What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
"My child is perfectly fine" Your child imagines themselves in fictional universes being friends with their favourite characters as a coping mechanism, but simultaneously doubts whether they'd actually get along with them cause they're used to rejection, thus, feels guilty for wasting their time instead of being productive and working on their missing assignments, however, they can't function without practicing their personal form of escapism and if they don't allow themselves to daydream they become deeply depressed and anxious, which is why they continue doing so, even though they know they'll regret it later on, but they can't ask for help because that would mean admitting that they're a failure and disappointment and they know they can't escape the vicious cycle, secretly wishing they could just forever leave this realm of eternal pain resulting of the idealistic, capitalistic society that gradually contributes to the destruction of the planet, hence, dooming the entire population and making us work until our inevitable death due to the consequences of climate change and our own stupidity.
I finished a request, but before I post it, should I keep doing a word count on my posts? Or should I just say what type of post it is instead (like headanons/stories)?
men have those slutty veins in their hands and expect you not to lose a lil focus
I saw "Crack fics" and all of a sudden here i am. Uhh, this might sound oddly specific. But can i get Rantaro and Nagito with a S/o who the ultimate Unpredictable Student. And one day While meeting S/o's parents. S/o says something out of pocket randomly And S/o's mother Points at a Dog Cage and legit tells her "Get in the cage, and don't come out untill you realize what tf you just said 😐👉" and S/o actually gets locked in the Dog cage.
(Ik it's weird, and if you can't do it. Feel free to pm me.)
Omg yes I absolutely will, this is so creative
Omg everyone who suggested knew what they were doing. Your art never ceases to amaze me 💝
saeyoung in white cherry, please?????? he'd SLAY
Omw to the club actin like a slut 💅
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Hello everyone. I am Mod Kyoko, I'm genderfluid but please consider me agender, and at the moment I have no preference on pronouns. I am a minor so please keep that in mind.
This is somewhat similar to a Danganronpa imagines blog, except I only take requests for certain things, such as fanmade executions and killing game rewrites. I will be posting my writing and headcanons here but will not take requests for them, unless it is just a request for character or ship headcanons.
I am also looking for one other mod to be Mod Shuichi, hence why I chose the blog name.
Anyways, that's enough talking from me, please read the rest of this post, which will be under the cut.
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Keep reading
Guys
I think I've fallen more and more in love with Saeyoung every time Gureishi posts.
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you.
✧ — Summary: It’s winter again, and Saeyoung doesn’t want to forget you anymore.
✧ — Pairing: Saeyoung x Reader (reader uses she/her pronouns)
✧ — A/N: For darling @cafedanslanuit’s 8K event! CW: reset theory.
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Where do you go when you’re gone?
The snow is finally melting, and Saeyoung holds your hand just a little too tight. You are solid: steady and certain as you tug him along behind you, rushing into the crowd like you don’t know how easy it would be to disappear.
A whole season, this time—the longest the universe has ever let him keep you. You pause before stepping off the curb and fix him with a dizzying grin.
“Are you ready?” He hears echoes of the versions of you he’s already known in the way you ask him this: like you’ve said these words before; like you might remember the answer.
He isn’t ready. He sees all the times he’s met and then lost you swirling in the slush at your feet and finds it hard to meet your eyes. Will tomorrow be the day he wakes up alone in the bed, sheets tucked in like you were never there in the first place?
It is impossible that one day you can be muscle and bone and the next only smoke in the air, but Saeyoung knows by now that possible and impossible mean nothing at all when you love someone who’s always leaving.
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Imma do this because I’m fucking bored.
What’s your url?
Now take away any and all numbers (1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0), take away the letters F, Z, M, Q, L, H, B, T, P, E, A, Y, S, B, D, and X, take away all dashes (-),
What’s your new fucked up version of your url?
crustycreature
crucrur
Aa this is probably late but please go check them out!
Rules and Introduction
Hello, Hello, Welcome everyone, to this writing blog. You can call me Mod Mikado!
