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This is rlly random but i headcannon that nicole used to be really close with her brother and played video games with him when she was younger and when she found out about the things he was doing it really messed her up and partook in her distrust of men

Stoppp I actually love this hccc, actually this is the one that helped me make mine 😭

I headcanons (this is actually a bit dark btw so uh) that video games were the only way her brother could get Nicole to focus on something else so he could be a pedo and touch himself 🙂 and Nicole didnt realise for a WHILE and when she did then he stopped touching himself and starting touching her instead… 💔 so uh yeah 😭

girl I am right here I've been trying to make jeckelly got a while but I could find the motivation but I made HCs on my old account before it got FICKIGBTERMINATEJXLAKJ

jeckelly fanart coming

bc apparently no one ships them even though they are awesome together

plsss where's jeckelly nation

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I like to think Nicole's dad was somewhat an meh parent, who did the basics but nothing more, so Nicole sqw him as lazy mostly, so that combined with her pedo brother gave Nicole the view that men are lazy pedophilic pricks (the pricks part comes from her mum's ex husband's 👅)

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I haven't had many sad Nicole headcanon ideas but I have a lot of opinions about her and her dad so l'll use those.

Even after everything, Nicole doesn’t hate her dad. She always craved his love and validation. So through her grief, she feels like a loser when she reminisces on the actual good times with him when she was a little kid. After what he did she fully decided that he was an asshole no matter what. When she has bad depression days, her mind drifts to when he would play his favorite cassette tapes in the car when he'd pick her up from school, or the few times she can remember him putting one of her drawings on the fridge.

This, mixed with her brother obviously being a predator shaped her views about all men which led to her trying her best to ruin every relationship her mom has been in and taking advantage to other boys/ men in her life. I don’t think this is much of a hot take as one of her core principles is “all men are evil and boys will just grow up to be evil so what’s the point in treating them like people?” I don’t think it’s right but it’s not hard to see why she sees the world that way, I just like analyzing her as a character.

When she was a younger kid (maybe that preteen phase), she had a stepdad that was truly a decent guy. He tried to get to know her and would take her out to eat when her mom was being extra mean. She still didn’t like him because she didn’t want some guy trying to be her dad when she still had one, he just lived a town over it’s not like he was dead. She was pretty averse to the guy being nice to her but she eventually began to open up just enough to let him hug her. Unfortunately a few weeks later, him and her mom got divorced and they had to move again.

She gets really angry when she feels even a little sad about her dad and it doesn't get better until she's an adult and she finally goes to therapy.

I don't like Nicole's mom but Nicole has a bad habit of saying she's gonna off herself "like dad" when they get in screaming matches and for those moments, her mom has a piece of clarity like "Oh wow my daughter needs help." but then they just go back to their cycle of not speaking and arguing.

Her dad began to push her away shortly after him and her mom got divorced and she never got a clear answer as to why. When she would ask her mom “Why doesn’t dad like me!” her moms bitterness would show through with her just saying “He’s a broke loser. Don’t worry about what he thinks” which didn’t make her feel all that much better.

This was gonna be way shorter but now I’m on a roll so I’m gonna write a thing analyzing Nicole’s relationship with/ view on men so thank you for giving me more brain worms.

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Oiay well im crashingout rn bc I think my friends HATE MEEE 💔💔😔 ik it’s horrible and I don’t wanna go in tmr but I want my Easter egg 😼

Anyway

I want your most gut wrentchingly sad Emily OR jecka headcanons. And no bs like their hamster died when they were 4, but worse 👩🏿‍🦰

OKAYYY ERM..

Emily

Emily saw a gun commercial at the age of 6, when she saw the actor pulling the trigger... she was absolutely traumatized– but she wanted to try it on herself (holy shit) and after sneaking into her dad's bedroom later that night, she found his pistol and aimed for her head, it didn't go off the first time– but the second time was.. yeah.

She did have a crush on Nicole but when she witnessed what kind of a bitch she was with Ari, e.g, choking her in public, she was terrified of Nicole, since then? Emily has been avoiding her and secretly dated Jecka behind her back. (Should I make a fic about this?)

Emily hasn't recovered from that gun incident, everytime she sees one, she ends up freaking the fuck out– Jecka and Ari have to comfort her everytime she has a panic attack.

Emily lashes out on Nicole when she sees her with Ari because of 2 reasons. 1). She hates when Nicole puts her (Ari) hands on her but she doesn't do shit about it because she can't fight. 2). Ari had a crush on Emily but after Nicole convinced her that she was an affectionate partner– She kissed her immediately and Nicole pushed her off.

Emily has attachment issues, she has to be by Jecka or Ari 24/7 because she has nightmares because of.. (hint: the first hc)

Emily tried to commit arson to Nicole's house twice. That's how much she can't fucking stand Nicole, she wants her to die, after abusing, and torturing Ari anyways.

Jecka

Jecka can't keep up with Nicole's bullshit, after trying to keep her accountable multiple times, she gives up.

Jecka has also seen Nicole's abusive actions and tries to befriend Ari so she can convince her to break up with Nicole.

Jecka does have PTSD from Nicole threatening to beat the shit out of her– That's why she's always wearing hoodies so she doesn't get exposed to her peers or sent to therapy.

Emily and Jecka actually have a great friendship, passing Adderall and Xanax to each other during classes is a way they cope with the memories of Nicole.

Jecka often started wearing blue because of Emily. Nicole used to wear blue but, holy shit– that would trigger her as well.

Jecka has teamed up with Em multiple times to fuck up Nicole's life, her image and everything. They even brought her her dad's suicide and she ended up crying in the bathroom later that day, they laughed at her. (Payback for fucking with Ari <3)

IF THESE AREN'T GUT-WRENCHING ENOUGH IM SORRYY😭😭 Poor Emily tho😔

ari is such an underrated villain. that girl is a manipulative evil cunt and i love her for it

🔥🔥 Nicole my dead person hanging from the ceiling

TW// graphic? SH and su1cide </3

OKAY SO BASICALLY 💔 (the fucking FlipaClip watermark is sending me)

I FEEL SO CREATIVE FOR THIS BUT IK SOME BITS OOOK CLEAN AND THEN OTHER MESSSY BUT THE MESSY LINES R SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT THE INCONSISTENCY AND UNSTABILITY OF NICOLE AND JECKA’S FRIENDSHIIP & JECKA’S LIFE 😓

And I was gonna colour it and make Nicole turn more grey towards the end (representing DEPRESSION) but I was lwk too lazy to do that <3

Anyway also the end bit is making me laugh cus it’s all shaky and then it just stops shaking when it’s showing the song and that 😭😭

@spaceboyden @scenescarz @silverwasafukintrainwreck @rookienoobyk @kwamiwayzz @st4rlight-kayz @polomarco2 :3

Jecka's mom WIP. This is how I imagine her mom would look like.

chat I think its rizz

The amount of times I've brought this up to @silverwasafukintrainwreck 😭

how do you not ship literally all of the class of 09 girl characters with all of the other girls?