i feel like i only really developed something similar to health anxiety after a chronic illness...
because what if this is just a new thing now?
loving people with chronic health conditions and there being nothing to do to help them SUCKS
i have chronic issues myself but when i break down it's mostly because the people i love are miserable
i am tired of seeing the people i care about suffer without being able to help
someone told me that they would end themselves if they had even half of my health issues... idk what to do with that information...
going to school with a chronic illness really is a gamble sometimes
the concept of doctors is better than reality
i would like to cancel my chronic illness prescribtion... i need to get things done
i'm in too much pain to sleep and i have to get up in a few hours cause it's a busy day
i am lucky if i get to close my eyes for a few minutes and it sucks
casually having a low symptom day the day of a doctors appointment
Whoever decided to force chronically ill/physically disabled kids to do p.e should be hunted for sport
being chronically ill it's so difficult to not dismiss healthy people struggleing with a short time illness
like "i'm sorry you got a cough, i have to make big adjustments to my everyday life to not regularly faint" is not the answer i wanna give others
saying "oh you're tired cause you stayed up on tiktok for too long? i didn't sleep at all cause of how much pain i was in" isn't empathetic
it's just hard not to compare my suffering to others seemingly minor issues
i always need to remind myself that this isn't minor to them, no matter how i might feel about it... i refuse to loose my empathy in addition to everything else i have to limit
the flesh is unwilling and honestly, the spirit isn't too keen on the idea either