do my defined abs frighten you?
one thing about me is i cannot do this right now
2019
i hope in my next life im the mourning dove in someone's childhood
call me the crier the way i. well. Cry
listen he looked at me weird ok
who the fuck elongated my slug
she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”
Most days I try hard to act human, to breathe like a human and speak with the same flat language, but often
my kindness is clumsy—I stop a stranger to tie his shoe and end up kissing his knees.
— Kaveh Akbar, from “Against Hell,” in Calling a Wolf a Wolf
i bet they would predict natural disasters if they could
could you guys imagine if snails could talk