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Twice Drabble — Ex

Author's Note: This is a drabble, but I really felt like this was the best I could give today but tomorrow's will be better I promise lol Synopsis: Harsh feelings come about when you see Jihyo with her ex.

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Jealousy, Deflecting, Cursing, toxic! Jihyo, crying.

Word Count: 490

You felt bitter staring up at Jihyo now that she was home. You had saw her with her ex at a cafe. It felt like someone stepped on your chest as you watched her through the window. You had just figured out how to breathe again before she arrived.

"Babe. Are you okay?" She reaches out for your hand, but you simply let your hands fall onto your lap. The frown on her face said a lot. She had no idea you seen her earlier probably because you booked it away from the shop as she looked towards where you were standing.

"I'm not your babe. Why were you with her today?" Your eyes never left hers. The look of confusion she gave made you want to scream. "Who?" She asked calmly. "You know who! Your ex!" She rubs the back of her neck. Yeah, you have been caught, Jihyo.

"If I was you, I'd watch your next words towards me. Don't make me spazz out." You looked at her with the darkest stare she'd ever seen. You sat back on the couch as she stood right in front of you.

"I went to ask her something. I needed closure on some things. I'm surprised you were even around. Why weren't you at work? That's the real question." She questioned. Is she serious right now?

"First of all, I got off early and was going to get coffee for you as a surprise to see you sitting with THAT BITCH!" You yell getting frustrated. You won't be played with right now. The ability to deflect is her best trick.

"That bitch has a name. Also, maybe if you were at your job we wouldn't be so pressed now, would we? I simply had a conversation with the bitch. You act like I kissed her." She shrugs as she looked down at you. The position of power she always has. It was always her above you, over you. Nobody could compare to THE Park Jihyo.

In her mind, the only person who needed protection and to be cared for is her. She had no sympathy or compassion written on her face. Simply a look of matter of fact. "Did you? Why bring that up?"

She sighed, "And if I did?" She sat on the table. You felt the tears flood your eyes and blur your eyesight. "Were you happier with them?" She looked at you curiously before she rubbed your knees gently. You moved her hands before getting up. She couldn't even answer.

Looking back, it was obvious, she never liked you just your body. You were a rebound and now that she is back to herself, she didn't need you.

"I can't believe you..." You mumbled before pushing her off the table. "Get out my house!" She nodded before getting up to leave. "You'll be back." She says before closing your front door. It's easier to just let go than keep fighting.

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Skz Imagine — JutDae

Author’s Note: This is a somewhat longer writing for one person. I think it is a good one. This is brought to you guys by @starseungs for suggesting this. I said I wasn’t inspired but apparently having nothing else to do works 😭 so here we are hrs later.

Synopsis: You and Changbin are high-school lovers, and you both want different things.

Genre: Fluff and angst. Highschool and college! Au

Warnings: mentions of cursing, cheating, and stealing

Word count: 2,792

The break up you guys had was rough, and a lot of things were done and said to harm the other. You both were stubborn and people of your word. Changbin was always a man of principle. You, however, could change your mind rather easily. Not this time though.

He never intended on you guys separating for this long. A whole month has passed, and you hadn’t seen him even in passing. Even though, the first time you seen him was in passing. You guys went to the same coffee shop. He started to see you more often. You guys attend the same school, but lately no one there has seen him either.

That is why you have to reach out to him. As you sit on the couch, you call his phone. You leave a voicemail: “Hey Bin… I miss you. If you hear this message, please stop by. I miss you; I need you… I love you, bye.” Afterwards, you simply hang up. 30 minutes turned into a hour. Realizing he might not call or come by, you begin to prepare dinner for yourself.

You make enough to eat a few times because cooking everyday is not something you enjoy doing. You rarely do unless Changbin helped. He enjoyed your cooking very much even though you often had lots of critiques of it.

Dinner is served after cooking for twenty five minutes. Hearing a doorbell, you stop eating dinner. Approaching the door, you open it to reveal Changbin. You stare into his eyes, tearing up before hugging him tightly.

