Moonmukamiamajiki - Moon Mukami Amajiki

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Skz Reactions: You take your engagement ring off

Author’s Note: This is one of the most difficult but interesting stories I’ve written. I hope you guys like it. I forgot to mention the inspiration behind this was from @yangfleurs and her writing. Anyways, please let me know your favorite members story :)

Genre: angst & a lil hurt/comfort

Word Count: 5,052

Warnings: Mentions of motion sickness, fear of flights/heights, forgetting to eat, cursing, not wanting to get out of bed, home sickness, jealousy, other kpop groups besides skz, degrading words, previous death, and trauma.

Chan

It was stressful to be with Chan because he doesn’t spend much time at home. You rarely see each other but he makes up for it in his own ways. Most days are spent overthinking though.

Chan spent so much time helping you gain confidence and the ability to communicate. He is proud of the steps you have made in this journey even if it is against his own judgement.

He wanted to get you out your comfort zone a bit by taking you on vacation. The issue is you didn’t feel comfortable with flights over four hours. You get too in your head on top of getting motion sickness every time you fly. Longer than four hours is torture.

“I just don’t see the big issue babe. It’s only a six hour flight. I will try to find you some medicine for your motion sickness.”

“I don’t feel comfortable doing that Channie…”

“Babe you’ll love this place though. You like tropical weather and we can go surfing and stuff. It will be fun. Just you and me.”

“Chan we can go anywhere to have fun. I just cannot do it.”

“I already paid for it babe..”

“WITHOUT TELLING ME?! Chan! Now I have to go on a trip because you paid for it. Way to guilt me into going..” You got up from your seat next to him.

“Hold on. You know I didn’t do this on purpose.” He grabs your hand, looking up into your eyes.

“What? Did you think I was just gonna have nothing to say?” You questioned. He didn’t say anything simply looking away.

“You mister communication is important and boundaries are normal thought nothing about the future?! Respect my fucking boundaries Chan.” You pull away from him and place the ring in his hand before leaving.

He sits there looking at it for a while before coming into the living room.

“I think we should just call off the wedding.” Chan suggests.

“And what makes you say that?” You ask. Of course he didn’t come out here to apologize.

“You gave the ring back… you must not want it.”

“I gave it back because you didn’t fucking respect my boundaries. It is a warning. The next time you will lose me. Chan I don’t force you to experience discomfort or face your fears, and you shouldn’t do either of those things to me. If I forced us to go skydiving, you’d be upset.”

“No I wouldn’t. I’m not a giant baby like you. I actually can do things that make me uncomfortable. It’s about growth which you obviously don’t want if you’re never willing to do anything.”

You nod slowly and lean back. You see how he really felt about the situation. He doesn’t wanna get married to you. He is easily willing to call it off and insult you as well.

Minho

It was not a smooth journey for you and Minho to finally be engaged. Several on and off situations, the contacting each other on different accounts, and all the other bullshit got you where you are today.

You were not expecting to be engaged at this age especially after being so temporary with him before. You don’t even have a relationship date anymore because y’all were not together so much.

Minho was a lover and close to you, but somehow he still manages to push you to a level of rage you shouldn’t be feeling. He was just irritated so much. Every little situation made him mad, and his anger can be a lot.

He is working on his anger, but today was just a lot for you both. Being that you both had different schedules, you split responsibilities in order of who had time to do it. You took care of the pets in most cases. Besides dinner, Minho fed them dinner instead of you.

You just had forgotten to give them breakfast. They were more vocal than normal when he arrived home. You were in the shower. Knowing he would be home around that time, you got yourself together after having a breakdown to try to make yourself presentable.

He feeds them before coming into your shared room. “Baby?” He yells into the bathroom. “Yes?”

“Did you feed the babies? They seemed really starved.”

Oh shit. After being glued to the bed all of today, you realized you truly neglected all your responsibilities for today. “No.. I forgot!” You yell back. He sighs and comes into the bathroom. “Babe! You can’t keep forgetting about them. It’s the second day in a row. I might as well feed them all at night!”

“Well do that then!”

He growled as he grabbed the make up remover from the cabinet. “What the fuck do I need you for then? Can’t even care for our cats let alone future children.”

You cut off the shower and pulled the curtain back. “That’s not the same and you know it. I will literally remember our child.” You step out the shower and grab a towel.

“How do I know that? You can’t remember my children now. They’re important to me. I’m starting to think you’re jealous of them.”

“Jealous? Of some cats? Let’s be so fucking for real Minho.” You tell him drying off. You grab your lotion from the sink.

“Yes jealous. You get jealous over anything. Also, let’s not act like you have the maternal gene. You obviously let them starve today. Like I’m pretty sure you wish I would be nicer to you like them but then you do shit like this.”

“Shit like this?”

“Yes! Be unreliable like how are we gonna build anything together when you gon forget the nail’s then act like it’s not a big issue. Be making me question if you’re wifey material.”

You just leave the bathroom after that comment. You sit your engagement ring on the dresser as you get dressed. Hopefully he gets the message that you’re irritated with him. You go into the kitchen to check on the cats and to apologize to them.

As the cats crowd around you to get pet, minho comes into the room with your ring in hand.

“So now we’re forgetting our rings?” He asks.

“I’m not motherly and not wifey material right? Are you really surprised?”

“You’re a fucking child! Stop being stupid and put the damn ring on. You really mad at the truth. You need to work on yourself.”

“You didn’t even ask why I didn’t feed them. I’m DEPRESSED Minho. You don’t even give a fuck.”

“How would I know that?!” He yells in your face.

“MAYBE IF YOU GAVE A FUCK!” You say as tears roll down your face. “I fucking hate you. You’re a selfish bitch.” You push him away as you grab your coat and leave the house slamming the door.

Changbin

Changbin constantly makes you wonder if you were good enough for him. It was your difference in personality and lifestyle that made you wonder if you guys were compatible.

You didn’t argue much though. Just lots of misunderstandings. Nothing gets too out of hand. That is why you are shocked at the lack of care he has right now.

“What do you mean we can’t live in another country? I literally have been living here for you for years Changbin. I wanna spend some time home if possible.”

“When we get married, I want to start a family. We can’t be uprooting our family like that. It’s not good for a baby or children to leave super young.”

“Then let’s wait for them to get older before coming back. We will be leaving before I get 30 years old.”

“That’s asking a lot. We are secure here.”

“And asking me to move half way across the fucking world wasn’t a lot Changbin?!”

“Don’t start cursing and yelling. Let’s try to have a conversation not an argument.”