In this Blog, You may ask anything within the rulus. What are those rules? Here they are!
I specialise in imagines/headcannons, and imagines/headcannons only! I do plan on doing some events, but normally, that's it.
I really like writing fluffy couple stuff, but I can write other things. However, Be carefull with NSFW. I can do it, but Don't go too crazy with it.
No more than 3 characters at once!
No Romantic WoH! only Platonic.
Now, as long as you stay within these rules, you can ask for anything!
Promo Time
Now, I know this blog has technicly already had one, but I don't see why I can't ask for another. Plus I could really use it.
@ktynx @monimagica @meiiuka @milkiijustwrites @dangan-ronpa-cafe @dangan-writer @danganronpa-fan1 @peachyphyr @papillon-writes @perfectly-cynical @s-serendipit-y
Author Note’s: I’m so sorry this took so long, and the boys’ are shorter but I can add more to it if you guys want! Please enjoy :)
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Akane has a habit of getting herself into trouble. Whether that be using her fists to get through to someone, or letting people use her body for personal gain. Along with her background, which just furthers your fears, because she doesn’t think twice about those things
That’s why you want to make sure to protect her when you can. Maybe a little too much, however.
Akane is stubborn, and tries to use her “gut feelings” as an excuse that she’ll be okay so you don’t have to worry about her.
Even though her gut is never wrong, you still worry that something will happen. Because of this, when she goes out, you make sure to remind her to text you when she gets there.
Or just ask to go with her, if you can. But you try not to impose. You definitely have to bribe her, with food, to not go to certain places.
Especially her old neighborhood.
You try to have her stay away from there as much as you can, and go with her when she visits family.
Which doesn’t happen often, but you don’t trust it from what she tells you about it, so you’re extra cautious.
You definitely make her carry pepper spray, even though she knows how to fight.
“You can never be too careful” You tell her constantly.
She just rolls her eyes, but complies.
She doesn’t mind too much, most of the time, because she knows you love and care about her. Though she does still try to sway you to be more trusting sometimes, because she knows how to handle herself.
Taka is definitely overprotective as well, and completely understands the feeling of wanting to keep his s/o safe.
Even if you didn’t ask him to text/call you often, to make sure you know where he is and that he’s safe, he’d do it anyway
And he asks that you do the same
Life 360 is downloaded on both of your phones, and you both check constantly when you’re not together.
He never really gets into any trouble because he knows how to stand his ground, though you still worry for him.
Before he goes anywhere, you make sure to ask him how long he thinks he’ll be out, and to text or call you if the estimated time changes, so you know if he’s safe or not while he’s out.
Just because you don’t want him to go missing even though, again, it’s unlikely.
All-in-all, he understands why you ask him to do these things, and won’t hesitate to do as you ask.
Partly because he believes it’s the ‘rules’ of the relationship, but also because he’d do the same, if he felt wary at all.
Kazuichi never really had anyone care about his safety as much as you do, so he doesn’t understand why, exactly, you’re so protective.
The first time you tell him all the things you’d like him to do if he plans on going anywhere, he thinks you’re joking.
He texts you “heading out lmao” as a joke, half-thinking that you’d been joking. But when you respond “Okay, where are you going? Do you know how long you’ll be out? Is anyone going with you?”
He understood, actually answered the question and was more careful than he probably would’ve been.
But he does what you suggest, when he remembers.
Don’t get me wrong, he doesn't have a horrible memory, but when it comes to safety, he either already carries a knife with him or just doesn’t think about it at all.
Like, some days, he’ll bring his favorite handmade knife, and other days he’d just leave without thinking twice about it.
But you try to remind him anyway.
You want him to call or text you when he gets places, and make sure you know when/where he’s going at all times.
But he also sometimes forgets to tell you he’s going out, especially if you’re at work or school. He just doesn’t want to bother you, even though you asked him to.
If you get upset by him forgetting to tell you, he’d apologize and try to remind himself to tell you again next time.