“You came…” you mumble against his chest. He holds you softly and rubs a hand through your hair.

“You called.” He states simply. “Anytime you call I will come for you. I missed you too. I apologize for everything I did and said to hurt you. It was a moment of misjudgment and misunderstanding. I love you too.”

You relax into his arm. “I apologize as well. I regret everything.”

He nods stepping inside and takes off his shoes. You never left his grip. You are so warm and comfortable around him, “never let me go again.” You whisper holding his hand.

“I won’t. It is so hard to be without you. Everything that happens… I want to tell you. I pass an exam; I would go to call. It doesn’t matter what I did. I always wanted you around in some way.”

Changbin sits on the couch as you sit straddling him somewhat. Head still on his chest because it was calming to listen to his heartbeat.

“You didn’t even call to check on Mochi”

“Is Mochi okay?” He leans up to look at your face. Mochi was the rabbit you both adopted that lived with you because you lived alone.

“Yes she is okay. She has been searching for you around the house.”

“Well her papa is home.”

You cringe a little and hit his arm. “Ew no.”

“Whaat? What if we actually have kids?”

“Maybe then but for now I don’t wanna think of you as ‘papa’ anymore.”

“Well are you hungry because I was eating dinner. It took you long enough! It’s been two hours since I called Binnie.” You pout and look at him.

“Aww the big baby couldn’t wait?” He asks after kissing the pout away.

“Nu uh,” you shake your head “I wanted you to come sooner.”

“I’m here now, so let’s eat dinner.”

You go and grab dinner for the both of you and warm it up. Upon returning, you hand him a bowl and spoon before going to get your drinks. You sit the water on the table and sit down to eat. Changbin had waited for you before starting to eat.

It is nice to eat together in peace. The last time you ate was chaos. Utter chaos.

“You couldn’t tell me dinner is ready?” He asked, coming from your bedroom.

“Maybe if you helped with dinner; I wouldn’t have had to tell you. We aren’t married Changbin; I don’t owe you dinner.”

He was seething. “I went in the room to do my homework. You act like I was doing nothing.”

“You come to my house, demand dinner from me as if we aren’t arguing, then go in my room to do your homework.”

“Yes what is the problem? We’re still together are we not?”

“You think I want to cook alone?! I hate cooking Changbin. I told you this.”

“You have been doing fine for months. What is the real issue? Is it me?”

“Don’t. Don’t start with me.” You faced him for the first time that day.

“If you didn’t want to cook for me, you could have fucking said that instead of painting me to be an asshole.”

You mumbled, “I didn’t have to try too hard.”

He squinted. “Say that again?”

“What?”

“Don’t play fucking dumb! Tell me.” He demanded.

You looked at him confused. Where is the Changbin you had grown to know? He cannot be present right now.

“I said I didn’t have to try too hard.”

“So you think I’m an asshole.” The shocked look on his face made you wanna scream back. You slammed your hands on the table.

“Changbin. You really are gonna tell me it’s not an asshole thing to keep my acceptance letter for my dream school because you don’t want me to live away from you.”

“I don’t want you to leave! Is that so bad? It’s only been a year of us! What if we aren’t strong enough to last long distance?”

“Changbin…”

“What if you fall in love with someone else? I would look dumb waiting on you.”

“Changbin do you have no faith in me?”

“No- I mean yes. I just don’t know. You don’t seem that in love with me anymore.”

You made his bowl of food before grabbing home something to drink. You slid it to him not caring if it would’ve fell or spilled. You left the kitchen without another word.

You watch him eat happily. You finished your food first considering you only had half left to begin with. You sit back against the pillows on couch and look at some of the photos you have of the both of you.

Changbin insisted on taking photos every Monday and Friday. He wanted memories of you both as well as photos to show your ‘grandchildren’. He showed his grandparents you all the time. It was only right.

You cuddle up with him after he ate. You scroll through the photos again together this time. It is crazy how much has changed over a year. Back then, neither of you knew how attached you’d grow.

