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shifting bc this ed made me a bitch towards people in my life and I've convinced myself I'm nothing without in this reality </3 ⋆｡°✩

I miss him (a white haired freak who, unfortunately, is family to me in a different reality) </3

creating three different scripts for three different guys in one series is another level of downbadary omg..

how I feel after making scripts to the most trauma inducing, spirit-shattering, dangerous realities because I wanted "to be a part of the plot" (I just started the series):

I got way too excited over the fact my bleach s/o's dead wife didn't love him back ... ૮ ྀི ′̥̥̥ ᵔ ‵̥̥̥ ྀིა

when the devil couldn't reached me so he sent dreams of me doubting my ability to shift and manifest </3

I found the most breathtaking, heart stopping, soul ascending fanart of Nanami—if he actually looked his age—and that singlehandedly made me continue working on my HIA dr ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹

accidentally manifested a free period and completely forgot about it until it happened ^^

and if I said some of my 2d s/o's look like kento yamazaki in 3d form, then what?

manifested a kento yamazaki look a like into my life, can't wait to see him tomorrow at school <3

thinking about making a dr where I'm the actress of my oc's in each reality where I suffer the most, like those anime acting au's..

I love all my mutuals so much please talk to me all the time I'm obsessed with all of you

"I ALREADY HAVE MY DESIRES.ᐟ"

Even if you can't see it, it's still there !! Being out of sight, doesn't mean out of existence—searching for proof will only cloud your reality.

Think of it this way: You're already in your dream reality, just peacefully asleep. This? This isn't your true world. And clinging to it? That won’t lead you to where you truly belong.

Imagine driving a car at night. You can’t see your destination yet, but you trust the road will take you there. If you kept stopping every few seconds, checking the map, doubting whether you're on the right path… you’d never get anywhere, would you?

"But Nana, I'm tired of the same old advice on Tumblr, all it makes me do is doubt myself ( • ᴖ • ｡)."

It's okay to have doubts, I mean, it is human nature to question if something is attainable or if you really deserve it. The truth is, however, those doubts aren't going away unless you expose yourself to them. Let yourself doubt, don't block them out: it's unhealthy. Instead, let them pass through, shutting them down once you've felt you have had enough. You have the power to drive the doubts away, lovey—don't let your anxiety take the steering wheel because it wants you to crash. It's not here to protect you, no matter what it wants to tell you, it's here to rob you from experiences you undoubtedly deserve. Take this from someone who, up until now, was afraid of taking to people online, anonymously, because she was convinced no one would like her...

Instead of believing the parasite clouding your perspective, question it: 'why shouldn't I get this outcome?' 'I'm worthy of having my desires, why should I be convinced otherwise?'

Let go of doubt, stop looking for proof, and just be the version of yourself who has shifted, has the grades, the money, the looks. Whatever you desire is already here, don't let yourself be proved otherwise. The moment you stop grasping, stop chasing, and simply assume it’s already yours, it has no choice but to reflect back to you. The reality you crave isn’t something you need to beg for—it’s something that unfolded the moment you assumed it, you just need to lock tf in (I say this playfully), interrogate those doubts—that feed on negativity, by the way— like you're a detective questioning a suspect, wake up from that dreadful dream you had the misfortune of having, and enjoy your desires that were handed to you on a silver platter.

xoxo, nana ᡣ𐭩

got into the law of assumption and I'm having so much fun !!