Passage From The Magnus Archives

This self sabotage isn't gonna get me where I want to be

everything is totally okay i just need to get hit by a car

anybody else in here feel like they're constantly and involuntarily calculating their every thought and action. and doing it wrong

Its all I can be.

i have so much rage in me one day i think i will explode. i dont think i know how to forgive as much as i know how to forget

shoutout to my favorite coping mechanism, isolation

Be mindful that your guilt is useless unless you allow it to evolve into something more meaningful […] Guilt is always a crossroad. It can be a gateway to consciousness, or we can obsess over what we have done, wallow in our guilt, use it as an excuse not to grow, and fixate on the idea that we deserve punishment rather than seeing our guilt as a signpost pointing us toward the true path.

Matthew Kelly (The Rocking Chair Prophet, pages 85, 85-86)

life fans be like it gets good 40 years in