“Now you’re gonna tell me what to do? Why would I wanna get fucking married to you? We don’t even want the same things. You’re not willing to even compromise.”

“Compromise?! You just want it to go your way! You decided to stay here. How is that my fault? Be for real y/n. You really think I’m not compromising. You aren’t even understanding what I’m trying to say because you are so caught up in what you want to say in response.”

“Since I’m so uncompromising and not understanding. Marry someone else.” You throw the ring at him and walk away. He catches it and glances at it before walking up to you. He grabs your arm and leads you out the door.

“Let me go Changbin.” You try fighting with him, but his grip is too strong. He forces you to get into the car before getting in himself and driving off.

“We are gonna talk this out or you can leave and never come back again.” He states as he watches the road. He had no doubt you would just talk. You don’t really want him to be out of your life. That is unrealistic. You love him.

“I want to see my family Changbin… I want to go home.” You are nearly crying at this point.

“I understand that. I want that for you. I just don’t think we should be having a baby and doing that. We might just have to hold back on having children and getting married.”

“I just need this for my spirit. I want to do all those things with you. I just do wanna spend at least a year home. My parents are getting older. I wanna make sure they are okay and know if they are sound enough for us to stay living so far away.”

He just nods taking in everything you said. “I love you, and I am willing to do that with you. You have to acknowledge that we could go broke. I probably won’t be able to get a job so fast especially not knowing much about the land or culture…”

“Changbinn I’m not asking you to be perfect. I know this is going to be rough, but we have each other. I will try to make this as smooth as possible for us.”

He sighs and nods. “Okay but if we’re going broke within the first few months we have to leave. Promise me.”

“I promise Binnie.”

Hyunjin

You knew Hyunjin’s emotions very well because he was very open about them. His facial expressions revealed everything anyways.

That’s how you knew he was serious about this. You never once took Hyunjin for the jealous type. He was very secure in your status with him. Maybe it was that the guy was another idol.

You had attended a private party with the boys and lots of other famous celebrities were also invited. You decided to wear a simple red dress and heels. Nothing flashy as you were always impressive even in the worst clothes.

Hyunjin stayed by your side as much as possible. However, he didn’t expect you to get in a conversation with Hongjoong as soon as he walked away.

It was a simple conversation. He came over to ask what group you were in, but you cleared up any confusion.

“Oh no. I’m not an idol. I’m here with Hyunjin. That’s my boyfriend.” You explain to him.

“Oh okay. I was just wondering because I never seen you around. I saw you with Chan earlier, so I was wondering if he was hiding his friends from me.” You laugh and shake your head.

“I am friends with Chan, but he is also like my brother. Anyways, I’m y/n nice to meet you.” You bow a little.

“I’m Hongjoong from ateez. Oh here comes your man. I got to get going.” He says walking past Hyunjin and bowing some.

“Hyunjin”

“Hongjoong” he says bowing back before walking towards you. He grabs your arm and leads you to the bathroom. He locks the door once you both are inside.

“What the hell Hyunjin?”

“What the hell to me? What the hell were you and Hongjoong talking about? And why did he leave when I was approaching?!” He questioned, getting close to your face.

“First off”, you push his face back “Get the fuck out my face. Second off, why are you being so jealous right now? We talked about being an idol. He thought I was an idol, but I’m obviously not.”

“So he was trying to talk you up when I left? Fucking-“ Your laughs cut him off. You back into the wall laughing.

“What is so fucking funny?!” He yells.

“You. Look at you all jealous over nothing. I thought you were more secure and confident than this.” You inform him.

“I thought you were more trustworthy and beautiful than this. You look so ugly right now.” He says with a face that read disgust.

"If I'm so disgusting Hyunjin, find someone else to marry then!" You spat at him throwing the ring in his face and walking out the bathroom. Some of the idols in the room seemed to stop and stare in that direction.

He was embarrassed and angry. Chan came over to him and tried to talk him down, but Hyunjin locked the door behind you as he paced inside the bathroom. Tears of anger flowed down his cheeks.

Han

You haven’t seen Han in a few days. He comes home when you are already sleep, and he leaves before you could even wake up. He has been sleeping in the guest room. He tries to be discreet, but the bed hasn’t been made the same for a few days.

He must be mad about the argument and what happened. You never expected the silent treatment from him though. Your texts and calls left on delivered. He hadn’t blocked you just ignoring you on purpose. You tried to have a friend call, but he wasn’t answering anyones calls apparently. That was what you thought until you checked in with Jeongin.

You had went to get coffee together. Jeongin loved spending time with you because you were his friend. He knew something was wrong as soon as you were in his presence. He was just waiting for you to mention anything.

“Have you seen Jisung?” You ask him sipping on your coffee.

“Yes. He was in the studio yesterday with Chan. We recorded some guide’s yesterday nothing heavy.”

“Did he say anything to you about us..? Or anything alarming?”

“He didn’t say anything besides the song. The quietest I’ve seen him in months. He normally cracks at least one joke.”

You sigh. The tears were fighting to fall. Maybe you pushed him too far by not wearing the ring anymore. It was serious at the time tough. It was the only way you thought of getting your point across.

“What happened between you two?” Jeongin asks lowly.

You slowly start to explain what happened. It was truly a regular day. You had spent time together doing errands. After seeing families together, Jisung had a lot of baby fever. This wouldn’t be an issue normally; he just would get over it quickly. This time it felt a little overwhelming.

“Babeee are you sure we can’t just have one?” He questioned as he played with your hair.

“Yess. Children are not something I want at the moment, and we agreed on it. You want to get married first anyways.”

“We’re engaged.. that is good enough. I want a mini me or you. I love babies.”

You mumble “I don’t…” He side eyes you. He kisses your neck. “Come on baby. Don’t be that way.”

You push his head away and stand up. “No Sung.” He smacks his lips before watching you. “Damn we can’t just.. yk either?”

“No and you aren’t even taking me seriously.”

“Because I don’t understand the hold up, we’re secure right now. I won’t wait forever.”

You look in his eyes for any sign he was kidding. You turn to leave, placing your ring on the dresser. “How’s this for forever?” You ask before leaving out the room.

Jeongin gasps. “Damn y’all are done forever?”

You sigh and put your face in your hands. “I didn’t mean it.. I was hoping it just stopped the conversation. Apparently, it stopped all conversations.”

“Y’all need to talk. Try to fix that. He is gonna burn himself out working so much.”

“I can try, but he literally doesn’t even come home if I’m awake. He isn’t answering my texts or calls. I don’t know Jeongin.”