“Bin can we go for a drive?” You ask pleading with the puppy dog eyes. He could never say no to them.

Windows down and low music playing you ride together down the highway. No where to go just riding. It is nice to be outside at this time. Not many people and the weather is okay tonight.

“Are we truly okay?” Bin asks. He had been building up the courage. You were able to tell by his anxious tapping at the wheel.

“Yes of course. The only problems I have now are for my future.” You sigh, resting your head against the windowsill.

He hums and nods. “Yea?”

“Bin I just don’t know… I wanna be a doctor so bad one day, but school is hard even now.”

He considers his wonders carefully; he didn’t want to say the wrong thing. The worst of all: he didn’t want to argue again. Afraid that another argument this soon would lead to a permanent break up.

“Eventually everything will make sense. You will see how bad you really want it when you’re at your lowest point. I believe in you. I know you want this and will pull through even when times get tough.”

“I would have to go to a University away you know that?”

He is sad at that fact. He watches as your hair flows with the wind. Carefree as you are with him. How could he be without you? He needed to find the answer.

“If you get to accomplish your dreams, it will be worth it. I can’t wait until you come back as a Doctor.”

He understood the need for going for your dreams; he hoped you didn’t forget about him and your goal of a family along the way. He needed you to return home to him.

When the time came, you ended up choosing to attend the university that Changbin hid the letter from. It was okay until the day you had to leave arrived.

He drove you to the airport. It was still a little time before your flight. As you sit together, he holds your hand.

“I hope you know I love you. I will be back as fast as I can.” You say to him between sobs

“I know. Don’t cry. This isn’t goodbye my love. It is just a see you later.” He wipes your tears and kisses your forehead.

“I know, but it is so hard Binnie. You’re the only person I ever wanted. I don’t think I can make it.”

He chuckles. “You can do this. You chose this school because it’s the best. You have to do this. For us and Mochi who is praying for you to return safely and quickly.” You laugh at him, hitting his arm.

“Mochi said that?”

He smiles “Yeah she told me yesterday.”

We are boarding for flight 257 to Cambrige. Flight 257 to Cambrige.

Your sobs got louder. You hugged him tightly.

“I’m gonna miss you.”

“I’m gonna miss you more. Try to make friends, yea? Be good. Pass your classes. JutDae.”

“JutDae. I love you.” You stand up and wipe your tears. You hold your bag.

“I love you too. Let me know when you land. Please I will be paranoid if not.”

“I promise to call you as soon as I do. See you!” You slowly make your way to the gate as he waves. You were leaving for at least four years. Nothing was easy about this.

Many nights and days passed without you being face to face with Changbin. He decided to live at your home while you were gone. One because someone had to make sure everything was okay. Two someone had to care for Mochi who was not going to be able to make the flight with you even if she could come. Three it was closer to the university and had a garage for him to safely park his car.

Arguments happened here and there, but none were as bad and memorable as your first holiday away. It really wasn’t supposed to happen like that.

As New Years rolls around, Changbin expects you to come home. He video calls you to see your face.

“Hi beautiful. I miss you.” His voice sounds so soft.

“Hi handsomee. I miss you too Bin. How are you doing?”

“I’m good. I just ate lunch. I was wondering what day you will be home for the holiday. I can come get you from the airport if my classes aren’t at that time.”

“Oh Bin.. I am not coming home for break. Actually-“ You don’t get to finish that sentence considering that Changbin interrupts you.

“Why not??!”

“I am trying to take my courses as fast as possible which means. I am taking no breaks. I will take courses all year. I wanna get permanently home to you quicker.”

He sits and thinks before saying anything.

“I- I want you home, but I also would like to see you sometimes. You’re gonna miss a lot.”

“I know. I just really really need to come home soon.”

“Is everything okay?”

“Yes I just don’t want to spend unnecessary time here. I have made some friends, but that is not to say I don’t have a boyfriend waiting.”

