New Journal Entry ✪

NSFW-ish Jeckole headcanon ahead

When Jecka's birthday comes around, she uses it as an excuse to play the "top" in her dynamic with Nicole.

Nicole, of course, refuses because she doesn't want to be "some bottom bitch", but Jecka says she's literally only doing what Nicole does on her birthday when asking for free stuff at stores.

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"I don't see what the difference is," she points out.

"There's a big difference, Jecka. I'm just asking for free shit at places like IHOP or Cheesecake Factory or whatever. You're asking to turn me into some submissive hoe."

"I'm not turning you into a submissive hoe," Jecka argues, rolling her eyes. "I'm just asking for..." she pauses for moment, figuring out how to word her birthday demands, "...satisfaction."

"If you want satisfaction, the Red Light District is just a few blocks away," Nicole answers, deadpan.

"Ugh, you're so difficult."

"Should've thought about that before you went for me. Having second thoughts now?"

"No," Jecka throws a glare at her. "You're stuck with me, and I'm stuck with you no matter what. Now, bitch. Let me be the top for once!"

But Nicole still wouldn't budge.

Jecka sighs and decides maybe she could pull up a bargain. "Fine, if you let me be the top for once...I'll even let you...uh put cigarettes out on my neck."

"Wait, really?" Nicole's eyes light up.

She might regret that the moment Nicole brings out the cigs in bed. But anything to get her emotionally fucked up friend to be more vulnerable, and this includes during sex.

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And then after Nicole gives into the bargain, Jecka goes down on her and sees the scar from getting shot by the mall cop. She's probably fucked up her leg even more by not following the doctor's orders and using her cane to walk around. Jecka has told her multiple times to use it, but Nicole always refuses because her life sucks enough already. The last thing she wants is to be seen as "some cripple" when walking around in public.

Jecka ends up focusing a lot on the scar on Nicole's inner thigh before she actually goes down there. But Nicole isn't stopping her.

Js found out he ignored me for a week bc he was mad at me for shouting….

You did cook 🙏 you served and im fed cus im actually embedding these into my flesh thank you very much 😽😼

EMILY CHILDHOOD HEADCANONS OHNMY GOODDDDDD 😭🙏🙏🙏 how did I forget to askthissss (I probably have already asked I can’t remember tho💔)

You did but it was on your old account so I’m glad you’re asking again bc I cooked

Emily used to have a really good relationship with her parents but after she began displaying clear signs of mental illness things started to change for the worst. They got her help and yeah she’s on meds but she can tell they don’t like her very much and they wish they could have a “normal” daughter. Hence why she seeks out dangerous and unhealthy people to give her attention

She’s super super smart like straight As honor roll smart she just refuses to talk about it. I imagine school is too easy for her so it makes slipping into unhealthy habits easier bc she’s unfulfilled. Definitely on her gifted kid burnout shit. She would’ve been one of the preppy kids if she didn’t get into drugs so young

Another thing on her parents. They put a lot of pressure on her to be the best student that the gifted kid burnout set in very early, around 8th grade (13 or 14 years old) and she began to hang out with some bad influences to escape that pressure but it spiraled very quickly due to her mental illness

She strikes me as a daddy’s girl. Super spoiled, every good grade was another toy or trip somewhere. She still loves her dad but she can tell he’s so disappointed in her and when the good attention got more sparse as her grades slipped, she noticed that he would pay less attention to her. Then comes the developing anger issues and I think he really did try to help her but he fell into that category of parents that “just wants their little girl back” and can’t acknowledge that she’s growing and changing into an actual person

I don’t wanna go into that “soft dad and bitch mom” archetype but I do think some of her mental issues come from her mom. She pushed into a lot of unhealthy ways of thinking. Making sure her grades were the most important thing and not prioritizing her mental health.

Emily is the smallest baby girl i love her deeply and she should be the happiest ever

I got distracted

I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

This is actually so cuteee!!!!! I love eur art style smh

Jeckari realness, someone on twitter mentioned this being like a flip-side ending where Jecka ends up in a relationship with Ari and that's just what this drawing is now. The ends scene for that route. (+ the sketch and the no kisses ver. Under cut)

i can’t believe i haven’t seen ONE hanahaki deisease jeckole fic. i don’t even like hanahaki fics that much they make me too sad but WHERE ARE THEY

TW// graphic? SH and su1cide </3

OKAY SO BASICALLY 💔 (the fucking FlipaClip watermark is sending me)

I FEEL SO CREATIVE FOR THIS BUT IK SOME BITS OOOK CLEAN AND THEN OTHER MESSSY BUT THE MESSY LINES R SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT THE INCONSISTENCY AND UNSTABILITY OF NICOLE AND JECKA’S FRIENDSHIIP & JECKA’S LIFE 😓

And I was gonna colour it and make Nicole turn more grey towards the end (representing DEPRESSION) but I was lwk too lazy to do that <3

Anyway also the end bit is making me laugh cus it’s all shaky and then it just stops shaking when it’s showing the song and that 😭😭

@spaceboyden @scenescarz @silverwasafukintrainwreck @rookienoobyk @kwamiwayzz @st4rlight-kayz @polomarco2 @honeynutkorios :3

Iapartnelt Im lazy so I've been sent to go cleaning w my nan... 🙂

Someone needs to take away the mha editors phone privileges I’ve been sitting here crying for the past 20 minutes