annoying ass gay couple attached at the hip
Luka, saki, meiki, Nene and Akito in their matching fits š½
Chat we love Emily š¼š¼ lwk these eat tho
Heyyy
I like ur co09 HCS >.<
Can I ask Abt ur Emily Headcanons (or fav co09 girl idrm) š©·š©·
Hiii and thank you ^^
Youre in luck because im an Emily fanboy all the way!! š©µ
(putting the ones from the other post here too bc why not lol)
Her hair is FUCKED. She dyed it every color on the visible light spectrum at some point in middle school. Got tired of the maintenance and bleached it the summer before freshman year. She likes the blonde enough to keep re-bleaching her roots but still dyes her ends occasionally
Told people she was a unicorn-wolf-vampire-human hybrid from outer space in elementary school
She realized she was bi after falling for Nicole and never had eyes for any other girl since. She took Ari to their first pride event in college
She is very short. Like almost didn't hit 5'0 short
Embraced the early 2010s internet and scene aesthetic
Has bipolar and BPD with psychotic symptoms. Hospitalized multiple times for svicide attempts and violent behavior (never actually k1lled anyone but got wayy too close once)
Only stays in relationships for the drvgs and s3x
Possessive/jealous lover in denial
Moved out of her parents' house during a fight to live with her boyfriend at the time. Dumped him a week later during a split and ended up couch-surfing until she found someone new
Does not get better as an adult. In fact she gets so so much worse
Uhh yeah hope these didn't suck loll š
This took way longer than Iād like to admit š
I hope someone sees my vision here jeez š
You don't see stars here, they're just city lights
I think back to where you live and how you can see the entire sky.
It's occasional, sometimes I'll see the moon
And I'll think of you
Jeckaās left for college, shes left home, cut contact with everyone, and starting over. However itās not the same like it is back home, where she would sit on the roof with Nicole and look at the stars, and the moon. The moon she canāt see anymore. She tries hard to see it and the star once more, but sheās unable to.
My mom will convince me, and I'll get the courage to ask
We will get coffee in Canton and you'll nervously laugh
When we hug, 'cause we don't hug, we never used to do that
We don't do that
Nicoleās mom finally gets her to leave the house, and it ends up being when Nicole texts Jecka after 6 months asking to meet again, for coffee. She thinks itās gay, but you gotta do what you gotta do. When they finally see each other again, theyāre awkward and nervous and unsure in what to do, and that spirals into an awkward hug, that doesnāt feel like āthemā. They never hugged (besides when they were drunk or high off of their tits) and it just doesnāt feel right because it wasnāt their thing and wasnāt about to become it either.
Sometimes I go to sleep
And I'm still 17
You still live down my street
You're not mad at me
Sometimes Jecka falls asleep in her shitty college bed, and if she thinks hard enough itās like being back home. Home where she was able to walk a few minutes and sheād be at Nicoleās house. She misses this but Nicole isnāt good for her. Jecka had always thought Nicole was made at her for leaving, so when she starts thinking, Nicole isnāt mad. In fact, shes happy - something Jecka didnt normally see, but genuinely loved it.
And in that dream, I will say everything I wanted
That every day after May, I haven't found what I needed
No one has come close to you
And I don't think anyone will
The said thoughts become a constant dream for the next week, and Jeckaās able to spill her guts to Nicole. Sheās rambling about anything and everything when she starts talking about how leaving her feels like a piece of her was missing, and she hasnāt found something to permanently fill it, because nothing will ever come close to Nicole. She was like a rare, one of a kind artifiact you could never replace.
Sometimes I go to sleep
And I'm still 17
You still live down my street
You're not mad at me
Nicole still lives at her momās house, paying rent but unemployed. Most nights she lays in bed, mind wandering but it always comes back to jecka. She falls asleep and shes once again in her prime era - being seventeen - and everything back to normal. Jecka is still a ten minute walk away (it would be five but Nicole cant be asked to walk faster). Ever since jecka left, Nicole blamed herself, for no particular reason. She just felt like it was fitting - everything was her fault anyway, this wasnāt anything special. Except it hurt worse when jecka stopped texting and calling. āShes mad at meā was a constant thought, but now, in her stupid yet comforting make believe land, Jecka isnāt angry at her, and theyāre smoking cigarettes in her bedroom again.
I have a feeling you got everything you wanted
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened
The world ended when it happened to me
Jecka always wanted to go to college, and do something with her life. She was getting everything she wanted - a well paying job, a rich husband, a new life with no toxicity or abuse or drugs. Nothing to ruin the perfect image she was slowly building brick by brick, chapter by chapter, line by line. She wasnāt wasting time like Nicole, who was still taking every pill in the medicine cabinet. Like Nicole, who was staying in bed until 6pm the next day, wasting away. Like Nicole, who couldnt move out of her momās house because she had learned to be depends on her. Jecka would say it was a small thing, her moving away āIāll still call you, dumbass,ā but being left alone with her thoughts, the only one left who hadnāt gotten their life together yet might if actually ended Nicoleās world.