“Go to the studio then. He is constantly napping in there, so he will probably be working or sleeping. Either way you have him trapped.”

You end up at the guys studio thanks to Jeongin. You watch him through the door as he works. Lots of papers are spread around the room. He has written so much lately. Han always writes lyrics down on paper. Not too keen on keeping a virtual document.

You knock on the door before coming in. He panics almost before seeing it was you. You sit next to him in a chair as he continues. There you sat for ten minutes. He doesn’t acknowledge you, look at you, or anything. You could see some of the lyrics he wrote. It was different songs. One about being angry; another about apologizing for the pressure on you.

“Hanji.. I miss you. I know work is important, but can we please talk?”

“About what? We have nothing to talk about. When I find a place of my own, I will be out of your hair. For now I’m just working to make money for myself.”

“You don’t have to find a new place Jisung. I-” he cuts you off. “I need to find a new place because apparently we’re single forever.”

“I’m sorry I took the ring off. I didn’t mean it seriously.”

“Then just don’t say it. You don’t do shit like that on a whim. It really hurts… it has been so hard to be without you. I’ve seen you, and you don’t even seem sad without me.”

“Jisung-“

“Just leave please. I have work to do. Also, I still don’t have anything more to say. We argued, but you really hurt me. You threw the ring down like it was nothing.”

“I am trying-“

“LEAVE! I don’t want to hear it. You’re stressing me out and making me anxious.. just please leave.”

You nod and grab your things to leave. You look back at him from the door once more before leaving. He didn’t once look at you. Even by accident.

Felix

Felix and the boys didn’t go out often to clubs and things. Being celebrities and having busy schedules, they rarely had the time. When it does happen though, you don’t attend. Clubs aren’t your scene.

You prefer to spend time at home with your’s and Felix’s cat. He is very happy to have you home to play and nap together. Felix thinks it’s okay that you stay home. When he catches you two cuddling sometimes because he stayed out late, he finds it endearingly cute. Two babies.

Today though Felix came home rather drunk. He stumbled through the door putting his keys on the hook before sliding off his shoes. As he is going to hang his jacket, he sees you on the couch. He is startled and grabs his chest.

“Oh fuck y/n… say something next time. I almost died.”

You squint at him. Felix has great reflexes and senses so how drunk is he? “Are you drunk?”

“Maybeee” he hums putting his jacket on the coat rack.

“Did you drive home?” Silence. If looks could kill, he would be dead from the glare you are sending him. Even with his back turned he could feel you.

“Felix!”

“I’m sorry. I needed a way home.” He quickly apologizes and approaches you. He grabs your hands.

“Felix.. don’t be drunk driving! Is the car okay?!”

“Yes I only hit like one curb on the way home…”

“Felix! You know drunk driving is bad. I can’t believe you. Ask one of the guys next time to take you home. You could have killed someone or worse died!”

“But I didn’t. I’m here and everyone is safe.”

“You are not taking this seriously… you know I don’t play about this.” You warned him time and time again about drunk driving. A drunk driver killed your best friend in high school. It happened right after school as you guys were going to get boba together.

“It’s not that serious though? Everyone is okay. Babe I’m fine. I will go get the car fixed tomorrow okay?”

You tear up and push his hands away. “It’s not fine. How could you be so reckless after what I told you? Do you not care? I can’t even think about you rn. I don’t even want to.” You take the ring off and place it on the table before going in the bathroom and locking the door.

Felix stares at the ring before tearing up. How could you take off the ring he gave you? Did he fuck up that bad? Then it hit him. He cries softly to not attract attention from you. He felt like an asshole for almost making you relive your childhood trauma.

He comes and knocks on the door. “Babe I’m sorry for what I did. I shouldn’t have driven home drunk and made you worried. It is a big deal, and I’m sorry I possibly reminded you of the traumatic situation you experienced with your friend.”

You come out the bathroom after two minutes and hug him. You both had been crying. He rubs your back and kisses your head. Maybe he did care..

Seungmin

You had talked with Seungmin about your past before. Your relationship with your parents and siblings made you the way you are now. Sometimes you cut up on him. It wasn’t on purpose; it was your fight or flight kicking in.

He found it a little daunting at first because he didn’t expect it from you. He thought you were just sarcastic to be funny, but he soon came to realize you were conditioned to be that way.

You had a lot of issues you two were working with. One being deciding your love language since you were lacking a lot growing up. The two things that outweighed everything is words of affirmation and acts of service.

Seungmin didn’t understand you in that sense of wanting to do things for him. He was certainly more independent than most men you ever met let alone dated. It was nice sometimes, but you never get to show him any love.

“Min do you want breakfast?” You questioned as you were making your own food.

“No it’s fine. I will just have some yogurt and fruit.” He responded from the bathroom.

“I can prepare it for you if you’d like. I’m already in here, and I know you have a packed schedule today.” You offer wanting to be useful.

“No it’s fine. I got it. You relax. You have to work today just like I do.”

You just huff and continue making your breakfast. It felt wrong to not make him breakfast or do anything for him to help him get ready. The guilt was eating you alive even though he doesn’t see anything wrong in him caring for himself.

“Babe are you tired of me?” You ask him as he comes into the room. He shakes his head as he opens the fridge. “No not at all. Why?”

“Why can’t I ever help you in the morning? You don’t want me to iron your clothes, help style your hair, make you breakfast, clean up after you… you do everything on your own.”

“So that means I’m tired of you?” He questions as he looks at you. He had his yogurt and fruit in hand.

“Yes…? You just don’t always make me feel wanted. I don’t understand why you want me. I’m not doing any good for you.”

“I love you. I really do. I don’t need you to do those things for me. I just want you to be there for me mentally. I want a companion.”

“So I’m a pet?”

“Babe don’t start this. I love you and I’m not tired of you end of story. You don’t have to be living like you were with your mother. The weight of caring for the whole house is off your shoulders.”

“I just want to love you Seungmin…” your tears finally fall from your glossed over eyes. “I just want to feel wanted. I just can’t help but overthink this.. like how can you not want me to help you? Am I too incompetent in your opinion?”

“Why would I ask you to marry me if you are incompetent y/n?! You think of yourself so lowly and that is the problem. You shouldn’t need to care for me or have me talk your head up to feel worthy.” His words sting. How could he just invalidate your love languages.

“You know what? It’s fine. I don’t need this invalidation right now. Just eat your breakfast. I’m gonna go get ready for work.” You leave the kitchen with your food and close the door to your room.