“Oh friends eh? Are they also staying for break?”

You sigh. Being away from Changbin meant a lot of unnecessary jealousy, he was so territorial.

“Changbin yes some of them are staying.”

“So you’re choosing them boys over me?”

“Changbin I just said why-“

“I don’t wanna fucking hear it. You haven’t seen me all year, and you wanna stay for breaks as well. When were you gonna tell me?”

You are seething right now. “Stop fucking interrupting me, and stop being a little jealous bitch! Nobody is cheating on you Changbin!” You yell at him.

“Why are you getting so pissy then? You are fucking cheating! Check your tone!” He yells back.

“YOU STARTED WITH ME, AND I HAVE TO CHECK MY TONE?! Fuck you, Changbin. How’s this for cheating.” You give him the middle finger and hang up. He calls you non-stop for five minutes. He is obviously mad about not getting the last word like he normally does.

Eventually, he just got use to the idea of you not coming back for holidays. It took a lot of time for him to be comfortable with that. In the end, you graduate early. It was a lot of hard work.

Changbin surprises you at graduation. You are so happy to see him you end up crying. Your friends are also there.

“Aww y/n is crying.” Hyunjin comments as he watches you both.

“It’s always you two. Dramatic seems to follow y’all everywhere.” Seungmin says holding his degree as he watches you both.

You just cry as Changbin holds you. The world just seems to be perfect right now. You are excited to go home.

The flight home for you both is smooth. You are surprised when you return home to basically a remodeled house. Changbin often took time to look through your interests and likes. He saw you had an house board on Pinterest and started planning.

It is so modern and beautiful. You love the way it looked.

“I love it Binnie. You are so sweet.” You kiss his cheek before he leaves to take your bags to your room. You check around, and the fridge is fully stocked. He bought all your favorite stuff in preparation for you coming home.

It is nice to be home, but you have to admit. You are exhausted. Changbin is handling business under his parents’ company while attending classes. You really just want to take some time to relax. You don’t want to put pressure on him though. This is the first time you are truly living together.

You approach your room and immediately hold Mochi. She is happy you’re back. She won’t leave your side. Changbin also doesn’t want to leave your side. You both sit with Mochi for a while before you gather the courage to say anything.

“Bin can I ask you something?” He looks up from petting Mochi.

“Anything you want.”

“I know this is a big ask, but could you support me for a little bit emotionally and financially? I really need a break from school before starting work at a hospital. I just feel drained, and I’m nervous if I keep going I will be burnout.”

He holds both your hands as you lock eyes. “I will support you through anything. Take your time babe. You’re gonna be the best doctor ever.”

“Aww I love you so much.” You kiss him softly. It wasn’t a kiss of lust just passion. He cups your cheek gently before pulling away.

“I missed your kisses. You can pay me back in them over the next month or however long you need.”

You laugh at him before getting up. You yawn and stretch before petting Mochi one last time.

“I’m jetlagged, so it’s probably best if we go to sleep.”

“You want your graduation present before bed?” He questions, excited.

“Okay let’s get ready for bed then I’ll take it.”

You both shower and do your separate bedtime routines. He hands you a rather large gift. You slowly unwrapped it. It is every Monday and Friday picture from you guys in highschool in a frame. You tear up and hold the frame close. It’s crazy how far you’ve come and how far you have to go.

“I love it Changbin..” you sniffle before letting it go some. “I-“ you stop watching him get on one knee before you.

“Y/n.. I know the last few year’s of our lives have been nothing normal. I just want to be clear you have still made me the happiest man alive. No matter what I want you by my side. Will you marry me?”

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Skz Pack: Natural Born Leader

Author's Note: I hope you guys like the introduction to our pack leader, Chan. This is an Omega verse story so expect mentions of Omega/Alphas. The picture is how Chan looks in the fic. Italics are thoughts.

