you seen him was in passing. You guys went to the same coffee shop. He started to see you more often. You guys attend the same school, but lately no one there has seen him either.

That is why you have to reach out to him. As you sit on the couch, you call his phone. You leave a voicemail: “Hey Bin… I miss you. If you hear this message, please stop by. I miss you; I need you… I love you, bye.” Afterwards, you simply hang up. 30 minutes turned into a hour. Realizing he might not call or come by, you begin to prepare dinner for yourself.

You make enough to eat a few times because cooking everyday is not something you enjoy doing. You rarely do unless Changbin helped. He enjoyed your cooking very much even though you often had lots of critiques of it.

Dinner is served after cooking for twenty five minutes. Hearing a doorbell, you stop eating dinner. Approaching the door, you open it to reveal Changbin. You stare into his eyes, tearing up before hugging him tightly.

“You came…” you mumble against his chest. He holds you softly and rubs a hand through your hair.

“You called.” He states simply. “Anytime you call I will come for you. I missed you too. I apologize for everything I did and said to hurt you. It was a moment of misjudgment and misunderstanding. I love you too.”

You relax into his arm. “I apologize as well. I regret everything.”

He nods stepping inside and takes off his shoes. You never left his grip. You are so warm and comfortable around him, “never let me go again.” You whisper holding his hand.

“I won’t. It is so hard to be without you. Everything that happens… I want to tell you. I pass an exam; I would go to call. It doesn’t matter what I did. I always wanted you around in some way.”

Changbin sits on the couch as you sit straddling him somewhat. Head still on his chest because it was calming to listen to his heartbeat.

“You didn’t even call to check on Mochi”

“Is Mochi okay?” He leans up to look at your face. Mochi was the rabbit you both adopted that lived with you because you lived alone.

“Yes she is okay. She has been searching for you around the house.”

“Well her papa is home.”

You cringe a little and hit his arm. “Ew no.”

“Whaat? What if we actually have kids?”

“Maybe then but for now I don’t wanna think of you as ‘papa’ anymore.”

“Well are you hungry because I was eating dinner. It took you long enough! It’s been two hours since I called Binnie.” You pout and look at him.

“Aww the big baby couldn’t wait?” He asks after kissing the pout away.

“Nu uh,” you shake your head “I wanted you to come sooner.”

“I’m here now, so let’s eat dinner.”

You go and grab dinner for the both of you and warm it up. Upon returning, you hand him a bowl and spoon before going to get your drinks. You sit the water on the table and sit down to eat. Changbin had waited for you before starting to eat.

It is nice to eat together in peace. The last time you ate was chaos. Utter chaos.

“You couldn’t tell me dinner is ready?” He asked, coming from your bedroom.

“Maybe if you helped with dinner; I wouldn’t have had to tell you. We aren’t married Changbin; I don’t owe you dinner.”

He was seething. “I went in the room to do my homework. You act like I was doing nothing.”

“You come to my house, demand dinner from me as if we aren’t arguing, then go in my room to do your homework.”

“Yes what is the problem? We’re still together are we not?”

“You think I want to cook alone?! I hate cooking Changbin. I told you this.”

“You have been doing fine for months. What is the real issue? Is it me?”

“Don’t. Don’t start with me.” You faced him for the first time that day.

“If you didn’t want to cook for me, you could have fucking said that instead of painting me to be an asshole.”

You mumbled, “I didn’t have to try too hard.”

He squinted. “Say that again?”

“What?”

“Don’t play fucking dumb! Tell me.” He demanded.

You looked at him confused. Where is the Changbin you had grown to know? He cannot be present right now.

“I said I didn’t have to try too hard.”

“So you think I’m an asshole.” The shocked look on his face made you wanna scream back. You slammed your hands on the table.

“Changbin. You really are gonna tell me it’s not an asshole thing to keep my acceptance letter for my dream school because you don’t want me to live away from you.”

“I don’t want you to leave! Is that so bad? It’s only been a year of us! What if we aren’t strong enough to last long distance?”

“Changbin…”

“What if you fall in love with someone else? I would look dumb waiting on you.”

“Changbin do you have no faith in me?”