After a while, you go in the kitchen and leave your plate in the kitchen before leaving the house for work. Seungmin sighs after hearing the door close. “No good bye huh?” He questions out loud. He goes into the room to grab his bag and phone charger. The shine of your engagement ring from the dresser is bright when the sun hits it. You left it there for him to notice.

And notice he did because you returned home to his ring next to yours. He didn’t send any texts or call once. You just nod and get in the shower. Once he returned, he did the same as you watched television in the living room.

You waited for him to get out the shower. You approached him as he got dressed. “So you didn’t wear your ring today?” You asked him. He nods and looks at you. “You started this. I’m only doing what you do.” You shake your head. “Sure.. I don’t invalidate your love language but you do it to me.”

He sighs, “you’re not gonna give this up are you? I only said the truth.”

“Okay whatever. I should just let it go because nothing ever matters to Seungmin.” You say grabbing the ring and going in the living room.

Jeongin

You stayed with Jeongin because you had fell on hard times, and he was your supportive boyfriend. Well, he was your supportive boyfriend.

It had been slightly hard on him supporting the both of you. Jeongin had expensive habits. He bought lots of clothes. As well as, he was a gift giver. His love language was gift giving for others. Also, he was barely home before so he saved lots of money on food. He ate out with the rest of skz, but you needed to eat at home.

You didn’t know he was struggling at all to make ends meet. You found out after overhearing him tell Chan. Chan was trying to be supportive and help him figure out ways to make things better. The guilt was heavy on your mind though. Jeongin didn’t seem happy anymore with you.

This must be the last straw. You feared the conversation with him. He asked you to wait up for him tonight. Normally he joins you in bed around 11 pm. You sat on the couch wrapped up in a blanket. Mind running kept you up at odd hours anyways. You haven’t gotten much sleep after finding out the news.

He walks in shortly after 10:30 pm. He sits next to you after leaving his shoes at the door. “Hey y/n.” You clear your throat before looking at him. “Hi Jeongin.”

“You’re probably wondering what I wanted to talk about. I just wanted to keep you in the loop. I don’t think I can afford to.. have you keep staying here.”

You heart dropped a little, but you were expecting this. “What am I supposed to do Jeongin? We’re supposed to be getting married. Is it not weird for us to suddenly not live together anymore?”

“You might have to start working then. It’s been months. The job market cannot be that dead.” He claims, sitting back to look at you.

“I wish it wasn’t but it truly is. I would literally have to go back to school to do anything. All the jobs that are constantly hiring I just don’t have the skills for them.” You explain to him. You felt tears forming in your eyes and your throat starts to be close slightly.

“Well maybe you need to do that. I just know I can’t do it for right now. I love you for sure, but I need something more than you’re giving me. Love isn’t paying the bills. I need you to leave.”

“Today?” You ask him as the tears ran down your cheeks.

“Preferably. I don’t wanna feel guilty and go back on my word.”

You just nod and wipe your eyes. “I don’t think I can do this Jeongin. I can’t pretend like I haven’t noticed the looks you have been giving me. You don’t love me the same, and it hurts to know you’re probably using this as an excuse to cover up your true feelings.” You explain through sobs and heavy breaths. He looks down at his hands, in a way, he confirmed your true fear.

“It’s okay though. It was good while it lasted. I will miss you, but I won’t be a dummy for you.” You get up slowly and place the engagement ring in his hand. You go into the room you both shared and packed the minimal amount of things you have. You don’t look at him before leaving.

He sits there looking at the ring for a while before placing it on the table. He goes to shower. He felt somewhat guilty, but he was glad you didn’t make a bigger deal about it. He would miss you as well.

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Skz pack: In an alpha's care

Author's Note: Special thanks to @leviackermanscleaningbuddy for their series and its influence on me writing my own. As well as, for the kind words given to me. Also, this is just the introduction to Jeongin and the reader's relationship. Slowly the rest of skz will be introduced. This is hurt/comfort driven. The attached photo is Jeongin's current look. Lastly, italics are thoughts.

Warnings: Mentions of bad family, animals passing away, sickness, and cuddling.

Word Count: 2,337

You had moved to the furthest place you could think of from your old life. You wanted to live away from home the rest of your life. Leaving behind nothing but a dead last name, rebranding into someone new you decided upon a new last name legally changing it. 

You worked at the nearest animal shelter. It was traumatizing seeing animals pass. However, the smiles on families faces when they leave with an animal makes up for it. Plus, you get to engage with animals most the day. Not really having to talk to people much because your coworkers knew more than you. Also, not many people respected omegas enough to think you knew anything.

You appreciated your coworkers taking the lead role, not wanting to talk anyways. You just went to work, went home, showered, and ate dinner. That was, essentially, your routine with the occasional drink or blunt in between. Until you decided you should probably find a hobby since you couldn’t find a pack.

That is how you ended up in piano lessons with a very handsome teacher. The one thing you had from your old life is a grand piano your grandparents left you when they passed. Your grandfather would play it for his pack all the time. They found it very beautiful.

You listened to the one recording of the song you have on vhs constantly. It was the one good memory you couldn’t let go of. “Hey y/n...?” Your piano teacher took you out of your trance.

“Oh, I’m so sorry... I will try to pay better attention.” You catch his gaze before focusing on his hands. His fingers were gorgeous. Perfect length, nice veins, silver rings, not a scar in sight. He was gorgeous anyways: blonde hair, cute glasses, natural blush, dimples, perfect eyebrows and smells nice – like red wine.

“Did you want to try again with the basic scale?” He asks softly as you sit in the University Music building. The faint noise of someone playing a guitar somewhere filling the silence even if only temporarily. 

“Sure Jeon...” Not remembering his name because you were star-struck when you met him for the first time earlier. Not expecting the instructor to be so young or handsome.

“It’s Jeongin and go ahead. I will be here cheering you on.” He jokes brushing his hair back some to fix it letting it fall perfectly around the sides of his face.

“I’m sorry; I will remember next time.” You mumbled, embarrassed but played the scale perfectly with each hand individually.

“Ahh now try to play them at the same time.” He suggested. You seem to have gotten the basic part down for today at least. 

You try, stumbling slightly not understanding what made it so difficult. In theory it was easy, you were overthinking it a lot. Press down the pinky of one hand and the thumb of the other at the same time? Difficult when under pressure. 

Jeongin’s first nature was to try and comfort you; his alpha pheromones filling the air around you both; he wanted to see you succeed. His inner wolf wanted to protect you, but he simply thought to be supportive. 

