Nicole Trauma Hcs??? 😽
Nicole trauma hcs??? 😽
Oh…..oh….. 💔
- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from
- Her mums ex’s have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred
- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didn’t care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)
- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldn’t make her dad stay. Since it’s more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ‘revenge’, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.
- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment
- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.
- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.
- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba she’d accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldn’t be called “selfish” for taking the “easy way out”; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.
- She’s not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldn’t allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.
- Nicole is an empty shell of what could’ve been someone with a bright future.
- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the “casual” drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. She’s “knows” she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesn’t see the point in trying because there’s no way to turn it around this late into her life.
- Since she sees herself as friendless, there’s nothing to do where they live, and she feels like she’s wasting everyone’s time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didn’t shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadn’t been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.
😓😓 sorry Kay
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I'm picking.............class of 09 for shits and no giggles
Favoirite character: uh it changes every day (Nicole Emily or Jecka)
Favourite villain: is there villains in co09?? Ig I'll pick miss Lynn cus she only enabled it and didn't actually be a pedo so that's somewhat okay. WAIT NICOLE FUCKING COUNTS 😭😭 NICOLE. NICOLE IS MY FAVORITE VILLIAN SHES SO SILLY
FAvourite ship: jeckole. But it does fluctuate 😓 I like all ships tbh
Least favourite character: the councler. FUCK THAY CUNT I COULD GENUINLY RANT FOR HOURS ON WHY HES A PRICK AGGHHH HES ACTUALLY JARRING AND DISGUSTING
least favourite villain: all of the men. But uhhhh coach colby
Least favourite ship: kylar x Jeffery or anything incestual or pedophilic.
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Favourite character: Uzi doormar
Favourite Villian:Cyn
Favourite ship:Nuzi
Least favourite character:J
Least favourite villian:Absolute Solver
Least favourite ship:NV
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This is so pretty <3
emijeckole hcs or smth even tho no one asked
Nicknames : E - J : Jecks/babe/pretty girl E - N : Nic/ babe N - E : Babe/em/ems/ho N - J : Jecks/ho/babe/bitch J - E : Em/Ems/Babe(s)/bitch J - N : Nic/Babe/bitch/beautiful
(Future + Present) Nicole is really the only one who can cook real meals. They can all do microwave/oven meals, but thats as good as they get really. Emily can make pasta, and Jecka can make oven pizza but neither of them can make meals like nicole 💔
(Future) They all have self harm in some way and they all know they cant really stop eachover so they stock up on medical supplies like gauze and bandages so if they do need it its there
(Future) Nicole and Emily lwk forget to eat or if they do its takeaway or junk food (cus theyre too lazy to wash fruit or anything healthy) so jecka washes fruit and puts it in containers in the fridge so they actually get nutrients 💔
(Future + Present) Nicole and Jecka try hard to not accidentally piss Emily off because hg gets violent quick 😭
(Future) They all have VERY intense emotions. Nicole gets jealous strongly, so if she feels like Jecka and Emily are hanging out with eachover/other people more than her than usual, she'll immediately mute their notifications, not speak to them unless its dire, isolate herself away from them etc etc. She also gets great bouts of depression where she will just lay in bed all day, no eating no drinking no showering. She'll cut more than usual, cry at least twice, refuse to be near Emily or Jecka and its just a whole mess until the other two realise. Jecka gets angry incredibly quickly, mainly thanks to her dad. She likes the apartment tidy, basic cleanliness and presentable, since a lot of the time her own home was covered in alcohol bottles, used needles, and general nastiness unless 'work friends' were coming over. When Nicole or Emily leave their empty beer cans or half full takeaway on the coffee table it genuinely enrages her. During arguments, she can and will get loud and almost physical - but she does catch herself before she swings at one of the others. She'll shout a lot, she'll scream, most the nights the neighbours think that they're having a domestic. She'll also give the two silent treatment a lot over something as simple as living dishes in the sink, even though they could of rinsed it and put it in the dishwasher. She takes a lot of xanax to calm herself most days. Emily has BPD so she basically just lives her life like everyone who has BPD. (i dont wanna mischaracterise BPD or anything so fi anyone cud help me write this it wud b aprreciated
(Future) They have a minecraft world. Nicole built the house, Emily mined all of the resources and Jecka got a them a pet cat (Jecka doesnt know how to play for shit)
(Present) They skip to fuck in Emily's car, because Jecka doesn't want stains on her seats
(Present) How it started was Nicole and Jecka were like pining for each over and then Kelly 'accidentally' locked Jecka and Nicole into the kitchen pantry and left them there for like, 4 hours while she checked on Kylar in her yard to make sure no one was dead or there was a fire, and then Nicole and Jecka were both drunk and were like 'i rlly luv u and im drunk and i might b sick but ye' and then they made out and then dated 👍 And then the Emicole OD happened and Emily was like 'omg i rlly luv u nicole' and Nicole was like i have a gf and some other stuff and they had a threesoe and jecka didnt like it at first until Emily was started giving her discounts on adderal and xanax cus they were dating and gave her some spectacular head and then she was gud with it.
(Future) Jecka is a doctor, and lwk a really good one, Nicole is a tattoo artist, and Emily is unemployyed.
They all get really jealous, really quickly. And they all give eachover silent treatment when they're jealous
this felt really gay to write im sorry
i love when he vents to me in long paragraphs so i can send even longer ones back telling him how amazing he is and how he has so much potential and hes so smart and handsome and amazinf and clever and my bestest friend and i love him so much hes my shayla hes my everything i dont want him to die ever hes my world idc how fucked up he is in the head or how much he might hurt me becayse at the end of the day all that matters is that he's venting to me and i get to be the one who comforts him ❤
I got distracted
GOD I HAVE A NEW HYPERFIXATION COMING ON
immm highkeyy getting into class of '09!!! its gettin into my blood streamm mannn!! imm probs gonna post alot abt class of 09
i have some nicole and emily drawings mostly emily cause i love emily!!
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