I have a feeling you got everything you wanted
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened
The world ended when it happened to me
Jecka thinks back about Nicole, and that girl has what she wanted - no job, no school, drugs and alcohol and a bed. She had razor blades, and shit - maybe she would kill herself before she was 30. It didnāt seem much, and probably stupid to other people, but they didnāt know Nicole like Jecka did. College had been a slow, slow walk so far - Jecka felt like she had learned nothing, since she learned all this back in high school. It felt like she was wasting away at her desk, slaving over her laptop and a bit of A4 paper. Nicole always seemed uncaring or unaffected when jecka mentioned college. It was a small thing, supposedly. It didnāt matter, because they were only high school friends anyway - this was destined to happen. However Nicole didnt know how Jecka would lay there and sob, because she was fucking her life over. She didnāt want a career in the medical field. She didnāt want a rich husband. She didnāt want a new life; she wanted something small, but payed her rent - or something big like an actor, so she could get the attention she craved. She didnāt want a rich husband - shit, she didnāt even like guys! She wanted a wife. Or girlfriend or whatever you called it. She didnāt want a new life - she wanted the messy, toxic one she had before with Nicole. Her world collapsed inwards when she started her car, her own glassy eyes catching Nicoleās dead ones in the rear view mirror.
When it happened to me, when it happened to me
They both have no idea how much itās affected the other, being apart and not talking. Itās like a telepathic sort of thing, or voodoo or whatever. It physically hurt them both.
I have a feeling you got everything you wanted.
Jecka got to go to college, and start over
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
Nicole is wasting away in bed, doing drugs and getting drunk by midday
You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened
They both said it wasnāt a big deal
The world ended when it happened to me
Yet they feel empty and unfixable without each other. They had one fragment of themselves missing, and nothing was the right size to fix it, like a jigsaw puzzle. So until something happens, theyāll remain memories just out of reach.
Idk what this means but I could make a sick edit of them if it was a show šš @st4rlight-kayz @spaceboyden @silverwasafukintrainwreck @polomarco2
I am a god, Jecka
UR WELCOME BBY
Jecka x Emily British hcs?? šš½šš½ (holy fuck I need a creative ship name for them)
I mean, I just call them jeckily but il heāll think of a more creative one š
- Theyre very āpopular cus theyre pretty/nice but disruptive/misbehaving x popular cus she starts on everyone, has been suspended three times consistently, disruptive but funny ā
Does that make sense idk
- They dgaf abt year 7ās, they SHOVE in the lunch lines, in the hallway, on the stairs. They donāt care š
- Emily is always copying off of Jeckaās work, when theyāre not in English, science or maths (because of sets), Emilyās in b1, b2 and b3 for them, and Jeckaās in a1 or a2. But during things like history or geography Emily copies.
- Emily is mooching off of Jeckaās fancy stationary (when sheās on her own shes using floor loot š but lwk same)
- Getting detentions/iso together (jecka was doing her makeup and Emily shoved a year 7 down the stairs)
- Jecka turns up presentable, pretty and such, maybe half an hour late (cant b too late or sheāll get beat), or not coming in at all. Emily rolls up at lunch or later, trainers, missing blazer, tie, untucked shirt, buttons missing from said shirt, no bag, no equipment, smudged makeup, messy hair and a tenner in her bra running off of red bull.
- Redbull winter edition x Watermelon monster (mainly redbull x monster)
- They skip things like PSHE to run around the building.
- The opinions on teachers: āI hope that fat bitch fucking kills herself,ā āaww, no, shes actually sweet you just donāt like to listen cus you have odd or some shitā
- Emily actually does struggle with school a lot, which is why her attendance is like 50% and below. Whenever something happens she goes straight to jecka for emotional support ( when theyāre separated in the seating plan itās normally: āim not allowed to move because she had separation anxietyā āyeah, I have separation anxiety, im not allowed to move,ā which is somewhat the truth)
- the amount of times theyāve been put on report.
- Jecka brought vodka in her water bottle and Emily brought cigarettes and they got drunk on the field. Until they got caught by SLT and got a 17 day suspension, with internal exclusion for a week.
THATS all I can think of rlly šš
This is like that one progman fic where Nicole and Jecka are coming home and they almost crash and Nicole stats tweaking out because shes rlly horny and ends up calling Jedka mommy š that fic was like a fever dream tbh I read it at 4am š©āš¤ it was funny though because I didnāt read the tags
I had a dream that I was writing a fic where Jecka was having some kind of breakdown and she was begging Nicole to just kiss her so she didnāt have to think about anything and Nicole was stunned bc she never saw Jecka so unstable. I can barely remember what it was
ātake of ur shirtā
ājecka, you canāt be seriousā
thatās literally all I remember but I stg it had more substancešš
can someone write or draw domestic Jeckole pls like them doing normal couple stuff šš»šš» (doing coke tg, watching TV, eating, kissing etc)
Do you have emiari hcs (theyāre my life and soul)
I knowā¦.emiari is too underrated ššš
Emily is sort of envious of Ariās red colored hair
Ari is head over heels for Emilyās style, sheās has very little self esteem so she looks up to Emily for going all out wit teh scene culture :3
(I might think of more, just kinda eepy rn)
future au..