You calmed down before trying it again, slowly managing to achieve the right sound. Jeongin smiled and gave small claps. “Yay congratulations Y/N! Okay so until next time practice playing with both hands, okay?” You give a small nod before thanking him for this session.

Jeongin and you had sessions every Thursday at 4 pm. Apparently, he got out of class at 3:30, so it was a perfect suggestion from you. He found your sessions comforting, and he also found you very pretty. 

After your fourth session, you got sick. You let Jeongin know through text the details, so he wouldn’t wonder where you were today.

[y/n: Hey Jeongin. I am feeling sick today and cannot make it out of bed beyond the bathroom. I don’t think we can have our session today.]

Jeongin was in class when you messaged him. About 30 minutes later he responded, he, and his wolf, was at an unease with your health being less than normal.

[Jeongin: Oh no. Can I bring you some soup or anything?]

[Y/N: If you want to, I wouldn’t mind having some assistance.]

After sending him your address you relax into bed further, you had no intention of falling asleep. That is what occurred though as his knocks woke you up. You grumbled “Coming!” as you got out of bed. You wrapped yourself in a blanket and walked to the front door, opening it slowly to reveal a distressed Jeongin.

“Hi Y/N, how are you feeling now?” He asks. You step aside to let him in and nod slowly. “I still feel frail.” You barely had the energy to hold your blanket around your body. Noticing your struggle and that you hadn’t even closed the door yet, Jeongin closed and locked the door leading you to your couch to sit down. 

He sat his book bag on the ground and grabbed the soup and medicine out of it. “I will warm this up right quick. Be right back.” Just like that he was gone to the kitchen.

You were chilly but also sweating without realizing it. Shivering as you waited for him to come back, you looked straight forward with nothing at all on your mind. You were serene shockingly enough because his smell has become one of comfort. He has never wronged you or seemed to raise any alarms to your wolf.

When he returned, he sat down beside you to feed you some of the soup. Noticing you were shaking he reached in his bag pulling out a hoodie. “Did you want to wear this?” His voice was soft as he held it out for you to see.

You simply nod and try to stand to pull the cover down that was wrapped around you. Slowly you begin to fall while Jeongin, surprisingly quick, stands to catch you. As you fell into his chest, he couldn’t help but to wrap his arms around you.

“I didn’t know you were this fragile. Are you sure you want to be alone tonight?” He watches you to see if you say anything leaning his head to get a good view.

“I- I didn’t even remember what a hug felt like…” You whisper as he rubs your back softly. He never learned much about your past during the piano sessions, only your present life. He wasn’t even sure how to respond.

“It feels nice to be held.” You admit, practically melting into his arms. He was happy you were comfortable, but he did want you to at least eat something. Feeling satisfied and warm, you both sat on the couch with you on Jeongin’s lap. He fed you some of the soup he bought.

“My hyung made this for you. I told him you meant a lot to me…”

As your brain functionality was coming back to you, you nodded at his words slowly taking them in. Jeongin meant a lot to you too. He was your only friend in this small, well-connected town. 

“I was wondering if I could take you on a date Y/N?” He asked. He must have thought very thoroughly about this considering you look like the bottom of someone’s shoe right now.

“Yes if you’re sure that is what you want.”

“It really is. You have no idea.” He began to feed you the rest of the soup and water he received from your fridge. You had to admit that your wolf took kindly to being taken care of by an alpha. Never had an alpha shown you any affection that wasn’t one-sided. 

“Thank you for helping me, Jeongin. Tell your hyung I said thank you for the soup as well. It was very good.” You slid into the hoodie Jeongin gave you and wrapped back up to lay across the couch.

“Did you take the medicine I gave you?” He asks, holding it out to you in case you haven't. You lift your head slightly and take the medicine before slumping back down. 

“I’m going to stay here tonight if you don’t mind. I want to make sure you’re okay. I will sleep on the couch and make sure you get back in your bed safely.” You nod, having no will to disagree. His smell could probably do some good with discouraging advances from alphas. 

He watched you from a distance as you fought your sleep; he had pulled out his homework as he sat in your living room chair. He was typing his paper slowly. Every few moments he’d become distracted by watching you even after you had fallen asleep.

He played some soft lo-fi music for you knowing you mentioned that you slept with sounds in the background. He wanted you to be comfortable, and he could admit you looked adorable in his hoodie. He had tied you up like a laundry bag as he normally did to himself when he wore hoodies. 

Later that day you woke up to him standing at the door with someone giving him a bag. “Are you sure you want to spend the night here?” The man at the door asks Jeongin. He was really handsome; he appeared to be blonde as well. 

“Yea. I’ll see you tomorrow Chan-hyung. Nothing will happen if I sleep out for one night.”

The man, apparently named Chan, nodded even though he didn’t seem convinced. He said his goodbyes after assuring that he would see Jeongin tomorrow. When Jeongin turned around, he was shocked to find you sitting up. It was now 9 o clock meaning you probably slept close to three hours.

“Hi y/n. I’m sorry to invite people to your house; I just needed pajamas from my house and some other things.” You shook your head. You didn’t mind him telling one person where you lived. He was trust-worthy, and it had been close to a month of you knowing each other.

“I don’t mind… I wanted to ask a favor.” You mumble, face red in embarrassment at this point.

“Sure, go ahead”

“Can you sleep with me tonight?” His eyes widened at your question “That is if you’re comfortable doing so.” You almost back tracked immediately. Am I moving too fast? Is he not a physical person after all? How could you be so stupid?

“S-sure” He stuttered out. You had slowly gotten ready for bed. Jeongin checked on you the whole time you were taking a shower. He sat on the floor as you showered. You had undressed and got in before telling him it was okay to enter. The shower curtain hid you well. He had warmed your towel for you in the towel warmer you acquired while in the states. 

“I am done Jeongin. Could you pass me my towel please?” He handed it to you, so you could wrap yourself up. You looked adorable to him in this small state. You looked up at him before stepping out the tub; he led you to your room. 

“I am going to go shower while you get dressed, okay?”

“Okay please don’t be long. Maybe we can watch something?” He smiles and nods before going into the bathroom with his bag. You dry off and moisturize your body before putting on a tank top, underwear, and shorts. You sipped on the water Jeongin got you as you sat against the headboard. 

You never understood emotions, and you honestly still don’t even if you had them for Jeongin. You just want it to never end in a way. You want to feel safe and cared for forever. You stared at the ceiling as you thought of your grandparents. They always seemed so happy; they were a satisfied couple. You want that.