Genre: Fluff, little suggestive at the end

Warnings: Mention of skz x skz, Insecurities, pets, and children

Word Count: 2,051

You walk into the music building and head towards the rooms dedicated to private practice. Entering the same one Jeongin always suggested, he was fairly familiar with the routine by now. He’d know you’re here. 

Thursdays were your time together as a couple that’s why it was shocking to you when Chan walks through the door. You had only seen him that night at your house while sick. 

“Hi are you y/n?” He asks. His hair was adorably curly; he seemed to have been on a mission to find you. 

“Yes I am, and are you Chan?” You question just for clarity. He was a pretty boy: dimples, nice smile, silver chains, no rings surprisingly, hoop earrings though, nice simple outfit.

“Yes, I’m Chan. I’m here for your piano lesson. Jeongin had something come up, and he decided it would be best for me to attend in his place.” You nodded before he sat next to you. 

“I hope I’m as good of a teacher as Jeongin. I can say that I make more music of my own, so I'm not the best at playing other people's music.” He clarified, smiling at you.

“Okay well the song Jeongin was teaching me is All of Me by John Legend. Do you know the song?” He nods before grabbing his phone to look up the chords for you.

“Can I hear how much you know so far?” His question catches you off guard. You hadn’t caught up with the fact that Chan was going to judge your abilities until right now. You kind of slump down. 

“Umm… Do I have to show you right now?” He nods. “It’s okay to be nervous. I can turn away if it will make it easier for you. I don’t want to overwhelm you.”

The smell of roses, Chan’s scent, allows you to calm down. He turns around to give you some comfortability and after controlling your breathing you play up until the chorus. 

You speak softly to him. “That is as far as I know.” He claps for you, smiling as he places a hand on your shoulder. “That was great. I know Jeongin is proud. I’m happy Innie has started talking to you. He seems more motivated than ever.”

You never really considered your effect on him, only vice versa. Jeongin made you want to feel feminine again after years of trying to be the hardest, toughest person you can. Jeongin made you more open and compassionate. He was a good influence on you.

Chan places his phone in front of you with the notes to aid in your practice. He watches carefully as you play the notes, and he corrects you when you press the wrong key.

Letting his curiosity get the best of him, Chan asks,“I was wondering… did you know anything about our pack?”

You glance up at him. Truth be told you knew very little about the pack. Jeongin had kept those aspects of his life under lock-and-key not wanting to overwhelm you with information. 

“I know some things… I know you're the pack alpha, and your pack has two omegas already. One of which is your moonmate.”

“That is correct. My moonmate’s name is Minho. I’m assuming you know that Jeongin is your moonmate?”

“I was assuming so. Is there a way that you just… know?” He laughs, making you blush in embarrassment. Was that a dumb question?

“You know when you’re longing for them at night, when your wolf seems at ease in their presence, when they make you feel like you can be the person you want to be. Minho allows me to take the lead, but he knows when I need to be supported and cared for. He is very thoughtful and caring which is one of the reasons I love him so much. I love all my pack members.” Chan spoke with no doubt in his voice. His greatest power came from his humble yet knowledgeable nature; he was a natural born leader. 

“He sounds very sweet. I see your pack has a lot of different people with different personalities.” You can admit that Jeongin, Chan, and the aforementioned Minho seemed very different. All sharing one trait: caring for their pack. Jeongin doesn’t mention the pack to you much, but you knew he spent most of his time with them. They all live together; he would drop anything if one of them needed him. It was adorably selfless of him, yet the first time he left for an emergency you felt lonely.

As you got back into practicing the song, Chan records you for Jeongin briefly. He wants to show him your progress, and you were appreciative of Chan being willing to show him. Chan was very attractive when he was focusing on something. Currently looking at his phone trying to message the video to Jeongin. 

He had caught your stare without you even noticing before he ends up sending the video to Jeongin at last. Chan, asking even more questions today, says “Do you ever picture it? You in our pack?” He seeks clarification if you would even want to become close to them.

