Old Class 09 Doodles

OMG MY MOM CHECKED MY PHONE AND I WAS SO SCARED SHE WAS GONNA FIND TUMBLR

This is like that one progman fic where Nicole and Jecka are coming home and they almost crash and Nicole stats tweaking out because shes rlly horny and ends up calling Jedka mommy 💔 that fic was like a fever dream tbh I read it at 4am 👩‍🎤 it was funny though because I didn’t read the tags

I had a dream that I was writing a fic where Jecka was having some kind of breakdown and she was begging Nicole to just kiss her so she didn’t have to think about anything and Nicole was stunned bc she never saw Jecka so unstable. I can barely remember what it was

“take of ur shirt”

“jecka, you can’t be serious”

that’s literally all I remember but I stg it had more substance😭😭

HELP I FORGOT I WROTE THISSS 😭😭 bro came in when I NEEDED youuujj 😼😼😽

Literally the WEEK Ive had…

Ari’s made me giggle ngl 🫶 it was very nice (I read pms-img as pmo-img for like five minutes) 😋

Okay im like, spekial so im gonna keep asking the most absurd asks abt class of 09 girls because I actually have nothing better to do w my life (I need to be writing a speech for my English test rn)

Anyway

Bevause im like..dying right now from CRAMPS and craving (I fucking hate cravings so much like no I don’t want to eat leave me ALONE 🥸)

Awh at WID he class of 09 girls b like on their period 💔

Or alternately, what wud it b like if jecka was on her period and Nicole is very badly trying to help bevause shes just a trans 🦿 (is that offensive????) 😞😼😛🙏❤️💕🤪❤️🥰🤞😜🚬🚬🚬🥸🤪👩🏿‍🦰🚬🦿👉🏻🙂 I need to sleep

I hope you wrote your essay, and you ate some good food. (also your emoji use scares me but it adds character so go off)

Lmao I don't think the trans Nicole hc is offensive but I'm not a trans woman so who am I to say? I think a lot of the time, people take strong woman characters and headcanon them as trans and I personally don't know what that means as a community but that's a different convo.

Jecka: is super whiny on her period. Asking Nicole to go get her this and that and " No that's the wrong brand of chips." It's the one time Nicole will allow Jecka to boss her around so she let's her soak up the power for the week.

Nicole: becomes a recluse when she's on her period. Similar to when she's sick, she doesn't want to be bothered, she doesn't speak to anyone. She holes herself up in her room with enough snacks and water to last her the week and then comes back like nothing happened. When she was younger, she definitely used it as an excuse to be a bitch, get out of class, make men uncomfortable, etc.

Kelly: is so emotional. I don't think she's a big crier but she'll drop a piece of food on the ground and start sobbing like "This is the end of the world, I should just kms now." And she doesn't know why she's being insane until she checks her calendar like "Oh it makes sense now." I also think she uses it as an excuse to skip class and take a nap in the nurse's office or something.

Ari: gets super angry when she's pms-ing. She has a pretty silent anger to her but when she's on her period she'll just snap at anyone for any reason and then as she's coming off her period she pretends like it's completely normal as if she wasn't screaming at a teacher for giving her a B- on Tuesday.

Emily: Huge cry baby and even clingier than normal. In my universe where Jecka and Emily share Nicole as a partner, they sync up and Nicole has to deal with these two blubbering losers all week. Emily fully threatens to jump into oncoming traffic if her heating pad isn't perfectly right (and she's real for that).

Blue - Jecka

Red - Nicole

Yellow - ari

Green - Emily

A personal hc i had for Nicole is that she looks just like her dad and acts just like him too. Which is why her mother can't stand her most of the time.

Emiari is so cute bru…….

Emily gets overly jealous when other people talk to Ari like, affectionately (like Ari’s other friends) and it just really jarring for Emily idk

Jecka childhood headcanons 😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓👩🏿‍🦰😓😓😓😓😓😓😓 (and my silly jeckily fanart I’ll never finished but wanted to share 😽)

YOUR ART IS SO GOOD???? i’m stealing your artstyle fr /j

Jecka and her mom were super close growing up, very much a mini version of her mom. They’d go on shopping sprees together and spa days.

Jecka had a bob phase when she was like 7 bc she cut off all of her hair playing hairdresser with one of her friends.

Jecka has garbage eyesight and she started wearing glasses when she was a little little kid. She looked like a bug with these giant glasses on her tiny head.

I think Jecka was such a little loser need growing up. I already have a hc that she’s a die hard kpop stan and i’m saying it again here. She definitely got into them in middle school but once she realized it wasn’t cool, she kept that in the vault of hidden interests.

I also think she was a big science nerd. She loves to learn but hates how much time school takes up.

I wish I had more but my brain is clogged up with my WIPs lol

Gotta repost my old art cus my fuckass account got terminated 💔

This took way longer than I’d like to admit 💔

I hope someone sees my vision here jeez 😭

You don't see stars here, they're just city lights

I think back to where you live and how you can see the entire sky.

It's occasional, sometimes I'll see the moon

And I'll think of you

Jecka’s left for college, shes left home, cut contact with everyone, and starting over. However it’s not the same like it is back home, where she would sit on the roof with Nicole and look at the stars, and the moon. The moon she can’t see anymore. She tries hard to see it and the star once more, but she’s unable to.