Finally letting go of some of the anger you feel. It feels relieving. Jeongin returned in fifteen minutes to you playing a phone game. He was wearing shorts and a long sleeve shirt. He slowly sat in bed next to you. He didn’t want to move too fast for your comfortability.

“Your shorts are nice” You compliment him. He covers his face lightly as he returns the compliment. “Yours are nice too. I like the white rim.”

You laugh softly lying-in bed cutting on the television. “What do you want to watch?” you ask to be considerate. He hums “We could watch that new drama show everyone has been raving about.” 

You give him the remote to turn to it. You cut the lamp off after, and he turns the show on getting comfortable next to you. Still not touching you but close enough you could feel the heat his body gave off.

Should I even ask him to cuddle? What if he denies me? Does he think something is off about me? Your worrying gave off an awful scent of dead cherry blossoms causing Jeongin to be alerted of you.

“Is something bothering you?” He asks, trying to remain calm as possible. He wanted to hold you and tell you everything would be okay. He knew from your stories and reactions you were lonely and lost trying to find yourself in a world that seemed all too big.

“I- I just would like to be cuddled if that isn’t too much to ask?” He held you, wrapping his arms around you as you rested between his legs. You leaned into his hold becoming immediately relaxed - drunk off of his scent. He was what you longed for, what you needed, what you deserved. 

You both watched the show not wanting to sleep yet. It was peaceful to just exist with someone. Slight comments were made here and there about the choices of the characters. 

Halfway through the show, you could feel his stare from above you. You stared back into his eyes as he whispered, “Can I kiss you?”

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Stray Kids as Songs by The Weeknd

Author's Note: Only doing songs I have heard by him which is mainly the 'Starboy' & 'Trilogy' albums. Sorry not sorry.

Word Count: 1k exactly (crazy)

Genre: no designated one; not fluff, smut, or angst

Warnings: Cursing

Chan as Sidewalks

Honorable mention Starboy (this song has that confident swag Chan has. Chan flavored rizz if I do say so)

"Cause too many people think they made me Well, if they really made me, then replace me"

This song just feels cocky enough to be Chan as well as Starboy. Chan is THE it boy in my mind. Too many people in the industry try to act like Chan isn't good at his job. They act like he is expendable. He is literally so motivated and hard-working.

"I feel useless when I'm never makin' money, ah Well, this the life we always fantasized"

Minho as Heartless

Honorable Mention Acquainted (Just lee know flavored Rizz. No more to say idek how to describe it. The touching on your body part is so him)

"Photoshoots, I'm a star now (Star) I'm talkin' Time, Rolling Stone, and Bazaar now (Bazaar now)"

This song just gives MINHO. This song is actually the reason I wanted to do this series. The 'I'm a star now" reminds me of Minho saying he wanted the attention on him when he is on stage. My boy is no longer a backup dancer; he is the main attraction. I love that for him. Also, idk it's just fitting that Lee know would embrace the 'heartless' thing he has going on. People think he is so heartless and uncaring, but that is the least bit of true.

"Said I'm heartless Tryna be a better man, but I'm heartless"

Changbin as The Party & The After Party

Honorable mention is Twenty Eight (Hear me out but something about the 'hey there lonely girl' screams Changbin. He would fall for the wrong one. It's not his fault; she was convincing and pretty)

"Don't be shy with it, I'll supply with it I got you, girl, oh, I got it, girl"

Changbin is the reliable type. He will be there for his partner/ best friend he has a crush on even if they aren't in a good mental state/ physical state. This is what this song is about essentially. However, they don't end up together. He knows the people don't want him for him. They want him for the money, his body, etc. He still entertains them though.

"They don't want my love They just want my potential"

Hyunjin as Party Monster

Honorable Mention Till Dawn (Here Comes The Sun) This is basically what led to his hoe phase in my mind. Playing too many games with the wrong women.

"I'm the realest, she said I'm the realest Head be genius, dick game be the meanest"

If you say this song isn't giving Hyunjin, you are lying. Hyunjin is cocky, a hopeless romantic but I think it's from not having many relationships. If he ever goes through a hoe-phase, this will be him. He wants to feel important and special. Talk his head up, please.

"Tell me lies, ooh, girl, tell me lies Say you're mine, I'm yours for the night"

Jisung as Die for you

Honorable mention Shameless (Not willing to give up the love, a lil toxic vibe, cocky bastard-vibe just overall Jisung. Please listen to this song if you haven't!!)

"The distance and the time between us It'll never change my mind 'cause Baby, I would die for you"

Hanji just fits the vibe of this song. He is so emotional about love; he seems so dedicated to his possible/future partner. He, also, is the type to be nervous and not want it immediately as the lyrics say. He is willing to do anything for his lover.

"I don't want this feelin', I can't afford love I try to find a reason to pull us apart It ain't workin' 'cause you're perfect"

Felix as Love Me Harder w/ Ariana Grande

Honorable mention Next (Too smart to get played by someone who only wants him for the fame. Savage Felix mode. Too many people see Felix as just soft but he is intelligent and very strong.)

"If you know about me and choose to stay Then take this pleasure and take it with the pain"

Felix is the type to tell you everything from the beginning. All his trauma, insecurities, everything. If you play your cards right, you will be getting everything from him. He needs your all. The patience, sacrifice, care, etc. He wants to be loved and to give it. He just needs to know your not going to screw him over.

"You gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta Got to love me harder"

Seungmin as The Birds Pt. 1

Honorable mention D.D (Getting stuck with a fan who is obssessed? It just fits considering he isn't the committing type. Some one will try it.)

"If you try to play your luck (Ooh) Ain't nobody gonna care enough To catch you fall"

Seungmin is not the lovey-dovey type and he DOES NOT want the responsibility of breaking someone's heart at all. He will give several warnings, but he will still do relationship shit with you. It is very confusing and he will STILL blame you for not heeding his warnings. Don't fall.

"So don't you fall in love Don't make me make you fall in love"

Jeongin as I feel It Coming

Honorable Mention XO/The Host (Jeongin would for sure have a person he would try to be there for regardless of situation. This person would know all of skz and he would in other words make skz their found family)

"You've been scared of love and what it did to you You don't have to run, I know what you've been through"

Lover Boy Innie. Jeongin is just a boyfriend in my head like he gives good boy energy. This song has soooo much serotonin in it to me just like Jeongin. I can imagine Innie taking care of someone who has been hurt before. I love that for him.