“I think about it sometimes, but I don’t know if you and the rest of the members would accept me… I am afraid of being an unwanted member” He grabs your hand slowly. “I won’t ask you to do something you don’t want to, but I would love to take you to my favorite places today. Maybe it would help us bond.”

Chan brought you to the beach. He walks with you through the sand. One hand holding his shoes the other holding your hand. His hands are softer than you expected.

“Another pack member of mine: Hyunjin and I come here often. He uses it as inspiration for painting. I just like the sound and smell of the beach.” Chan admits to you. He seems very comfortable. 

You stood with your feet in water for a moment just taking in the scenery with Chan at your side; he is intrigued by you as you can tell by his staring. It made you blush and look down.

“Do you ever miss being a kid?” Your question seems to float in the air before going to Chan’s brain. “I do and that’s why I come to the beach. Back around the time my sister was born, my parents used to take me to the beach often. It was our personal bonding time.”

“Do you plan to bring your pups here?”

“I already do.” He mentioned hinting at you. You blush and laugh; you could guess Chan is fatherly towards his pack. That is endearingly cute.

“I appreciate you bringing me here. I love it. I’m glad I get to continue the tradition of coming to the beach with you.” You stand in silence for a while taking in the scenery. Lots of families are on the beach as well as some college students. They were probably secretly drinking somewhere. Overall, it was a calm day at the beach for you both.

Chan decides that the best thing to do afterwards would be to grab food. He took you to his favorite restaurant to grab some chicken considering it was something he could never be tired of. Upon getting there, the restaurant workers greeted him nicely and knew exactly what he wanted. Being somewhat shy, he orders for you as well.

“Thank you for ordering my food… I will face my fears one day. I just don’t want to sound stupid or stumble over my words. I know it’s normal to make mistakes and everyone isn’t going to judge me. I want to-” He cuts you off mid-sentence. “You’re rambling; I understand you. There is no need for explanations. Our Jisung is the same way. We have to order his food, or he will just sit there trying to build up the confidence forever.” 

“It seems this Jisung guy and I can’t ever go to dinner.” You both laugh at your horrible joke before Chan goes on his phone briefly to respond to what looks like multiple messages and emails. You had begun to play some phone games to distract you from overthinking. Not noticing when he finishes his responses Chan watches you play your games only commenting when you open Pokémon Go.

“Oh, you play this game too? You should add me. The rest of the guys make fun of me for playing it, and I’m glad you play it too. Give them less of an incentive to trash talk about it.”

“Yes, this game is so good. What is wrong with it?” You were genuinely confused about what was there to make fun of. “They say it’s for nerds. I just think certain Pokémon have advantages, and I want to see them fight other ones.”

“I just thought Pokémon were cute that’s why I downloaded it, but I got too competitive to quit.” Chan smiles. He is shocked to find out you’re competitive, but it was a good thing to have on his team. Someone who would go hard in situations that need it.

“Can I ask what’s your wolf's appearance?” You think deeply about the question. It had been a while since you even transitioned because the full moon is coming up soon.

“It is brown and white. Other than that, I have no idea. I just can see my own feet so..” He laughs and nods. “Among our pack you and Jisung would be the only members that are not a solid coloring. It might be difficult to tell them apart at first. I hope you do join us on the full moon. It would be a nice outing for us all.”

“I will think about it. You have shown me a lot of hospitality as well as not being so forward. I am nervous to engage in sexual things quickly.” You admit to him.

“Hopefully one day you feel comfortable enough to submit to one of our pack members rather that be physically or mentally.”

“I feel submissive around Jeongin. He makes me feel very comfortable so far, and he isn’t a super dominant alpha.”

“Wait until his rut starts… He has a lot of pent-up anger. He lets it out in bed often. I have had to get him under control a few times during his ruts. He becomes a good little pup eventually.” You could imagine that; Chan just has that type of leader energy.  

After eating Chan promises you the next place you travel to will be the last one for the day, he brings you to their home. He could tell by the dead cherry blossom smell this was a high anxiety thing for you. He places an arm around you.