My mom will convince me, and I'll get the courage to ask

We will get coffee in Canton and you'll nervously laugh

When we hug, 'cause we don't hug, we never used to do that

We don't do that

Nicole’s mom finally gets her to leave the house, and it ends up being when Nicole texts Jecka after 6 months asking to meet again, for coffee. She thinks it’s gay, but you gotta do what you gotta do. When they finally see each other again, they’re awkward and nervous and unsure in what to do, and that spirals into an awkward hug, that doesn’t feel like “them”. They never hugged (besides when they were drunk or high off of their tits) and it just doesn’t feel right because it wasn’t their thing and wasn’t about to become it either.

Sometimes I go to sleep

And I'm still 17

You still live down my street

You're not mad at me

Sometimes Jecka falls asleep in her shitty college bed, and if she thinks hard enough it’s like being back home. Home where she was able to walk a few minutes and she’d be at Nicole’s house. She misses this but Nicole isn’t good for her. Jecka had always thought Nicole was made at her for leaving, so when she starts thinking, Nicole isn’t mad. In fact, shes happy - something Jecka didnt normally see, but genuinely loved it.

And in that dream, I will say everything I wanted

That every day after May, I haven't found what I needed

No one has come close to you

And I don't think anyone will

The said thoughts become a constant dream for the next week, and Jecka’s able to spill her guts to Nicole. She’s rambling about anything and everything when she starts talking about how leaving her feels like a piece of her was missing, and she hasn’t found something to permanently fill it, because nothing will ever come close to Nicole. She was like a rare, one of a kind artifiact you could never replace.

Sometimes I go to sleep

And I'm still 17

You still live down my street

You're not mad at me

Nicole still lives at her mom’s house, paying rent but unemployed. Most nights she lays in bed, mind wandering but it always comes back to jecka. She falls asleep and shes once again in her prime era - being seventeen - and everything back to normal. Jecka is still a ten minute walk away (it would be five but Nicole cant be asked to walk faster). Ever since jecka left, Nicole blamed herself, for no particular reason. She just felt like it was fitting - everything was her fault anyway, this wasn’t anything special. Except it hurt worse when jecka stopped texting and calling. “Shes mad at me” was a constant thought, but now, in her stupid yet comforting make believe land, Jecka isn’t angry at her, and they’re smoking cigarettes in her bedroom again.

I have a feeling you got everything you wanted

And you're not wasting time stuck here like me

You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened

The world ended when it happened to me

Jecka always wanted to go to college, and do something with her life. She was getting everything she wanted - a well paying job, a rich husband, a new life with no toxicity or abuse or drugs. Nothing to ruin the perfect image she was slowly building brick by brick, chapter by chapter, line by line. She wasn’t wasting time like Nicole, who was still taking every pill in the medicine cabinet. Like Nicole, who was staying in bed until 6pm the next day, wasting away. Like Nicole, who couldnt move out of her mom’s house because she had learned to be depends on her. Jecka would say it was a small thing, her moving away “I’ll still call you, dumbass,” but being left alone with her thoughts, the only one left who hadn’t gotten their life together yet might if actually ended Nicole’s world.

I have a feeling you got everything you wanted

And you're not wasting time stuck here like me

You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened

The world ended when it happened to me

Jecka thinks back about Nicole, and that girl has what she wanted - no job, no school, drugs and alcohol and a bed. She had razor blades, and shit - maybe she would kill herself before she was 30. It didn’t seem much, and probably stupid to other people, but they didn’t know Nicole like Jecka did. College had been a slow, slow walk so far - Jecka felt like she had learned nothing, since she learned all this back in high school. It felt like she was wasting away at her desk, slaving over her laptop and a bit of A4 paper. Nicole always seemed uncaring or unaffected when jecka mentioned college. It was a small thing, supposedly. It didn’t matter, because they were only high school friends anyway - this was destined to happen. However Nicole didnt know how Jecka would lay there and sob, because she was fucking her life over. She didn’t want a career in the medical field. She didn’t want a rich husband. She didn’t want a new life; she wanted something small, but payed her rent - or something big like an actor, so she could get the attention she craved. She didn’t want a rich husband - shit, she didn’t even like guys! She wanted a wife. Or girlfriend or whatever you called it. She didn’t want a new life - she wanted the messy, toxic one she had before with Nicole. Her world collapsed inwards when she started her car, her own glassy eyes catching Nicole’s dead ones in the rear view mirror.

When it happened to me, when it happened to me

They both have no idea how much it’s affected the other, being apart and not talking. It’s like a telepathic sort of thing, or voodoo or whatever. It physically hurt them both.

I have a feeling you got everything you wanted.

Jecka got to go to college, and start over

And you're not wasting time stuck here like me

Nicole is wasting away in bed, doing drugs and getting drunk by midday

You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened

They both said it wasn’t a big deal

The world ended when it happened to me

Yet they feel empty and unfixable without each other. They had one fragment of themselves missing, and nothing was the right size to fix it, like a jigsaw puzzle. So until something happens, they’ll remain memories just out of reach.

Idk what this means but I could make a sick edit of them if it was a show 💔💔 @st4rlight-kayz @spaceboyden @silverwasafukintrainwreck @polomarco2

can someone write or draw domestic Jeckole pls like them doing normal couple stuff 🙏🏻🙏🏻 (doing coke tg, watching TV, eating, kissing etc)