Hey Quick Question How Much Deeper Of A Rock Bottom Do I Have To Hit Before Things Get Better

I’M QUESTIONING MY OWN FUCKING SANITY

Abandoned buildings reclaimed by the desert sands ➤ Kolmanskop, a ghost town frozen in time. ph. Mark Daniel

I try to fight it, but some days it is really hard

This took me seven tries to record but the acoustics in the hallway were worth it

I can't tell you how bad it gets

“DONT YOU GET TIRED OF BEING NICE ALL THE TIME? DONT YOU JUST WANT TO GO APESHIT?” — acrylic with fine grit sand on a 24x20 inch canvas.

Chronic pain can be a major contributing factor to overstimulation, and overstimulation turns me into the biggest bastard on the planet. I tend to sympathize with some very unflattering horror movie portrayals of disabled villains when they lash out. Something something “being nice” is not a personality trait, it’s an active choice.

A niche ecosystem

[ID: Green-toned Magnus Archives fanart of Jon Sims. He's floating against a green gradient, curled up and covering his face but looking out warily with an uncovered eye. The background features art of a whale in different stages of decomposition: first alive at the top, with lines emanating from it; then dead and placed behind him; next rotting below him; and finally a skeleton at the bottom. Cursive text faintly says "whalefall" behind Jon.

The second piece is the same, but pale outlines show hands with a fork and knife positioned over Jon. End ID]

(Thankyou @/princess-of-purple-prose for the ID sm,,, augh)

what im learning is that you cannot avoid your way into a life you enjoy

May Sarton, "Of Grief", Selected Poems

Daily Drawing #69

spoiler'd for blood n gore. Human muscles and organs and... mush.

with a phrase thats just... been in my head for a while.