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Theriocide: therianthropic suicidal ideation

!!TW suicidal ideation, almost death

Recently I went through an almost death situation where a car almost hit me. Nothing happened, the car didn't hit me, no one was hurt and no damage was made, but after that something inside me "woke up". I've always been suicidal and thoughts about it are normal to me, but the way I've been thinking about it changed completely. I'm an elk therian and that moment when I almost got run over I felt like a deer in headlights. It was so euphoric in a weird messed up way! I felt like that was how I was supposed to die, like the animal I am, like the deer I am. After that my suicidal thoughts shifted from the normal "human" deaths to the most animalistic ones, being hit by a truck, being hunted by wolves, getting my head split in two while competing for a mate... The thought of dieing like an elk makes me happy, makes me look forward to it. I won't actually act on it, of course, I'm not actively suicidal and have a support network I don't plan on abandoning soon, but it is weird to think the happiest I've been in a while was when a car was coming my direction and my life was passing through my eyes. Alterhumanity can be a little fucked up sometimes!

Could you make a deepsea levaithan moodboard? I think that would look amazing✨️❤️

shout out to non humans with chronic pain

owwww ouch owwie

in school I used to wear fake glasses while doing writing assignments so that the teachers would think I was smarter and grade my tests higher (this actually worked, for the record)

this kind of backfired in a pavlovian way because now I literally have to put on a pair of glasses and activate Smart Mode when I write anything longer than a few paragraphs

wtf is with the common vs rare theriotype thing

people will say “not ANOTHER cat ‘therian’ ugh way overdone🙄”

and then be like “you can’t be a unicorn!! You’re just looking for attention! Besides unicorns aren’t real dummy😡”

???are we not allowed to have theriotypes at all 😅😅 ?

I'ma just leave these here for like... *Cough* Research purposes and such.

sooooo Nazis run America now, and half the country is just ok with that?

WHAT

nonhuman asks

what term(s) do you prefer to be referred to as (otherkin, therian, nonhuman, etc.)?

what are you(r kintypes/theriotypes)?

most niche/obscure 'type?

what foods do you associate with your 'type(s)?

what colors do you associate with your 'type(s)?

do you own any gear? if so, what is it?

best/favorite thing about being nonhuman?

worst/least favorite thing about being nonhuman?

what activities help you connect with your 'type(s)?

do you associate any music with your 'type(s)? do you have a playlist?

do you collect anything besides wearable gear that you associate with your 'type(s), such as plushies or merch?

do your 'type(s) influence your sense of style or the way you dress?

would you consider yourself a furry? if so, do you have a fursona? is your fursona based on one of your 'type(s)?

draw or share your artwork of your 'type(s)?

this isnt a question but a request that you drink some water!

authors note: feel free to reblog! other beings can ask you questions from this list, or you can simply answer them all yourself.