saeyoung, pouring redbull into a pot of black coffee: the deadline is tomorrow so I'm gonna die one way or another
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Just gonna be making masterlists for every series I'm planning to write for, and then have the links to those masterlists in my already existing, pinned one (if that makes any sense)
Word count: 358
Authors note: Aaa clingy Shuichi is one of my favorite things so I really enjoyed writing this (Even I wish it were longer but I wasn’t sure how to do that without droning on) I hope you enjoy, though!
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Shuichi is definitely nervous to show PDA or even hug in public so usually when you’re out of the house the most that happens is he’ll hold your hand or maybe lay his head on your shoulder.
Not because he doesn’t want to, he just gets embarrassed to do that in front of others
He gets flustered very easily so if you kissed him in public he’d probably blush like crazy and go on autopilot for like 5 minutes afterwards
But when you two are at home or in private you can barely even breathe
He will almost constantly be holding you, kissing you, hugging from behind, nestling his head in the crook of your neck, and many other ways of (quite literally) clinging to you
He just really wants you to know how much he loves you and actions speak louder than words to him
He’s like a cat, honestly
If you’re sitting on the couch, he’ll flop down next to you and lay his head on your shoulder or lap
He’d try to let you have personal space but if you’re also clingy or don’t mind having the constant attention from him, he’d go as far as sitting in your lap when you’re working or doing schoolwork
But he would really only do that if you guys have been apart for the day, unless you asked him to, of course
Don’t even get me STARTED on sleeping with this boy
Not like that.
You’d fall asleep normally cuddling, with just his arms wrapped around you, and wake up with his head on your chest, his legs intertwined with yours and his arms snaked around you, holding your hands
You’d probably be impressed and honored if it wasn’t so HOT
Like his body heat probably doubles when you guys lay like that
At least he’s comfy though
And he likes to cuddle for a few minutes before starting the day, and will often account for that
If he needs to wake up early for something, he’d probably set an alarm 10 minutes earlier than he needs just so he can get some extra conscious cuddle time
You can now read it here! You caught me on a very motivated day ngl
I would like to request Angie, Mikan, and Yasuhiro with a gender neutral S/O who's just bad at taking care of themselves.
My first request! I'll get it out to you asap! Thank you a ton, Nonnie 💖
Author’s Note: My computer has been acting up lately, and we’re moving soon so apologies if my posts get shorter or I go on a short hiatus for a bit. Please enjoy!
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At first he wants to cuddle you, but he’s afraid that you wouldn’t want him touching you, or that you didn’t like him anymore.
So he slept facing you, with about a foot of space between the two of you.
But when you convince him that you do actually want to cuddle, he will be pressed, as tightly as he can, against you
He might even put his feet underneath yours, because they’re cold
Or he’d have you lay on top of him, as another ‘blanket’
No matter how you two lay, he always wants your hand in his, if possible. Just to remind him that you’re there
And so he can feel if you’ve woken up, depending on the position.
He wants to be able to protect you in case anything happens, so he tries to lay closest to the door, “in case someone breaks in”.
However, that usually means that he’s the little spoon.
He enjoys feeling protected and loved by you though, so that’s not an issue for him, as long as you’re okay with it
If you move a lot, he’ll hug you tightly, and try to soothe you back to peaceful sleep.
And he’d know if you moved, because he’s a very light sleeper.
He usually wakes up before you do, or tries to, so he can make you breakfast.
But while you eat, he sits beside you, with his head on your shoulder; to make up for the cuddles he ‘missed out on’ while he was cooking.
During the day, if you two have down time, he’d suggest cuddling on the couch while watching something, or listening to music.
I saw a post about “Please stop hitting on women while they’re at work” and I 100% agree with it, which is why I’m making a separate post to say please don’t hit on people in general when they’re at work.
I work at a bakery and we have this sweet 16 about to turn 17 year old boy who works up front of our store. He used to work at the place next door to us and, while he was there, a girl he was working with developed a bit of a crush on him and asked him out.
He said no, that he has a girlfriend (which she already knew) and thought they could just continue on being friends and coworkers.
Since beginning work at our bakery she stops in every single day and talks to him for the entirety of her 30 minute long break. He has told her multiple times that he’s at work and can’t stand around and talk and when I asked him if he was uncomfortable his response was a very relieved “Oh, God, yes.”
