I Love My Husband 😫

unfortunately, I will be fixating on my jjk and tpn drs for the next week or so >.<

whenever I come across a post talking about how people below certain ages shouldn't be shifting, I almost agree with it.

but then I remember I was 12-13 when I found about shifting, and how I was in the worst of places mentally.

and that the only thing that kept me going was my belief that shifting was real, even when I doubted my ability in doing so successfully.

and how i'm so much better and it's only cause I continued and didn't give up, and how shifting played such a big role in all of that.

that's why I strongly believe that shifting finds you exactly when you need it most. whether you're 2 or 20, it comes to you when it's meant to.

everything conspires and works to bring it to you, in that exact moment that you find out about it.

so don't let anyone tell you otherwise <3

INTRO : JUJUTSU KAISEN SELF

playing: turnaround — hans zimmer ੭

YŪMI KOMATSU — first year jujustu sorcerer .ᐟ

MIMI — younger half-sister of Megumi Fushiguro, second grade sorcerer. Her childhood was...interesting to say the least. From being raised by her grandparents after her mother's death to finding out she's a sorcerer and being kidnapped taken care of by the sole member to the Gojo clan, nothing really shocks her anymore. Despite only having a two month age difference from her brother, Mimi couldn't be anymore different from him. While Meg's is more level-headed and stoic, Mimi has a more energetic personality, often teasing her brother for the way he acts.

MORE ON ME !!:

FULL NAME: Yūmi (裕美 - abundance, beauty) Komatsu (小松 - small pine tree)

AGE: 15

HEIGHT: 5'8 (173cm)

CURSED TECHNIQUE: 電漿幻躯 (Denshō Genku) — Plasma Phantom Form (more here)

RESEMBLENCE CLAIM: Tsuki Fukutomi – BILLLIE

.ᐟ KEY FEATURES: white streaks in hair, doll eyes, eye length bangs.

FUN FACTS:

.ᐟ I was sold to the Zen'in clan soon after my ct manifested.

.ᐟ Mimi was a childhood nickname that sorta just stuck with me.

.ᐟ I love thrifting for random items I may (or may not) need !!

xoxo, nana

.ᐟ SPECIAL ABILITIES : JJK DR ⊹˖

playing: the way things go — beabadoobee ⊹˖

"oh I guess that's the way things go.."

BACKGROUND: Before the modern age of Jujutsu, when curses were able to roam around freely and the influence of sorcerers was almost non-existent, an entity, 魂伝導 (Tamashī Dendō), rose to power. Written in ancient history and passed down from ancestor to ancestor, this curse wasn't just a curse but a force of nature itself—a collection of ionized cursed energy and the anger from the Gods above. This entity was known for consuming ancient beasts and taking the form and ability of the creature. Anyone who was able to capture and consume a piece of this force was considered to have part of it inside of them, though very few were capable of doing so. Clans all over Japan hunted for the curse, hoping to possess the power themselves. Legends tell of a sorcerer—a master at astral projection—who climbed the tallest mountains and lived there for decades, believing the Gods would channel their energy into him and create a pathway between him and the afterlife. One fateful day changed everything: after a day filled with meditation and leaving offers for the above night had fallen and the man, gathering his last offerings before bed, was struck by an strong bolt of lightning unprompted. As folklore tells it, he believed his years of devotion had been rewarded, that his Gods had chosen him and were ready to provide him with the afterlife he deserved. However, moments after the lightning bolt hit, a wave of energy—cursed energy—surged through him. That's when the man realized he wasn't divinely blessed, he was connected to the wrath of his Gods itself. This powerful force fused with his soul, leaving his body behind. The sorcerer did not ascend to the heavens but instead was transformed into a plasmic entity, a force of nature and he lived the rest of his life forever bound to the very essence of 魂伝導. News of this mishap spread throughout Japan, filling clan leaders with avarice, desire. For years now, members of these clans tried every attempt to obtain these powers for themselves, hoping to unlock the full potential of 魂伝導 and claim dominion over the world. Expeditions were launched, prayers were recited, people were told to have gone mad over this demand for power.

After generations of failure from even the strongest sorcerers, Yumi Komatsu, raised in a modest and small town by her grandparents, was born with this connection to this curse. She remained unaware of her destiny until one seemingly ordinary day when a white-haired man with bright blue eyes emerging from the slit of his shades appeared on her doorstep, asking for her by name.

