nellu359
she / her , 20+ , INFP
61 posts
Latest Posts by nellu359
STOP asking me questions about my future ., i dont think about that stuff
the enormity of my desire disgusts me
dog thoughts
oh well, can't make everyone happy! <-- filled with anxiety because you can't make everyone happy
normalize being ugly and unable to socialize. i am just a creature.
all roads lead to yuri. START WALKING
2019
WHOA!!!!! i love my friends' ocs
real yearners know that they can even feel nostalgic about the present moment
doing my nightly self care ritual! thinking of what could've been
who else up resisting the urge
i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age
i will never stop being 6 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 11 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 19 years old and lonely. i will never stop
call me the crier the way i. well. Cry
she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”
there needs to be a kneeling knight emoji
girl who has to watch a horror movie before bed
kitten i'll be honest daddy isn't sure he's cut out for full time employment
Most days I try hard to act human, to breathe like a human and speak with the same flat language, but often
my kindness is clumsy—I stop a stranger to tie his shoe and end up kissing his knees.
— Kaveh Akbar, from “Against Hell,” in Calling a Wolf a Wolf
i hope in my next life im the mourning dove in someone's childhood
love when the cd player makes little chirp and whirr sounds. she is excited to sing you a song !
my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.
i bet crossing spears with someone to block entry into a location feels so fucking good
what do you mean he's fictional, we sleep in the same bed every night
i dont want any more emails
