Calm Down. Breathe. Try Again. Easy. Take It Easy. Try To Show Yourself Some Kindness.

can i come over and make you extremely uncomfortable with my lack of social skills

Marguerite Duras, The Lover

Erotic fantasy: My meds work for once in my fucking life. I am able to perform basic tasks and not being disabled by my illness.

Spin Cycle. Oil on canvas, 8 x 10"

"I wouldn't talk to a friend the way I talk to myself".

Slaves, "Talk To A Friend"

Digging too deep:

Philosophical obsession to the point of self destruction

[Image description: A collage consisting of 10 different photographs and quotes, all related to digging and holes. From top to bottom:

A wikipedia headline that says “Law of Holes”.

A close up of a shovel, digging into loose dirt.

An excerpt from a wikipedia article about the law of holes: The law of holes or the first law of holes, is an adage which states: "if you find yourself in a hole, stop digging." It is used as a metaphor, warning that when in an untenable position, it is best to stop making the situation worse.”

A lyrics excerpt from ‘The Song With Five Names’ by Will Wood: You can break a shovel when you break new ground / You dig dirt up when you dig deep down / You should know better than that by now / It's not profound to know that you could never know!

A blurry photograph of a dark rectangular hole in the ground, seemingly a grave. The hole is so dark the bottom of it isn’t visible. Besides the hole there is a pile of dirt.

A lyrics excerpt from ‘Hand Me My Shovel, I’m Going In!’ by Will Wood and The Tapeworms: Gotta get to the bottom of this/ Gotta get to the bottom of this / Gotta get to the bottom of this / Gotta gotta get, gotta gotta get, gotta get / Gotta get to the bottom of this / Gotta gotta get, gotta gotta get, gotta get / Gotta get to the bottom of this / Gotta gotta get, gotta gotta get, gotta get / Gotta get to the bottom of this / If it kills me

An excerpt from a wikipedia article about the law of holes: The second law of holes is commonly known as: "when you stop digging, you are still in a hole."

A photograph of a deep round hole. There’s a ladder going down into it and the bottom of the hole isn’t visible.

An excerpt from the transcript of episode 88 of The Magnus Archives: It was very strange. It was just the one word, solid capital letters in a small, neat typeface at the very centre of the page. It said ‘DIG’. I took that to be the title, and turned to the next page. ‘DIG’. Exactly the same. The third page. ‘DIG’. The fourth page. ‘DIG’. Dig, dig, dig, dig.

A lyrics excerpt from ‘Hand Me My Shovel, I’m Going In!’ by Will Wood and The Tapeworms: Looking down I could say heaven sent me / Hand me my shovel, I’m going in!

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[‘Law of Holes’ - Wikipedia, ‘The Song with Five Names, a​.​k​.​a. Soapbox Tao, a​.​k​.​a. Checkmate Atheists! a​.​k​.​a. Neospace Government, a​.​k​.​a. You Can Never Know’ - Will Wood and the Tapeworms, ‘Hand Me My Shovel, I’m Going In!’ - Will Wood and the Tapeworms, MAG 88 ‘Dig’ - The Magnus Archives]

Kelly looks to the door, and waits.

aka the episode in which Jonny reaches directly into my brain, grabs onto my worst fear, and turns it into the perfect three sentences to obliterate me in one shot

TUMBLR I NEED YOUR HELP, I'M GONNA COMMISSION A FRIEND WHO'S AN ARTIST SOON AND I HAD THE PERFECT REFERENCE AND I CAN'T FIND IT ANYMORE, I'M PRETTY SURE I SAW IT HERE, IT WAS A COLORED DIGITAL DRAWING OF A BLONDE MAN WITH BLOODY HANDS AND HAD VERY DRAMATIC LIGHTNING LIKE HALF DARKNESS-HALF LIGHT AND THE MAN WAS A SOLDIER OR SMTH IDK HE HAD A WEIRD DND-ESQUE/MEDIEVAL GREEN UNIFORM WITH BROWN PARTS AND THE EXPRESSION HE HAD ON HIS FACE WAS AMAZING, LIKE THE MOST PATHETIC DEER IN HEADLIGHTS POOR LITTLE MEOW MEOW FACE I'VE EVER SEEN OMG, PLEASE CAN SOMEONE HELP ME FIND IT???

UPDATE: IT WAS THIS MOTHERFUCKER

Hey so i think i found the character?? i've done some digging and apparently it comes from the Pathologic games, but i still haven't found the Art i was referring to, I don't know anything about pathologic but oh great and mighty pathologic Fandom i summon you! Pls help 😭😭

Credit for this amazing art as well goes to @ukropstales @ukstls i think, idk if they're the same person on tumblr i found the art on an online print shop

Also if anyone knows the name of the character that'd make it easier for me to find the piece i'm looking for, is the name of the character Haruspex or smth??

UPDATE 2: I FOUND IT, THANK YOU SO MUCH @affable-square BRB GONNA REBLOG THE ORIGINAL ART BY @al-norton WHICH I HAVE SEARCHED EVERYWHERE FOR AGES!!!!

I'll update this post when i commission my friend, it might take a while tho but stay tuned!

up, up, get up, get moving, we have no time for this.