INNATE TECHNIQUE: 加熱電流 (Kanetsu Denryū) — Heated Currents

⊹˖ 加熱電流 is an innate technique that allows the user to generate and manipulate plasma by forcefully combining extreme heat with one's cursed energy. Since plasma doesn't naturally occur in the Earth's atmosphere, the user excites air molecules through her cursed energy, stripping the electrons and creating plasma curves. While natural plasma may scatter easily, I am able to stabilize it with my cursed energy, allowing it to be shaped and controlled.

⊹˖ As the material is excruciatingly hot, plasma is a natural weapon for me as I am able to shape it without applying any of my previous training from the Zen'in clan into my methods. Alone, 加熱電流 is mainly used for attacks based on burning, shocking, or vaporizing curses !!

CURSED TECHNIQUE: 電漿幻躯 (Denshō Genku) — Plasma Phantom Form

⊹˖ 電漿幻躯 combines the ability of plasma generation with shikigami summoning, a Zen'in clan special, allowing the user to use plasma-based shikigami that can absorb, refine, and weaponize cursed energy through the electromagnetic and ionization process. Through special training, I was able to exercise my CT and transfer a curse's cursed energy into 加熱電流, including their shape.

Disclaimer! if the user isn't careful with their use of their plasm, in shikigami form or not, it can burn through anything and everything, potentially harming the user themselves. +

So far, I'm able to summon four shikigamis, each with a constantly shifting look...

毒蛇 (Dokuja) — Poisionous Serpent : A long, ghostly blue serpent. With a thick and muscular body and needle-like fangs, surrounds and circles its victim before injecting plasma vemon into them and dissolving the cursed energy within (also used as a rollercoaster escape device).

遊び狐 (Asobi Kitsune) — Playful Fox : A small, semi-transparent white fox with gold glimmering eyes and nine tails each tipped with red, plasma-like light. With a small yet agile body, she dashes at high speeds, chasing after or confusing her prey on where she'll be next. When they least expect it, she pounces on them with brute force, leaving them immobilized (also known as: Hikari, my silly little fox).

蜘蛛 (Kumo) — Spider : a small, black spider composed of cursed energy. With its eight tiny eyes and sticky, thick webbing, it's mainly used for sensing and trapping its prey while draining cursed energy.

雷竜 (Rairyū) — Thunder Dragon : A large deep violet dragon with its scale appearing to be made out of glowing electric currents. It's extremely fast and strong, burning through the toughest barriers and combating with intense heat and electromagnetic charges with it's breath.

...no one truly knows how many shikigamis are found within this technique, these are the only ones discovered so far.

CURSED TOOLS: They are usually provided by the school or, in special cases, borrowed from Maki. My technique does get exhausting at times so during missions that require high stamina, I usually carry around a cursed tool, small and easy to move around with, just in case :)

happy shifting : xoxo, nana

shifting is my hobby. in my free time i am a mermaid, solve murders, have a debate with aristotle, ride a dragon, climb a mountain, relax while watching the stars with no hair pollution. i can do everything when im bored and come back some hours later. living the life.

Tumblr needs the option to like comments, my social anxiety is dying

hey emma!! how did (or do) you deal with the misplaced anger after you wake up in your cr ? i feel like i get so flustered and i feel so down abt myself :’)

i let myself feel it. spiral, if need be. you're not a failure, just homesick

outfit i’d wear in my hogwarts dr.

— IS THE SHIFTING COMMUNITY TOXICALLY POSITIVE ? ( and why that’s impossible )

“Toxic positivity is the belief that people should maintain a positive mindset no matter how dire or difficult a situation is. While there are benefits to being optimistic and engaging in positive thinking, toxic positivity rejects all difficult emotions in favor of a cheerful and often falsely positive façade.”

Being toxically positive when shifting/manifesting is impossible—there is no such thing as false positivity, only real positivity. Positivity that comes from already having achieved your desires. Positivity that comes from already having everything you want. Positivity that comes from already being aware of all the corners of the multiverse that are yours. Positivity that comes from knowing the truth.

Rejection of all negative emotions is not something anyone in the shifting community encourages or tells you is necessary (that’s just silly.) But the rejection of feelings such as desperation (specifically) is a choice made when you understand that the 3D conforms to your beliefs and assumptions (arguably the most basic, absolute and rudimentary understanding of shifting & manifestation) and if you held the belief that you already have your desires and are already aware of your DR, you would not be desperately searching for an explanation as to why you aren’t.

So no. To recap, it is impossible to be “too positive” or “toxically positive” or “falsely positive” when it comes to shifting.