I Fear Whenever My English And French Teachers Ask Me What A Specific Word Means, I Can Give The Broader

i’m so happy it’s finally warm where i am that means i can change my aesthetic to be summery 😋

do you really wanna know where i was april 29th? do i really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?

-high infidelity, taylor swift

that's- actually really fair for once i'm going to listen because i just remembered i have a math test tomorrow!!

goodnight resha!! 💜

uh oh i have to get up in five hours

not that that's stopping me from stalking @inkstainsonmysheets blog more but 🤷🏼‍♀

we were something don’t you think so? rosé flowing with your chosen family

-the 1, taylor swift

god i’m, actually invested, haven’t even met him. watch this be the wrong thing, classic!

-risk

one of me is cute, but two though? give it to me baby, you make me wanna make you fall in love..

i feel like i heavily relate to 'everybody's falling in love, and i'm falling behind', because all my friends have dated, many have kissed boys they've liked, or even haven't like, they did it just for fun to try it out. but i'm the last actual romantic friend who's been single all her life, (other than some situationships that did nothing but mess with my perspective on the meaning of the word love), all because i've been pining over the same boy for four years, who i've been friends with since i started school with him, and who i'm afraid will always see me as the friend who he can talk to about his crushes, and he's too caught up in our friendship to notice that my smile dims every time he brings up a new crush, another girl who i will constantly compare myself to and ask myself 'what's so different about me from everyone else?' but i'll remind myself time and time again that i'm not different in a bad way, i just worry my view on romantic relations changes the way i could actually operate in one, and i have no reference to what a real relationship feels like since i've been celibate my whole life, and i'm constantly wondering if real romances would be like the beautiful ones they describe in books and show in movies, or if i'm just going to be disappointed and underwhelmed when i finally live the experience i've longed for since i was young.

I want #ky talks! to stomp on me.

wait i love this little guy 😭

this is lowkey accurate cuz my song choices are wayyy too random, and also what i post about the most 😬

#ky has her airpods in! is my biggest hobby... and my greatest fear.