Okay so header, profile picture and blog name have changed to reflect the change in content
Now prepare for post spam(?) If it notifies of every new post, that is
Just gonna be making masterlists for every series I'm planning to write for, and then have the links to those masterlists in my already existing, pinned one (if that makes any sense)
Hi guys, I apologize for being gone for so long. I’ve had so much stress the past couple months and it’s really only gotten worse. I’m really struggling to pay my bills and I am unable to work anymore and I’m not really sure what to do..
I started a Gofundme page in hopes to get a bit of relief in my current situation. I would never normally do this but my monthly bills just went up and I can’t pay them on my own;;
If anyone could spare change or even just share this around it would mean the world to me <3 thank you.
LINK TO PAGE IS HERE
I'm working on something right now that will probably be a multichapter fic, buut I was just wondering if you guys prefer changing perspectives in stories or just one perspective?
Absent: preoccupied
Agonized: as if in pain or tormented
Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire
Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest
Beatific: blissful
Black: angry or sad, or hostile
Bleak: hopeless
Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern
Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent
Brooding: anxious and gloomy
Bug eyed: frightened or surprised
Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed
Cheeky: cocky, insolent
Cheerless: sad
Choleric: hot-tempered, irate
Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings
Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor
Despondent: depressed or discouraged
Doleful: sad or afflicted
Dour: stern or obstinate
Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing
Ecstatic: delighted or entranced
Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible
Fixed: concentrated or immobile
Gazing: staring intently
Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive
Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion
Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic
Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness
Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty
Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism
Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant
Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit
Jeering: insulting or mocking
Languid: lazy or weak
Leering: sexually suggestive
Mild: easygoing
Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful
Pained: affected with discomfort or pain
Peering: with curiosity or suspicion
Peeved: annoyed
Pleading: seeking apology or assistance
Quizzical: questioning or confused
Radiant: bright, happy
Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident
Sardonic: mocking
Sour: unpleasant
Sullen: resentful
Vacant: blank or stupid looking
Wan: pale, sickly
Wary: cautious or cunning
Wide eyed: frightened or surprised
Withering: devastating
Wrathful: indignant or vengeful
Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling
What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
Hiya! I’m Sal, and I go by she/they.
I’m open to writing pretty much anything, including (but not limited to):
Fluff
Angst
Character x Character
Character x Reader
Character x OC (give details/description)
However, I most likely wont do nsfw as of right now, but that could change in the future.
Suggestive content is okay to a degree as well, so feel free to request that if you'd like.
I’m okay with writing for most (Danganronpa, Mystic Messenger, Yttd, Sally Face) characters, though some may take longer than others, depending on the character and complexity of the request.
With that in mind, I feel most comfortable writing for Kokichi, Nagito, Shuichi, Yoosung, 707/Saeyoung, Ray/Saeran (including Suit), Joe, Kanna, Gin, Sou, Sal, and Travis so those will probably be finished faster.
Concerning Chihiro; if you request for Chihiro, please include what pronouns you would like me to use, as some people use different pronouns and I want you to be able to enjoy your request without having Chihiro be mis-gendered. If you don't specify, I will probably use They/Them as default.
If you don't want to see my reblogs and conversations with anons you can block the tag "#not a story"
Have a great day, and I hope you enjoy your time here :)
Author’s note: Yes this is partially based off a real event, no I do not want to talk about it. (It’s a little funny)
Please enjoy!
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"Press it! Press it!!" Kokichi shouted over your shoulder.
“Are we done? I don’t want to screw it up and press it too early” You exclaimed.
"If you don't press it now, who knows what'll happen! Push! The! button!" He cried out, with comically large tears streaming down his face.
"If I push it now, we may not have done everything right!" You yelled back, hands shaking.
"It's now or never, S/o, I'll never forgive you if you don't press it in time." He stated grimly.
You quickly re-read everything on the screen in front of you, tapped a few keys on your phone keyboard, and pressed the button. Immediately, the screen went black. You and Kokichi were both silent. The room's atmosphere had been totally different mere moments ago. Now, instead of shouting and anxiety, it was silent and just tense. You looked up at the clock every few minutes.
Tick, tock. Tick, tock.
Time crept by, slower than ever before, almost convincing you that it wasn’t moving at all. You’ve never seen Kokichi this serious.
You two made small conversation here and there just to fill the time, though it didn't help much.
At one point, you even went outside to wait.
It was rainy, chilly, and dark.
The rain danced on your coat, before falling to the concrete beneath you.
But as soon as you heard Kokichi telling you to come back inside, as he was getting cold from the open door; you went back inside to wait.
Right when you both started to give up hope, there was a knock at the door. You stood to answer it, but your boyfriend was faster; getting to the door and throwing it open.
"Thanks, we almost starved to death!" He exclaimed to the poor GrubHub driver.
"Yeah, sorry about that.. Enjoy your McDonald's.." The driver said before turning to head back to his car. Kokichi didn't bother to tip, he just closed the door and got to work making sure everything was there.
"Oh my God, S/O. They forgot the most important part" He wailed.
"What? What did they forget?" After waiting a long 20 minutes, you didn’t want to deal with reordering whatever they missed; And your phone was dead, so you’d have to wait for it to charge to do so.
"The seventeen pepper packets I added!!" He wailed; gently, but dramatically, tossing the bag on the counter.
Though that wasn’t a main part of the order, Kokichi was actually upset about it being forgotten. So much so, that you almost felt like driving to McDonalds to ask for pepper packets, just to appease him.
McDonalds had already closed by the time you decided to do so, however.
It was a sad day that day.
I'm doing commissions to pay for a vet and medication for my cat. She was vomiting and now doesn't want to eat or even drink water. Apparently she's in pain because she is isolating herself and can't sleep.
I can't afford a vet or meds for her now so that's why i'm doing more simple commissions.
° I can do original and fanart,black and white or with screentones like the first one. ° I can't draw animals,mecha,real people and thing with lots of details,such as armor and weapons (for now)
You can DM me here or discord Jen#8290
Payment via Ko-fi only.
3 Slots open ~
Reblogs are much appreciated. I'll keep y'all updated about her condicion.
Here's pics of her if anyone want to meet my beautiful girl! Her name is Fofis ^-^
Aaa thank you!!
I love all my mutuals and followers 😊
@gureishi @s-serendipit-y @askingthe-rfa
(I know some of you dont follow me back but you still get recognition here)
Because I certainly do, and I love every single one of them and their work.
We do, in fact, have a snow day so I'm going to work on those requests in a little bit!
We might have a snow day tomorrow and if we do, then I promise I'll work on the requests in my inbox <3