“No- I mean yes. I just don’t know. You don’t seem that in love with me anymore.”

You made his bowl of food before grabbing home something to drink. You slid it to him not caring if it would’ve fell or spilled. You left the kitchen without another word.

You watch him eat happily. You finished your food first considering you only had half left to begin with. You sit back against the pillows on couch and look at some of the photos you have of the both of you.

Changbin insisted on taking photos every Monday and Friday. He wanted memories of you both as well as photos to show your ‘grandchildren’. He showed his grandparents you all the time. It was only right.

You cuddle up with him after he ate. You scroll through the photos again together this time. It is crazy how much has changed over a year. Back then, neither of you knew how attached you’d grow.

“Bin can we go for a drive?” You ask pleading with the puppy dog eyes. He could never say no to them.

Windows down and low music playing you ride together down the highway. No where to go just riding. It is nice to be outside at this time. Not many people and the weather is okay tonight.

“Are we truly okay?” Bin asks. He had been building up the courage. You were able to tell by his anxious tapping at the wheel.

“Yes of course. The only problems I have now are for my future.” You sigh, resting your head against the windowsill.

He hums and nods. “Yea?”

“Bin I just don’t know… I wanna be a doctor so bad one day, but school is hard even now.”

He considers his wonders carefully; he didn’t want to say the wrong thing. The worst of all: he didn’t want to argue again. Afraid that another argument this soon would lead to a permanent break up.

“Eventually everything will make sense. You will see how bad you really want it when you’re at your lowest point. I believe in you. I know you want this and will pull through even when times get tough.”

“I would have to go to a University away you know that?”

He is sad at that fact. He watches as your hair flows with the wind. Carefree as you are with him. How could he be without you? He needed to find the answer.

“If you get to accomplish your dreams, it will be worth it. I can’t wait until you come back as a Doctor.”

He understood the need for going for your dreams; he hoped you didn’t forget about him and your goal of a family along the way. He needed you to return home to him.

When the time came, you ended up choosing to attend the university that Changbin hid the letter from. It was okay until the day you had to leave arrived.

He drove you to the airport. It was still a little time before your flight. As you sit together, he holds your hand.

“I hope you know I love you. I will be back as fast as I can.” You say to him between sobs

“I know. Don’t cry. This isn’t goodbye my love. It is just a see you later.” He wipes your tears and kisses your forehead.

“I know, but it is so hard Binnie. You’re the only person I ever wanted. I don’t think I can make it.”

He chuckles. “You can do this. You chose this school because it’s the best. You have to do this. For us and Mochi who is praying for you to return safely and quickly.” You laugh at him, hitting his arm.

“Mochi said that?”

He smiles “Yeah she told me yesterday.”

We are boarding for flight 257 to Cambrige. Flight 257 to Cambrige.

Your sobs got louder. You hugged him tightly.

“I’m gonna miss you.”

“I’m gonna miss you more. Try to make friends, yea? Be good. Pass your classes. JutDae.”

“JutDae. I love you.” You stand up and wipe your tears. You hold your bag.

“I love you too. Let me know when you land. Please I will be paranoid if not.”

“I promise to call you as soon as I do. See you!” You slowly make your way to the gate as he waves. You were leaving for at least four years. Nothing was easy about this.

Many nights and days passed without you being face to face with Changbin. He decided to live at your home while you were gone. One because someone had to make sure everything was okay. Two someone had to care for Mochi who was not going to be able to make the flight with you even if she could come. Three it was closer to the university and had a garage for him to safely park his car.

Arguments happened here and there, but none were as bad and memorable as your first holiday away. It really wasn’t supposed to happen like that.

As New Years rolls around, Changbin expects you to come home. He video calls you to see your face.

“Hi beautiful. I miss you.” His voice sounds so soft.

“Hi handsomee. I miss you too Bin. How are you doing?”

“I’m good. I just ate lunch. I was wondering what day you will be home for the holiday. I can come get you from the airport if my classes aren’t at that time.”

“Oh Bin.. I am not coming home for break. Actually-“ You don’t get to finish that sentence considering that Changbin interrupts you.

“Why not??!”

