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i am in my room, and it is in fact a typical tuesday night for me
-you belong with me
so long, london - taylor swift
i’m sorry i love my little blog and posts, but why do random men message me and/or reply to my posts, like please 🙏 kindly stop 😀
uh oh i have to get up in five hours
not that that's stopping me from stalking @inkstainsonmysheets blog more but 🤷🏼♀
i fear whenever my english and french teachers ask me what a specific word means, i can give the broader detail of it, but i don't know it's exact definition, all i know is it goes there 😭
it may have to do with reading past my level in grade school, but that's where i like to stem most my problems from 🤷🏼♀
xander: hi, i'm xander! short for alexander
xander: this is gray, short for grayson
xander: this is jamie, short for jameson
xander: and this is nash... he's just short :)
nash: for the LAST TIME-
i feel like i heavily relate to 'everybody's falling in love, and i'm falling behind', because all my friends have dated, many have kissed boys they've liked, or even haven't like, they did it just for fun to try it out. but i'm the last actual romantic friend who's been single all her life, (other than some situationships that did nothing but mess with my perspective on the meaning of the word love), all because i've been pining over the same boy for four years, who i've been friends with since i started school with him, and who i'm afraid will always see me as the friend who he can talk to about his crushes, and he's too caught up in our friendship to notice that my smile dims every time he brings up a new crush, another girl who i will constantly compare myself to and ask myself 'what's so different about me from everyone else?' but i'll remind myself time and time again that i'm not different in a bad way, i just worry my view on romantic relations changes the way i could actually operate in one, and i have no reference to what a real relationship feels like since i've been celibate my whole life, and i'm constantly wondering if real romances would be like the beautiful ones they describe in books and show in movies, or if i'm just going to be disappointed and underwhelmed when i finally live the experience i've longed for since i was young.
whenever a mutual doesn’t interact with me for a long time i get so scared they don’t wanna play dolls with me anymore
grrr nearly every time i write 'from' on something, i misspell it to 'form' but it doesn't autocorrect BECAUSE FORM IS STILL A WORD 😐
yea, also i never realized how random my sign up time was 😭 dude what was i doing on christmas???
If there’s one thing I learned since I signed up on 12/24/24, 12:02:12 AM, it’s that #ky has her airpods in! takes up too much of my time.
we were something don’t you think so? rosé flowing with your chosen family
-the 1, taylor swift
but i crumble completely when you cry, it seems like once again you’ve had to greet me with goodbye
-505 arctic monkeys 🖤
the smallest man who ever lived - taylor swift
Taking anti-depressant pills?? Seeing a therapist??? Journaling???? No need babe, my fav writer just dropped another x reader fic.
to continue on abt my last post about how warm it is, i got to do school work outside and i was out there so long i felt nearly burnt!! ive never been so happy to burn my skin 😁
*sniff, sniff*
i'm so in love with this man (he’s fictional)
sunrise on the reaping spoilers under cut!!!
SO YOURE TELLING ME BEETEE HAD A CHILD AND HAD TO WATCH HIM DIE IN THE SAME GAMES HE SURVIVED??? WHY WOULD YOU WRITE THIS SUZANNE COLLINS JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I COULDNT BE MORE TRAUMATIZED FROM LOUELLA'S DEATH 😭
ok that's it 🤍
ok but why are him and i kinda so high school rn??
(we're literally just friends i'm just delusional)
(still playing that song on repeat tho)
no YOU dont get me. im BOTH team jameson AND team grayson. i think jameson is better for avery but i think grayson is better for ME😳