“I promise no one is home. Just our pets…” Chan comments as he holds you close. You felt weak in the knees for a second before tightening up; Chan was indeed dreamy. His smell of roses matches your cherry blossom smell well. You both enter their home, and it is very cozy inside. It has real cabin vibes. Two dogs greet you upon entry.

“Hii Berry. Hi Bbama. This is our two dogs. There is another dog in our home, but he has to be caged when we leave because he is a troublemaker. I brought you here to show you that our house isn’t a scary place. We’re normal people just like everyone else.”

His arms have not left your figure yet keeping you held securely. It was probably a good thing because the dogs begin to run around in excitement over something.

“You put your arm around me, and I literally felt my knees buckle, this is pathetic." You admit to him. He smiles knowing he has you exactly where he wanted you. “It’s okay. Everyone's a little whipped for me. I think it’s cute that you think I'm handsome.”

Chan lifted your head with his finger, “I hope you consider joining us on the full moon and becoming a pack member. I’d love to have you.” 

“Is it supposed to be this hot in here?” You ask, trying to back away. Chan smiles “You’re cute. I want to ruin you one day. Let’s just get you home, okay?”

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Skz Drabble — Hyunminsung

Author’s note: Idk what this is… I just thought about it. Might delete it later 🤷🏾‍♀️

It was something about summertime that never hit the same for you. Even with you being somewhat content most of the year; it bought out the worst of your depression. You hated the warmth and sweating. It was uncomfortable.

It reminded you that life is and will always be changing. Nothing is forever. Your childhood was over. The long days playing in the sun were past due. The only thing that reminded you of your childhood was the air conditioner sound.

You laid under it every summer. Listening to the sound of the machine blow air, it was soothing to your spirit. Often lulling you to sleep with how simple it is. Jisung has joined you in relaxing under the air conditioner. The tears you shed minutes ago gone. He had his arms wrapped around you as you both stared at the ceiling.

“Do you ever miss being a kid? Like elementary school?” You ask him.

“I do. Life was simpler then. I didn’t have to pay any bills or worry about anything. I was just going to school really.“ he says twirling your hair around his index finger.

“I wish I could somehow combine being an adult and child. I want to be carefree and less insecure like a child, but I, also, want to be independent and loved like right now.” You admit to him.

He rubs your cheek. Nothing was said just the lull of air flowing. “I wish that too. I just want to be happy, so I’m glad I’m an adult now.” He tells you as he interlocks your hand with his. “I wouldn’t be happy without you guys.”

You smile at him and nod. You wouldn’t be happy without them either. Jisung, Minho, and Hyunjin made you the happiest woman in the world. They were your boys, and it was always entertaining to be with them.

Minho and Hyunjin enter the room and immediately lay down next to you guys in bed. “Hey babies. What y’all doing?” Minho asks.

“Just venting about growing old.”

“Ah we should listen to 19 then” Hyunjin suggests. You all laugh and shake your head. “I thought it was a good idea..” he mumbles, embarrassed.

You pat his head gently, “no it was a good idea. Just not the right mood for right now.” You felt warm inside knowing that you can just cuddle in bed right now. No one had to be anywhere. It was perfect. Just them, you, and the sound of the ac.

You tried to pull Minho closer, but he was heavier than you expected. “Does the baby wanna be smushed?” Minho coos at you.

“Yes. I am sleepy..” you admit softly. They all inch closer with you in between Jisung and Minho. Hyunjin was next to Jisung because Minho always slept on the edge.

You felt warm as they enclosed you in. You tried to listen to them talk, but it was pretty useless. Within the next ten minutes, you were sleeping.

“Look at them. So sleepy and cute.” Jisung coos as he brushes your hair back.

“I know right. It’s like the air conditioner has melatonin in it.” Minho jokes as they all laugh.

“I’m glad we make them so comfortable. They deserve a little reminder of their childhood even if it’s just sleeping right under the air conditioner.” Hyunjin concludes as they get comfortable themselves. Might as well take a group nap.

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