"Baby, I can take my time We don't ever have to fight Just take it step-by-step"

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Skz Imagine — JutDae

Author’s Note: This is a somewhat longer writing for one person. I think it is a good one. This is brought to you guys by @starseungs for suggesting this. I said I wasn’t inspired but apparently having nothing else to do works 😭 so here we are hrs later.

Synopsis: You and Changbin are high-school lovers, and you both want different things.

Genre: Fluff and angst. Highschool and college! Au

Warnings: mentions of cursing, cheating, and stealing

Word count: 2,792

The break up you guys had was rough, and a lot of things were done and said to harm the other. You both were stubborn and people of your word. Changbin was always a man of principle. You, however, could change your mind rather easily. Not this time though.

He never intended on you guys separating for this long. A whole month has passed, and you hadn’t seen him even in passing. Even though, the first time you seen him was in passing. You guys went to the same coffee shop. He started to see you more often. You guys attend the same school, but lately no one there has seen him either.

That is why you have to reach out to him. As you sit on the couch, you call his phone. You leave a voicemail: “Hey Bin… I miss you. If you hear this message, please stop by. I miss you; I need you… I love you, bye.” Afterwards, you simply hang up. 30 minutes turned into a hour. Realizing he might not call or come by, you begin to prepare dinner for yourself.

You make enough to eat a few times because cooking everyday is not something you enjoy doing. You rarely do unless Changbin helped. He enjoyed your cooking very much even though you often had lots of critiques of it.

Dinner is served after cooking for twenty five minutes. Hearing a doorbell, you stop eating dinner. Approaching the door, you open it to reveal Changbin. You stare into his eyes, tearing up before hugging him tightly.

“You came…” you mumble against his chest. He holds you softly and rubs a hand through your hair.

“You called.” He states simply. “Anytime you call I will come for you. I missed you too. I apologize for everything I did and said to hurt you. It was a moment of misjudgment and misunderstanding. I love you too.”

You relax into his arm. “I apologize as well. I regret everything.”

He nods stepping inside and takes off his shoes. You never left his grip. You are so warm and comfortable around him, “never let me go again.” You whisper holding his hand.

“I won’t. It is so hard to be without you. Everything that happens… I want to tell you. I pass an exam; I would go to call. It doesn’t matter what I did. I always wanted you around in some way.”

Changbin sits on the couch as you sit straddling him somewhat. Head still on his chest because it was calming to listen to his heartbeat.

“You didn’t even call to check on Mochi”

“Is Mochi okay?” He leans up to look at your face. Mochi was the rabbit you both adopted that lived with you because you lived alone.

“Yes she is okay. She has been searching for you around the house.”

“Well her papa is home.”

You cringe a little and hit his arm. “Ew no.”

“Whaat? What if we actually have kids?”

“Maybe then but for now I don’t wanna think of you as ‘papa’ anymore.”

“Well are you hungry because I was eating dinner. It took you long enough! It’s been two hours since I called Binnie.” You pout and look at him.

“Aww the big baby couldn’t wait?” He asks after kissing the pout away.

“Nu uh,” you shake your head “I wanted you to come sooner.”

“I’m here now, so let’s eat dinner.”

You go and grab dinner for the both of you and warm it up. Upon returning, you hand him a bowl and spoon before going to get your drinks. You sit the water on the table and sit down to eat. Changbin had waited for you before starting to eat.

It is nice to eat together in peace. The last time you ate was chaos. Utter chaos.

“You couldn’t tell me dinner is ready?” He asked, coming from your bedroom.

“Maybe if you helped with dinner; I wouldn’t have had to tell you. We aren’t married Changbin; I don’t owe you dinner.”

He was seething. “I went in the room to do my homework. You act like I was doing nothing.”

“You come to my house, demand dinner from me as if we aren’t arguing, then go in my room to do your homework.”

“Yes what is the problem? We’re still together are we not?”

“You think I want to cook alone?! I hate cooking Changbin. I told you this.”

“You have been doing fine for months. What is the real issue? Is it me?”

“Don’t. Don’t start with me.” You faced him for the first time that day.

“If you didn’t want to cook for me, you could have fucking said that instead of painting me to be an asshole.”

You mumbled, “I didn’t have to try too hard.”

He squinted. “Say that again?”

“What?”

“Don’t play fucking dumb! Tell me.” He demanded.

You looked at him confused. Where is the Changbin you had grown to know? He cannot be present right now.

“I said I didn’t have to try too hard.”

“So you think I’m an asshole.” The shocked look on his face made you wanna scream back. You slammed your hands on the table.

“Changbin. You really are gonna tell me it’s not an asshole thing to keep my acceptance letter for my dream school because you don’t want me to live away from you.”

“I don’t want you to leave! Is that so bad? It’s only been a year of us! What if we aren’t strong enough to last long distance?”

“Changbin…”

“What if you fall in love with someone else? I would look dumb waiting on you.”

“Changbin do you have no faith in me?”

“No- I mean yes. I just don’t know. You don’t seem that in love with me anymore.”

You made his bowl of food before grabbing home something to drink. You slid it to him not caring if it would’ve fell or spilled. You left the kitchen without another word.

You watch him eat happily. You finished your food first considering you only had half left to begin with. You sit back against the pillows on couch and look at some of the photos you have of the both of you.

Changbin insisted on taking photos every Monday and Friday. He wanted memories of you both as well as photos to show your ‘grandchildren’. He showed his grandparents you all the time. It was only right.

You cuddle up with him after he ate. You scroll through the photos again together this time. It is crazy how much has changed over a year. Back then, neither of you knew how attached you’d grow.

“Bin can we go for a drive?” You ask pleading with the puppy dog eyes. He could never say no to them.

Windows down and low music playing you ride together down the highway. No where to go just riding. It is nice to be outside at this time. Not many people and the weather is okay tonight.

“Are we truly okay?” Bin asks. He had been building up the courage. You were able to tell by his anxious tapping at the wheel.

“Yes of course. The only problems I have now are for my future.” You sigh, resting your head against the windowsill.

He hums and nods. “Yea?”

“Bin I just don’t know… I wanna be a doctor so bad one day, but school is hard even now.”

He considers his wonders carefully; he didn’t want to say the wrong thing. The worst of all: he didn’t want to argue again. Afraid that another argument this soon would lead to a permanent break up.

“Eventually everything will make sense. You will see how bad you really want it when you’re at your lowest point. I believe in you. I know you want this and will pull through even when times get tough.”

“I would have to go to a University away you know that?”

He is sad at that fact. He watches as your hair flows with the wind. Carefree as you are with him. How could he be without you? He needed to find the answer.