“I am trying to take my courses as fast as possible which means. I am taking no breaks. I will take courses all year. I wanna get permanently home to you quicker.”

He sits and thinks before saying anything.

“I- I want you home, but I also would like to see you sometimes. You’re gonna miss a lot.”

“I know. I just really really need to come home soon.”

“Is everything okay?”

“Yes I just don’t want to spend unnecessary time here. I have made some friends, but that is not to say I don’t have a boyfriend waiting.”

“Oh friends eh? Are they also staying for break?”

You sigh. Being away from Changbin meant a lot of unnecessary jealousy, he was so territorial.

“Changbin yes some of them are staying.”

“So you’re choosing them boys over me?”

“Changbin I just said why-“

“I don’t wanna fucking hear it. You haven’t seen me all year, and you wanna stay for breaks as well. When were you gonna tell me?”

You are seething right now. “Stop fucking interrupting me, and stop being a little jealous bitch! Nobody is cheating on you Changbin!” You yell at him.

“Why are you getting so pissy then? You are fucking cheating! Check your tone!” He yells back.

“YOU STARTED WITH ME, AND I HAVE TO CHECK MY TONE?! Fuck you, Changbin. How’s this for cheating.” You give him the middle finger and hang up. He calls you non-stop for five minutes. He is obviously mad about not getting the last word like he normally does.

Eventually, he just got use to the idea of you not coming back for holidays. It took a lot of time for him to be comfortable with that. In the end, you graduate early. It was a lot of hard work.

Changbin surprises you at graduation. You are so happy to see him you end up crying. Your friends are also there.

“Aww y/n is crying.” Hyunjin comments as he watches you both.

“It’s always you two. Dramatic seems to follow y’all everywhere.” Seungmin says holding his degree as he watches you both.

You just cry as Changbin holds you. The world just seems to be perfect right now. You are excited to go home.

The flight home for you both is smooth. You are surprised when you return home to basically a remodeled house. Changbin often took time to look through your interests and likes. He saw you had an house board on Pinterest and started planning.

It is so modern and beautiful. You love the way it looked.

“I love it Binnie. You are so sweet.” You kiss his cheek before he leaves to take your bags to your room. You check around, and the fridge is fully stocked. He bought all your favorite stuff in preparation for you coming home.

It is nice to be home, but you have to admit. You are exhausted. Changbin is handling business under his parents’ company while attending classes. You really just want to take some time to relax. You don’t want to put pressure on him though. This is the first time you are truly living together.

You approach your room and immediately hold Mochi. She is happy you’re back. She won’t leave your side. Changbin also doesn’t want to leave your side. You both sit with Mochi for a while before you gather the courage to say anything.

“Bin can I ask you something?” He looks up from petting Mochi.

“Anything you want.”

“I know this is a big ask, but could you support me for a little bit emotionally and financially? I really need a break from school before starting work at a hospital. I just feel drained, and I’m nervous if I keep going I will be burnout.”

He holds both your hands as you lock eyes. “I will support you through anything. Take your time babe. You’re gonna be the best doctor ever.”

“Aww I love you so much.” You kiss him softly. It wasn’t a kiss of lust just passion. He cups your cheek gently before pulling away.

“I missed your kisses. You can pay me back in them over the next month or however long you need.”

You laugh at him before getting up. You yawn and stretch before petting Mochi one last time.

“I’m jetlagged, so it’s probably best if we go to sleep.”

“You want your graduation present before bed?” He questions, excited.

“Okay let’s get ready for bed then I’ll take it.”

You both shower and do your separate bedtime routines. He hands you a rather large gift. You slowly unwrapped it. It is every Monday and Friday picture from you guys in highschool in a frame. You tear up and hold the frame close. It’s crazy how far you’ve come and how far you have to go.

“I love it Changbin..” you sniffle before letting it go some. “I-“ you stop watching him get on one knee before you.

“Y/n.. I know the last few year’s of our lives have been nothing normal. I just want to be clear you have still made me the happiest man alive. No matter what I want you by my side. Will you marry me?”

Taglist: @l-luvr @moonmukamiamajiki @lino-jagiyaa @kflixnet

Request from @min93y