The Last Thing I Expected From Myself Was Learning About Different Aspects Of Science To Create My Cursed

KATSEYES FIRST MINI-ALBUM

"DESiRE:ME, NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE..."

ILL-IT's sister concept :: a psychological thriller 'romance' where reality is too perfect yet nothing is what it seems to be.

"pleasure, devotion, validation, generosity, deprivation, and purity."

LORE:

The girls all had one thing in common: delusion. Bonded by shared psychosis (folie à duex), six girls fall into a comforting lie—their relationships are "special", not as harmful as others make it out to be. It's manipulation, obsession, fear- romance, admiration, love. It feels like home, so it must be.

Their sisterhood is what's keeping the relationships alive: they enable, comfort, tell each other: this is love.

But what happens when the delusions end in murder death?

DESiRES:

YUUNA — purity :: lust in disguise

SOPHIA — devotion :: sloth in disguise

LARA — pleasure :: envy in disguise

DANIELA — deprivation :: gluttony in disguise

MEGAN — generosity :: greed in disguise

MANON — validation :: pride in disguise

𝓐ll under the control of LOVE wrath in disguise.

𝓣RACKLIST:

01. (intro) get up — 3:03 ♪ | orig. by RUSUR (Zeboria)

02. hell in heaven — 3:00 ♪ | orig. by twice

03. (tt) cry for me — 3:25 ♪ | orig. by twice

04. (single) oh my god — 3:16 ♪ | orig. by (g)-idle

05. imaginary friend — 3:21 ♪ | orig. by itzy

06. villians dies — 3:05 ♪ | orig. by (g)-idle

𝓐lbum 𝓓uration: 19:26 ♪

xoxo, nana ౨ৎ

INTRO : JUJUTSU KAISEN SELF

playing: turnaround — hans zimmer ੭

YŪMI KOMATSU — first year jujustu sorcerer .ᐟ

MIMI — younger half-sister of Megumi Fushiguro, second grade sorcerer. Her childhood was...interesting to say the least. From being raised by her grandparents after her mother's death to finding out she's a sorcerer and being kidnapped taken care of by the sole member to the Gojo clan, nothing really shocks her anymore. Despite only having a two month age difference from her brother, Mimi couldn't be anymore different from him. While Meg's is more level-headed and stoic, Mimi has a more energetic personality, often teasing her brother for the way he acts.

MORE ON ME !!:

FULL NAME: Yūmi (裕美 - abundance, beauty) Komatsu (小松 - small pine tree)

AGE: 15

HEIGHT: 5'8 (173cm)

CURSED TECHNIQUE: 電漿幻躯 (Denshō Genku) — Plasma Phantom Form (more here)

RESEMBLENCE CLAIM: Tsuki Fukutomi – BILLLIE

.ᐟ KEY FEATURES: white streaks in hair, doll eyes, eye length bangs.

FUN FACTS:

.ᐟ I was sold to the Zen'in clan soon after my ct manifested.

.ᐟ Mimi was a childhood nickname that sorta just stuck with me.

.ᐟ I love thrifting for random items I may (or may not) need !!

xoxo, nana

STEAL HER LOOK .ᐣ.ᐟ — YUUMI K. .ᐟ

playing — paper moon by minuano ⋆.˚

࿔ "how would mimi dress outside of jujutsu?" ࿔

CLOTHING .ᐟ

⋆.˚ although I grew up surrounded by the influence of the bland countryside, I dress anything but—think macaw in a quiet, isolated rainforest. I never matched the scenery and that never stopped me from expressing myself, it only kept me going ^^ blinding colors and patterns, frilly dresses over baggy jeans, colored sneakers + mismatched socks ! in the coolest way possible, I look like I walked out of a children's book (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥

ACCESSORIES .ᐟ

⋆.˚ accessories are my second language !! if my outfit doesn't jiggle when I walk, I'm obviously underdressed. keychains dangling from my zipper, 'random' charms and keychains hanging from my bag, wrists stacked with handmade bracelets, hair add-ons hand-picked to match my outfit for the day ^^ what's the point of dressing up if I not catching people's eyes?

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥

HAIRSTYLES .ᐟ

⋆.˚ my hair is an accessory of its own, a very special one >< just like my outfits, my hairstyles are never boring! braids woven with colorful yarn, space buns with little charms clipped in, half-up pigtails with messy curls, a single side braid with mismatched clips. my hair is my personal playground—my favorite way to express myself—and I'm never tired of entertaining myself with it !!

꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥꒷︶꒷꒷︶꒷꒥꒷︶˚.꒷꒥

xoxo, nana 𝜗𝜚

— IS THE SHIFTING COMMUNITY TOXICALLY POSITIVE ? ( and why that’s impossible )

“Toxic positivity is the belief that people should maintain a positive mindset no matter how dire or difficult a situation is. While there are benefits to being optimistic and engaging in positive thinking, toxic positivity rejects all difficult emotions in favor of a cheerful and often falsely positive façade.”

Being toxically positive when shifting/manifesting is impossible—there is no such thing as false positivity, only real positivity. Positivity that comes from already having achieved your desires. Positivity that comes from already having everything you want. Positivity that comes from already being aware of all the corners of the multiverse that are yours. Positivity that comes from knowing the truth.

Rejection of all negative emotions is not something anyone in the shifting community encourages or tells you is necessary (that’s just silly.) But the rejection of feelings such as desperation (specifically) is a choice made when you understand that the 3D conforms to your beliefs and assumptions (arguably the most basic, absolute and rudimentary understanding of shifting & manifestation) and if you held the belief that you already have your desires and are already aware of your DR, you would not be desperately searching for an explanation as to why you aren’t.

So no. To recap, it is impossible to be “too positive” or “toxically positive” or “falsely positive” when it comes to shifting.

I miss him (a white haired freak who, unfortunately, is family to me in a different reality) </3

whenever I come across a post talking about how people below certain ages shouldn't be shifting, I almost agree with it.

but then I remember I was 12-13 when I found about shifting, and how I was in the worst of places mentally.

and that the only thing that kept me going was my belief that shifting was real, even when I doubted my ability in doing so successfully.

and how i'm so much better and it's only cause I continued and didn't give up, and how shifting played such a big role in all of that.

that's why I strongly believe that shifting finds you exactly when you need it most. whether you're 2 or 20, it comes to you when it's meant to.

everything conspires and works to bring it to you, in that exact moment that you find out about it.

so don't let anyone tell you otherwise <3

^^

LESS STRESS

Not only should you not complicate things, you don’t have to put in excessive effort. Persistence is, of course, good. But everything should be in moderation. You don’t need to overdo it so much that you feel like you’re toiling away at a factory.

You don’t have to prove anything to anyone, even to yourself. Yes, yes, you already have what you want, why prove anything? And especially don’t prove anything to your brain, which asks questions and whines: “Is it possible? How? When?” Shut its fucking mouth and read. That’s what they said: “Shut up!” and let it just try to yelp something. Let go of control and just watch how reality shows you what you want. It will have no choice but to show you this.

Manifestation and shifting are about comfort, not about endless struggle.

Do you like the pace at which you live? If everything is given through force, then it's time to take a break. You are already in the desired reality. You already have all your manifestations. You do not need to toil for this, pump up your thinking to the level of a god, aff to exhaustion. Just allow yourself to live and not to fight.

It is better to think like this: the less stress, the faster you receive your manifestations, the easier you shift into the desired reality. So right now, let go of tension, breathe deeply, relax ... exhale and let go. Do not just say to yourself "Yes, yes, I let go of control" and then go back to stress. Take and let go, relax and feel it.

Why stress if you are already in the desired reality? Why stress if you already have the life of your dreams?

Your struggle does NOT guarantee a result or successful shifting. Shifting is not a practice where doing a method 100 times guarantees you will shift. Manifestation is not a practice where repeating an affirmation 10,000 times guarantees you will get a result. The result depends only on YOU. But I sincerely do not understand why you should put a spoke in your wheel and look for the most difficult paths.

Why fight if you can just relax?

some of my favorite shifting/respawn subliminals

"ideal reality" by apold ⟶ https://youtu.be/0dHVNp4dlX4

"black hole: all in one void state subliminal" by kira's domain ⟶ https://youtu.be/DtU248GfcN4

"void state by iwiigi" reuploaded by gorgeouslypink ⟶ https://youtu.be/fpWcRRBWN7E

"void state by aleya (calm ver)" reuploaded by gorgeouslypink ⟶ https://youtu.be/Z6DUknx6Qsw

"fall asleep and wake up in your desired reality" by kween subs ⟶ https://youtu.be/Gk72jlwq2vM

how shifters look when they have multiple drs:

'ARE THESE YOUR KIDS?' — JJK DR .ᐟ

how I imagine text messages would go with Megumi (as his younger sister) ୭

I swear we love each other xoxo, nana 𝜗𝜚