“If you get to accomplish your dreams, it will be worth it. I can’t wait until you come back as a Doctor.”

He understood the need for going for your dreams; he hoped you didn’t forget about him and your goal of a family along the way. He needed you to return home to him.

When the time came, you ended up choosing to attend the university that Changbin hid the letter from. It was okay until the day you had to leave arrived.

He drove you to the airport. It was still a little time before your flight. As you sit together, he holds your hand.

“I hope you know I love you. I will be back as fast as I can.” You say to him between sobs

“I know. Don’t cry. This isn’t goodbye my love. It is just a see you later.” He wipes your tears and kisses your forehead.

“I know, but it is so hard Binnie. You’re the only person I ever wanted. I don’t think I can make it.”

He chuckles. “You can do this. You chose this school because it’s the best. You have to do this. For us and Mochi who is praying for you to return safely and quickly.” You laugh at him, hitting his arm.

“Mochi said that?”

He smiles “Yeah she told me yesterday.”

We are boarding for flight 257 to Cambrige. Flight 257 to Cambrige.

Your sobs got louder. You hugged him tightly.

“I’m gonna miss you.”

“I’m gonna miss you more. Try to make friends, yea? Be good. Pass your classes. JutDae.”

“JutDae. I love you.” You stand up and wipe your tears. You hold your bag.

“I love you too. Let me know when you land. Please I will be paranoid if not.”

“I promise to call you as soon as I do. See you!” You slowly make your way to the gate as he waves. You were leaving for at least four years. Nothing was easy about this.

Many nights and days passed without you being face to face with Changbin. He decided to live at your home while you were gone. One because someone had to make sure everything was okay. Two someone had to care for Mochi who was not going to be able to make the flight with you even if she could come. Three it was closer to the university and had a garage for him to safely park his car.

Arguments happened here and there, but none were as bad and memorable as your first holiday away. It really wasn’t supposed to happen like that.

As New Years rolls around, Changbin expects you to come home. He video calls you to see your face.

“Hi beautiful. I miss you.” His voice sounds so soft.

“Hi handsomee. I miss you too Bin. How are you doing?”

“I’m good. I just ate lunch. I was wondering what day you will be home for the holiday. I can come get you from the airport if my classes aren’t at that time.”

“Oh Bin.. I am not coming home for break. Actually-“ You don’t get to finish that sentence considering that Changbin interrupts you.

“Why not??!”

“I am trying to take my courses as fast as possible which means. I am taking no breaks. I will take courses all year. I wanna get permanently home to you quicker.”

He sits and thinks before saying anything.

“I- I want you home, but I also would like to see you sometimes. You’re gonna miss a lot.”

“I know. I just really really need to come home soon.”

“Is everything okay?”

“Yes I just don’t want to spend unnecessary time here. I have made some friends, but that is not to say I don’t have a boyfriend waiting.”

“Oh friends eh? Are they also staying for break?”

You sigh. Being away from Changbin meant a lot of unnecessary jealousy, he was so territorial.

“Changbin yes some of them are staying.”

“So you’re choosing them boys over me?”

“Changbin I just said why-“

“I don’t wanna fucking hear it. You haven’t seen me all year, and you wanna stay for breaks as well. When were you gonna tell me?”

You are seething right now. “Stop fucking interrupting me, and stop being a little jealous bitch! Nobody is cheating on you Changbin!” You yell at him.

“Why are you getting so pissy then? You are fucking cheating! Check your tone!” He yells back.

“YOU STARTED WITH ME, AND I HAVE TO CHECK MY TONE?! Fuck you, Changbin. How’s this for cheating.” You give him the middle finger and hang up. He calls you non-stop for five minutes. He is obviously mad about not getting the last word like he normally does.

Eventually, he just got use to the idea of you not coming back for holidays. It took a lot of time for him to be comfortable with that. In the end, you graduate early. It was a lot of hard work.

Changbin surprises you at graduation. You are so happy to see him you end up crying. Your friends are also there.

“Aww y/n is crying.” Hyunjin comments as he watches you both.

“It’s always you two. Dramatic seems to follow y’all everywhere.” Seungmin says holding his degree as he watches you both.

You just cry as Changbin holds you. The world just seems to be perfect right now. You are excited to go home.

The flight home for you both is smooth. You are surprised when you return home to basically a remodeled house. Changbin often took time to look through your interests and likes. He saw you had an house board on Pinterest and started planning.

It is so modern and beautiful. You love the way it looked.

“I love it Binnie. You are so sweet.” You kiss his cheek before he leaves to take your bags to your room. You check around, and the fridge is fully stocked. He bought all your favorite stuff in preparation for you coming home.

It is nice to be home, but you have to admit. You are exhausted. Changbin is handling business under his parents’ company while attending classes. You really just want to take some time to relax. You don’t want to put pressure on him though. This is the first time you are truly living together.

You approach your room and immediately hold Mochi. She is happy you’re back. She won’t leave your side. Changbin also doesn’t want to leave your side. You both sit with Mochi for a while before you gather the courage to say anything.

“Bin can I ask you something?” He looks up from petting Mochi.

“Anything you want.”

“I know this is a big ask, but could you support me for a little bit emotionally and financially? I really need a break from school before starting work at a hospital. I just feel drained, and I’m nervous if I keep going I will be burnout.”

He holds both your hands as you lock eyes. “I will support you through anything. Take your time babe. You’re gonna be the best doctor ever.”

“Aww I love you so much.” You kiss him softly. It wasn’t a kiss of lust just passion. He cups your cheek gently before pulling away.

“I missed your kisses. You can pay me back in them over the next month or however long you need.”

You laugh at him before getting up. You yawn and stretch before petting Mochi one last time.

“I’m jetlagged, so it’s probably best if we go to sleep.”

“You want your graduation present before bed?” He questions, excited.

“Okay let’s get ready for bed then I’ll take it.”

You both shower and do your separate bedtime routines. He hands you a rather large gift. You slowly unwrapped it. It is every Monday and Friday picture from you guys in highschool in a frame. You tear up and hold the frame close. It’s crazy how far you’ve come and how far you have to go.

“I love it Changbin..” you sniffle before letting it go some. “I-“ you stop watching him get on one knee before you.

“Y/n.. I know the last few year’s of our lives have been nothing normal. I just want to be clear you have still made me the happiest man alive. No matter what I want you by my side. Will you marry me?”

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❤︎ Thank you for 4 years, lets stay by each others side for many more ❤︎