YALL OMFG SPOILERS AND THEORY

I ❤️ caffeine from sweet tea but kind of energy

I AM CRYING

guillermo’s song :(((

The way Eddie’s love for Buck is clearly unconditional, but Eddie himself likely feels his love is unworthy.

Sometimes I get sad at the lost experiences I've had living in an area with less resources

But I'll look back and be nostalgic to what I did have anyway and those dreams will carry me forward.

the 911 fandom in general, on all social media except maybe reddit, is really bad at taking other less popular’s people idea’s and not giving credit. Happened to me once back in s5, took my screenshot and everything.

Literally just saw a post someone popular on here posted and it very much verbatim my theory about where Buck’s gonna recover from the coma. Like, I know a lot of people are thinking the same thing… but they used the exact same things I said nearly exactly.

Anywayyy it was my theory first lol

Can we talk about how Buck shows his distress in a visceral physical way; shouting Eddie's name, insanely single minded intensity in rescuing him (his eyes during the sniper arc goddamn), saying out loud again and again about how he's got him, shaking hands, broken sobs but Eddie show's his distress in a more quieter way, almost folding it into himself; yes he does shout for Buck but also, when he saves Buck, he immediately becomes more subdued, he drove the truck even though I'm sure everything in him was screaming to be with Buck, he stays with the team and hugs them first and when he sneaks Chris in and cries, it's subdued too-wiping it off immediately, quiet. Even after getting shot when he asks Buck if he's hurt, it's more quiter and gentler (it's probably the blood loss but you know what I mean). Buck grieves with his whole body and heart and Eddie grieves with his soul is what I'm saying. They even complement each other in the way they grieve. Buck needs an anchor to keep him steady while he rages like a storm and Eddie needs someone whose arms he can quietly fall apart in, carrying him ashore gently.

I’m sure it’s happened in other fandoms, but 911 is the first fandom where I’ve seen people get upset that other people are attracted to a woman.

Something about Eddie telling his own wife to be silent when she was dying, but begging Buck to respond and talk to him when he was actually dead makes me a little insane.

Never liked Fox anyways

I am painfully serious about being spec-less for the finale but I'll tell you what I do have. An extremely good fucking feeling