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Im never actually going to fit in

Js found out he ignored me for a week bc he was mad at me for shouting….

I made a sticker of his dick on snap 😼

Hello pretty, I'm sorry I bumped into your d.m so rudely, but it happened that you got suggested on my timeline, so I decided to hit your d.m with an inbox to know if you would be interested in being my sugar babe♥️, weekly allowance worth $700, give me a feedback back if you're interested

Here’s my Snapchat: bowend_d

Here’s my telegram: bowen_derek

im in fucking Jr high read my fucking bio you creep.

@mariidkreally

@myl0v3l1f3

guys nicole was right every guys a pedo 🙏

jeckole week idea!! past/ future concept?? (i know it’s already day 5 but idc) either them meeting as young kids or adult jeckole

I just nearly sent my nan the pregnant man emoji 🫃🫃

Im gonna wrote it when I cba 😼

And my silly wip 😝😝 (Gecko cant even sleep with her own gf 💔💔 and it looks better now cus this is old and I us don’t have another picture)

CHAT GIVE ME FANFIC IDEAS I WANNNA OARTICIPATE INJECKOLE WEEK 💔💔💔💔

EmiAri Night Thoughts...

yo! what do you think Nicole and jecka what look like as adults?

(I wanna contribute smth too jeckole week but I have no idea what they would look like as adults)

sexy/j

Nicole would’ve probably somewhat scraped her life steady, so eyebags but not as heavy, maybe some acne scars on her forehead, she wouldn’t be as skinny as when she was a teen but still what people define as skinny, her hair possibly shorter. She has some tattoos on her arms, mainly on her inner wrists and one down her spine covering the ‘jesus saves’ tattoo. Probably has facial piercings too, (lip, nose, eyebrow etc). She would probably wear band T-shirts or just plain ones, ranging between baggy and fitting. She would probably have a lot of jeans and sweatpants too.

Jecka idk even know bro 😭

Lwk I just go off of these

CLASS of 09 YURI x TV GIRL ANIMATIC !!! FOR THE JECKOLE COMMUNITY YAYAYYAYYY elts get it to 600 views :33

everytime u draw Jecka from class of 09 without scars somewhere on the world a cute kitten dies 🥀

HELO THIS IS LIKE THE TIME I WA TALKING TO THIS 26 YR OLD FOR SJITS N GIGFLES AND I KEOT BLOCKING HIM AFYER CUS I FELT GROSS AND THEN I ADDED HIM BACK AFTER HE SENT A PICTURE OF JIS DICK AND I BLOCKED HIM AND JE WAS LIKE

R u serious Abt this

AND I WAS LIKE "yeah yeah" and some other stuff and he messaged me back like I WONT INTRODUCE YOU TO ANYONE ELSE I DONY WANT YOU TO HURT THE OTHERS AND I WAS SCREAMING BRO 💔😭

Hello pretty, I'm sorry I bumped into your d.m so rudely, but it happened that you got suggested on my timeline, so I decided to hit your d.m with an inbox to know if you would be interested in being my sugar babe♥️, weekly allowance worth $700, give me a feedback back if you're interested

Here’s my Snapchat: bowend_d

Here’s my telegram: bowen_derek

im in fucking Jr high read my fucking bio you creep.

@mariidkreally

@myl0v3l1f3

guys nicole was right every guys a pedo 🙏

Icl, I can’t WAIT for jeckole week day 6 it’s gonna be fire 🔥🔥

THIS IS WHAT IM SAYING BRO 💔

did anyone just realized nicole was likely raped by her older brother

I agree this is my answer to ur ask 🙏🏻

I don't think Nicole is always evil, but they lwk got a point kinda

@myl0v3l1f3

Something about Nicole’s suicide ending fills me with such indescribable sadness that I don’t know how to describe. The fact she’s just hanging there, the room was dark, the computer was on, the bed was not made, the whole house was dead silent. Don’t even get me SYARTED on the suicide note either:

“People are books, puzzles and pawns. In that order. First theyre read, then they’re figured out, then they’re persuaded”

People are read, figured out and persuaded as Nicole says herself, but theyre also open, confusing or difficult and gullible. In that order can be a reference to Nicole before the game, listing to her mom’s advice and being a “nice” child, but ending up being gullible and vulnerable in the end. Being confusing/difficult can be Nicole struggling to “fit in” in society, with the mindset and attitude she has.

“Some would call that wrongly manipulative but whats the alternative? Basically any advice my mom’s ever given me. “Dont be mean, don’t judge, be open,”,”

Nicole doesnt see another option besides manipulating people or being stupidly nice, with no in between. It shows the difference between how both of them think you should supposed ply act in society. Nicole thinks you should figure out how to change people to have control and ‘not get hurt’, whilst her mum thinks that you should be respectful, and - in Nicole’s eyes - vulnerable. An open target, really.

“And yeah sure but, that only works when men don’t wanna have sex with you. Be tolerant of guys who get off by choking you, no way that goes south.”

Nicole recognises that she CAN act like her mum says, she knows it’s an option, except she’s also aware that men do see woman as objects and things to stick their dicks in, and in a place where she is mostly interacting with men, it crosses it off as something she can do, because she knows if she does, she WILL get hurt. She’s aware that she’s supposed to ignore the warnings and calls it out but she’s also aware that she won’t be heard, by a majority of people.

“Whats wrong with a pizza delivery-boy with no career goals? Whens the last time you asked a pizza delivery-boy if he’s a rapist?”