He’s tried to talk to one of the owners about it and his response was “You can talk to her after work” not realizing this poor boy is being made incredibly uncomfortable on a daily basis in the work place.
When we told him he could come into the back to find something to do if he needed to he was so incredibly thankful and relieved. This girl spent twenty minutes standing up front waiting for him to come back after he said he had to go do something. Twenty minutes in the front of the store ever after being told he can’t talk to her. He doesn’t know what would happen if he says that he doesn’t want to talk to her and is genuinely nervous every time she walks in.
The only reprieve he gets is from the bakers in the back saying “I get it. Come back here” because the Owners don’t understand that he, a male coworker, can be made uncomfortable by these unwanted advancements being made toward him.
Please.
This post isn’t made to undersell not hitting on women while they’re at work. I get that and that’s why this separate post exists.
Please.
Don’t hit on people when they’re at work.
Don’t hit on people when they can’t tell you no.
On November 21, 2019, I had written in my diary, "I wish to glow up".
Watching girls that look like the soft winter snow falling like breadcrumbs, with faces that would put Aphrodite to shame- I wanted that; hair flowing like the quiet river when it's about to meet the sea- I wanted that. Because all my life I was taught to want that.
The magazine covers that lay around, stacked on top of each other in the drawers of my heart, had these women. The movies that I was in love with, advertisements and billboards, made me feel like I was stuck in the hour, physically so far- could never meet the bar. I saw myself as a ruin, a battlefield of scars, an abandoned city- yet filled with ghosts. A city that badly needed reconstruction.
So I took the 'before' photos because we have learned to divide life into pieces- before this and after that, as if life is big enough to be divided. And every Monday I said to myself, now is when you begin, start now. But I could never be like those girls- girls that feel like the morning dew, like sunshine breaking through the forest, those girls that fall like the soft winter snow. I was still the city, the ghost town that badly needed reconstruction.
But, did they ever teach you about the ruins of Giza, Coloseum and Konark, how the Great Wall is falling apart but is still Great? Tell me how beautiful the river looks when it's slashing through the mountains, not caring for beauty or grace, how her conviction is what makes her beautiful. Or how Aphrodite was never really the goddess of beauty. All she believed in was love and her love is what made her beautiful.
I did not worship my city until I realised that for hundreds of years, they have been trying to find the lost cities of Atlantis and Dwarka. I finally realized that I never needed to glow up. All I needed was to love myself and my beautiful city.
And so do you.
-Ritika Jyala, transcript from Don't glow up
I had written this piece when I was 15 and my poetry style has evolved a lot since then. But it's good to pay homage to my earlier works and learn how I can grow further. Last year, I posted a short video for this poem on my channel, here's the link if you're interested.
Word count: 309
Author’s note: Sorry for making you guys wait so long, I was out of town for the past few days. I’m back now though, so I’ll be able to catch up and keep working. I also wasn’t sure how to just focus on her reaction without it being a single sentence, so I hope my take is okay. Please enjoy!
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At first when you told Kaede you had something important you wanted to tell her, she was really nervous
I mean you guys, at this point, were just best friends so obviously you two told each other everything
When you actually told her you were a lesbian, she couldn’t contain her excitement, for two reasons:
The first being that she was proud that you know who you are and that you can trust her enough to tell her too
And secondly… She felt like maybe she wanted to be more than best friends with you, but didn’t think she had the chance before
She would wrap you in a huge hug
“S/o that’s awesome, thank you so much for telling me”
You were super glad she accepted you
She already knew what that meant, so she didn’t really have any questions for you about it
“Hey s/o? Um, since we’re on the topic of telling each other things, I sorta.. Think I like you. But if you don’t feel the same, that’s okay, I’m still proud of you telling me I just thought-”
You cut her off by hugging her tightly again, and admitting your own feelings
Now when you guys walk down the halls together, she holds your hand tightly; and even goes with you for moral support when you come out to others (if you’re comfortable with her being there, but of course you are)
She’d offer to buy you a lesbian pride flag for your room, and tons of little things in lesbian colors
Like bracelets, stuffed animals, shirts, and tons of other things too
Oh, and she definitely proudly tells anyone, who wants to know, that you’re her girlfriend
Overall, she’d treat you the same as before because you’re still her best friend, but now also her girlfriend, and she couldn’t be happier