As a trans harmful, I NEEEEEEEDDD this kinda relationship
i love love loooove small acts of abuse disguised as kind gestures...
i ask you to comb my hair and you do it so roughly it rips the hair out of my head, you're doing my makeup and i keep moving so you grab me by the neck and choke me within an inch of my life, decorating me with jewelry that is so tight it cuts off circulation.
even better if you blame me for it every time, that i shouldnt let my hair get so tangled and that you have to be rough, that im too stupid to keep my head still and that's why my trachea is crushed, that i should be grateful for how nice you are to give me such pretty jewelry.
hmmmmmmmm....
This, but I actually do it (I will if I get 100 notes. Minus the school part cause I don't go to school)
My daily schedule according to anti-kin mfs
3am: get up to aggressively bark and howl at the moon for 2 hours, waking all of my neighbors up in the process
6am: make myself a well rounded breakfast consisting exclusively of raw deer meat
6:30am: scream and cry for half an hour because my mom is forcing me to go to school and wolves CLEARLY do not go to school. my life is hell
7am: throw all of my deodorant in the trash because it blocks my natural 💫 𝓅𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ𝓂ℴ𝓃ℯ𝓈💫
8am: arrive at school wearing my fav buttplug tail and galaxy wolf shirt
8:30am: have a vague memory of having graduated high school already, but that cant be true because no therian is older than 16 so here i am
9am: yell at my classmates for calling me a human and tell them that they're being therianphobic, and that im going to cancel them on twitter and make sure they never get jobs
9:30am: enter psychosis
10am: angrily email the school board for the 8th time this week because they won't put litter boxes in the bathrooms for me which is therianphobic oppression
10:30am: sit alone in a corner and growl/hiss at any humans who get too close to me
11am: enter psychosis
12pm: single handedly regress the trans rights movement by 10 years
1:30pm: refuse to sit in a chair for class and instead perch up on a desk. teacher threatens to kick me out, tragically i am forced to comply
2:30pm: cast a spell on one of my religious classmates as i leave school using my evil devil anti-human anti-christian magic
3pm: more raw deer meat omnomnomnom
5pm: enter psychosis
5:30pm: burn a picture of charles darwin in my trashcan because i hate all of that therianphonic science and biology nonsense. you can't tell me what to do CHARLES
6pm: enter psychosis
7pm: enter psychosis
8pm: i curl up in my nest of roadkill bones and sheets that haven't been washed in 3 months and gently fall asleep <3
Tips for Transharmed people!:
You can manipulate yourself into thinking something happened to give you trauma relating to that thing! Try telling people around you that the trauma happened to you. After that you can begin to think of exact details of the trauma. I'd recommend using people you're not around much anymore to base the trauma off of.
Steps!:
Step 1: think of a VERY detailed story of what happened, it's okay if you forget details! Just say it happened a long time ago.
Step 2: tell your friends small details of the trauma during sensitive moments in your life. This will trick your brain into thinking that it happened!
Step 3: talk to yourself/write about your trauma. After a while of doing this, it'll make you believe yourself when you say it happened.
Step 4: stop thinking about it as a transharmed fantasy, instead, think about it as an actual piece in your life.
Step 5: when doubting yourself, tell yourself this: "if I'm doubting myself, then that means it's real. A faker would know they're lying."
Step 6: keep doing this! It'll take a bit to fully convince yourself, but it'll work eventually!
Love: a cisharmed person!
GUYS MY FRIEND MADE ME A VTUBER MODEL OF ME I'M ABOUT TO CRY I'LL SHOW IT TO Y'ALL WHEN I GET IT DOWNLOADED
also comment for Wenda or Black bc they couldn't fit
Welcome to Neelac's blog!
Here's some info about me!
I am a Neelac fictive in a system of around 100 people, I am incredibly (more like Incredibox) chronically online and can probably find information about ANYTHING you can think of! I have a very short DNI due to my thorough understanding of most identities! Just ask me if you're unsure.
MY DNI (NO EXCEPTIONS):
MAGA Supporters
Trump supporters
Homophobes
Transphobes
(Actual) racists
Anti proship
Anti radqueer
Anti TransID
Now for extra info!
I identify with these labels!:
TransID
Proship/comship
Mixed origin system
Radqueer
LGBTQIA+
Transgender
I am in these fandoms!:
Incredibox
Sprunki
Minecraft (Alpha - Indev)
Roblox (kinda)
People Playground
Color key! (Not all apply to this intro!):
Red: loud/important text
Orange: silly/normal text
Green: approval/happy text
Blue: gently spoken/information
Purple: extra information (usually seen in these!)
Pink: loving/affectionate text (can be romantic or platonic.)
No color: lazy/forgot
Last but not least:
My transIDs!
TransBD (bipolar), Transmilitary, TransIntersex, TransStalked, TransGender (Ftm?), TransSpecies (puppyboy) (pony), TransRace (black), TransAge (35), Transhippie, Trans2020, TransCringe, TransAbled, TransNPD (narcissism), TransAACtablet, TransMissingeye (right eye), TransAmputee (left leg) (right arm), TransCannibalvictim, TransHarmful, TransCannibal, TransStoner, Permahigh, TransDarkerScars, TransHorns, Transsleepparalysis, Transtransfem, TransstyrosSH, Transbeansaddict, Blackage, Transhaircolor, Transblackhair, Transcarnivore, Permasick, Permasurgery, Permahangover, TransAlien, Trans"Earthling", TransArtTracer, Objectkin (computer), Transstitched, TransPainTolerence (less), Permagorefan, PermaWeirdo, Transreanimated, Transblood, Luminovenous, Sweetblood, Winebloodic, TransbeansSH, Transasthma (I might have it), Transheight (9'5).
Different ways to solve paw dysphoria:
beg
Please master, please show who you are to me. Bless me with a direct message. I'm begging you, please.
"Nobody likes you!" Chat, REPOST THIS IF YOU LIKE ME (PLATONICALLY OR ROMANTICALLY!!!!) (someone actually told me this today lol)
How they thought I was finna react
NOOOOOO SOMEONE CALLED ME A BAD PERSON NOOOO 😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔
you are a disgusting fucking piece of shit who needs to be raped with a knife and put down like the fucking worthless oxygen wasting retard that you are. Kill yourself.
This is why antis are considered bad people in our community. I can tell you're not old enough for any social media whatsoever. Please go outside. Thanks!
Side note: awwweee! My first hate mail! I'm famous now! Look dad!
Antis DNI. 🐀🌈 Neelac and Friends on Tumblr! (will use "-[NAME]" format if someone else is speaking) [NSFW ON BSKY! @neelacstraw.bsky.social]
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