I Am Going To Kms Why Are All The Lights On Why Is My Throat Covered In Blisters Why Am I Coughing 24/7

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

From officially 3 minutes ago, 2 red bulls and 3 monsters

queef queen quinn

r u high😭

jeckole week idea!! past/ future concept?? (i know it’s already day 5 but idc) either them meeting as young kids or adult jeckole

I just nearly sent my nan the pregnant man emoji 🫃🫃

Im gonna wrote it when I cba 😼

And my silly wip 😝😝 (Gecko cant even sleep with her own gf 💔💔 and it looks better now cus this is old and I us don’t have another picture)

HELP I JUST REALISED THATTT 😭😭

I think about this scene a lot

OMG MY MOM CHECKED MY PHONE AND I WAS SO SCARED SHE WAS GONNA FIND TUMBLR

Jecka had been at Nicole’s house all day, not that she was complaining it wasn’t like she had a better way to spend her Saturday. Besides she felt better about being there now that Nicole’s brother was in jail. They hadn’t really done anything, stayed sober unfortunately, laid around, minimal talking even. Even as she left to go home she could feel Nicole’s eyes on her, she had been staring at her a lot lately hadn’t she? Whatever don’t read into it, she was probably plotting something. She cleared her throat, “See you tomorrow probably.” She called as she turned her head, Nicole was still slumped against her headboard, tapping at her laptop as she lazily raised her head to acknowledge she heard her.

“Bye.”

Dry, not that Jecka hadn’t expected that, truly it was the only real way Nicole spoke. And out she went, checking her phone was in her pocket as she went down the stairs. She waved to Nicole’s Mom on the couch and made her way out to her car, she started it up and began pulling out when her phone buzzed. She put it in park and dug in her shallow pocket, she flipped her phone open to see a text from Nicole,

‘miss u’

‘i havent even left your fucking driveway yet’

‘so come back’

‘my mom will be pissed if i dont come home nicole’

‘you hate your mom anyway come back’

Jecka leaned her head back against her headrest, despite her demeanor with everyone else, and well even with her in public, this truly wasn’t out of character for Nicole when they were alone recently. She’d gotten all clingy, Jecka suspected whatever thing she had going on with Ari last month actually awoke something in her. Whatever not her business, she pulled back up and shut her car off, casually walking back inside despite the disappointed look it earned her from Nicole’s Mom.

When she got back to Nicole’s room she saw Nicole had barely moved beyond sliding down to stare at the ceiling and tossing her laptop on the ground. “Hey.” Jecka greeted, unsure if Nicole even knew she was there, Nicole scooted over, obviously inviting her to lay down. Jecka breathed a half sigh half laugh through her nose, why did Nicole know how to speak to her silently so well? She laid down beside her, joining her vain attempt at staring a hole through the popcorn ceiling. “This is really fucking boring Nicole, it’s like you want me to go home.” She teased, knowing that’s all it would take, just as expected Nicole rolled onto her side and hurriedly wrapped her arm around Jecka, keeping her where she lay. God, new gay ass Nicole was so easy. Jecka giggled to herself.

“Are you going to stay?” Nicole asked in a small voice, okay that, that was new. Jecka wasn’t sure if she liked that, it barely even sounded like Nicole, “Sure why not,” she answered, “Gotta go get something to sleep in though.” She finished as she tried to sit up, Nicole kept her down, “I’ll lend you something. Just, stay.” Okay maybe the voice is growing on her a little, fuck. “Fuck me for being sappy but, are you okay?” Jecka asked, Nicole didn’t answer for a while, just breathing into Jecka’s shoulder. “When am I?” She finally answered, her voice back to its normal monotone. “No.” Jecka sat up, forcefully enough this time to escape Nicole’s grasp, god she was strong for such a scrawny bitch. “You’re acting fucking weird. Is there something I need to know?” She asked, Nicole held onto her arm, clearly thinking, “No, I just don’t want you to leave.” There was that small voice again, Jecka exhaled hard before she laid back down to continue being Nicole’s personal stuffed animal. “Fine.”

It wasn’t so bad anyway.

Yeyeye

And I'm back (it's been 5 seconds) 😼

Autistic Nicole is literally my fav thing icl 😔✊ so what r ur thoughts on that too

As a psych student i have to disagree, the only characters i think have potential to be autistic are Jeffery and maybe Ari (???)

Nicole does definitely have a pd of some sort though, my brain is just too mushy to figure out which one atm

Gonna reblog or edit this later and get back to you on that

Jecka has thought many times about ending it all on her parents birthdays/anniversary/mother or Father’s Day so they’d feel some sort of guilt or regret about neglecting and abusing her. She fell asleep every time before she said she’d do it.

Luka, saki, meiki, Nene and Akito in their matching fits 🗽