I feel you can interpret this im different ways. I personally see it in two different lights - sarcastic (people like crispin are seen as people with no career goals, or realistic ones, and he’s most likely (obviously in Nicole’s eyes) a rapist, yet no one ever checks because they’re seen as less educated) and Nicole seeing no problem with ‘settling down’ with someone who doesn’t have a bright future ahead of him (idk I feel like this is a reach and doesnt make sense but this is the best I can describe what im thinking 😭)

“Theyre called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a nice person. And one day, if you’re a nice enough girl you’ll end up just like me”

If you call out people on shit behaviour, you’re seen as ‘disrespectful’ or something along those lines. If you ignore them, you might have a good life, but in the end you will be caught up in vulnerability. Nicole frequently called out and accused men of inappropriate behaviour, and she was both hated for it and liked for it, however in the end, she called out someone who didn’t have a line to cross and in the end she couldn’t ’handle?’ It, the pressure and most likefesr of what would happen to her, as again, the men in this game dont have a line they can cross.

“And just like my dad”

This is such a line. Nicole’s dad killed himself, yeah, and Nicole could just be referencing the fact they both died the same way, but were not told why he kills himself, we just know it’s apparently Nicole’s fault. This could open up so many different reasons on why he did it (Nicole’s mum giving him less visitation rights, the divorce, etc etc or just being under pressure). I think my favourite thoughts in this line is that potentially, Nicole knew why her dad killed himself, and only she alone had the actual reason, which is why she says it - knowing people will just think it’s because they’re both dead/died the same way

If you’re reading this, im dead.

Very obvious, shes dead.

Sorry if this is out of reach Icl as I was writing this I lwk confused myself 💔 but uhhhhhhhhh lmk how you felt abt it?? CUS I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO WNTS TO ACTUALLY START CRYING WHEN THEY SEE THE IMSGE RIGHT???

born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔

💀;

”my body my choice.”

We all chant in unison, slitting our thighs and wrists

ITS ONE AM YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS !

Awh ty!!!! 💗

Nicole trauma hcs??? 😽

Oh…..oh….. 💔

- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from

- Her mums ex’s have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred

- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didn’t care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)

- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldn’t make her dad stay. Since it’s more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ‘revenge’, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.

- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment

- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.

- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.

- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba she’d accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldn’t be called “selfish” for taking the “easy way out”; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.

- She’s not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldn’t allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.

- Nicole is an empty shell of what could’ve been someone with a bright future.

- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the “casual” drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. She’s “knows” she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesn’t see the point in trying because there’s no way to turn it around this late into her life.

- Since she sees herself as friendless, there’s nothing to do where they live, and she feels like she’s wasting everyone’s time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didn’t shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadn’t been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.

😓😓 sorry Kay

Nicole except she’ll die her mothers daughter whether she wants to or not

Nicole trauma hcs??? 😽

Oh…..oh….. 💔

- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from

- Her mums ex’s have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred

- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didn’t care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)

- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldn’t make her dad stay. Since it’s more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ‘revenge’, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.

- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment

- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.

- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.

- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba she’d accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldn’t be called “selfish” for taking the “easy way out”; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.

- She’s not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldn’t allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.

- Nicole is an empty shell of what could’ve been someone with a bright future.

- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the “casual” drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. She’s “knows” she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesn’t see the point in trying because there’s no way to turn it around this late into her life.

- Since she sees herself as friendless, there’s nothing to do where they live, and she feels like she’s wasting everyone’s time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didn’t shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadn’t been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.

😓😓 sorry Kay

silly jeckole picrew :)

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

🔥🔥 Nicole my dead person hanging from the ceiling

TW// graphic? SH and su1cide </3

OKAY SO BASICALLY 💔 (the fucking FlipaClip watermark is sending me)

I FEEL SO CREATIVE FOR THIS BUT IK SOME BITS OOOK CLEAN AND THEN OTHER MESSSY BUT THE MESSY LINES R SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT THE INCONSISTENCY AND UNSTABILITY OF NICOLE AND JECKA’S FRIENDSHIIP & JECKA’S LIFE 😓

And I was gonna colour it and make Nicole turn more grey towards the end (representing DEPRESSION) but I was lwk too lazy to do that <3

Anyway also the end bit is making me laugh cus it’s all shaky and then it just stops shaking when it’s showing the song and that 😭😭

@spaceboyden @scenescarz @silverwasafukintrainwreck @rookienoobyk @kwamiwayzz @st4rlight-kayz @polomarco2 :3

TW// graphic? SH and su1cide </3

OKAY SO BASICALLY 💔 (the fucking FlipaClip watermark is sending me)

I FEEL SO CREATIVE FOR THIS BUT IK SOME BITS OOOK CLEAN AND THEN OTHER MESSSY BUT THE MESSY LINES R SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT THE INCONSISTENCY AND UNSTABILITY OF NICOLE AND JECKA’S FRIENDSHIIP & JECKA’S LIFE 😓

And I was gonna colour it and make Nicole turn more grey towards the end (representing DEPRESSION) but I was lwk too lazy to do that <3

Anyway also the end bit is making me laugh cus it’s all shaky and then it just stops shaking when it’s showing the song and that 😭😭

@spaceboyden @scenescarz @silverwasafukintrainwreck @rookienoobyk @kwamiwayzz @st4rlight-kayz @polomarco2 @honeynutkorios :3

oh i love her

okay

Someone ask me abt the class of 09 characters so I can do a deep dive on their trauma and character ty very much

At the end of the day, I know ill never be what they are to me to them

Someone needs to take away the mha editors phone privileges I’ve been sitting here crying for the past 20 minutes