Neptunes-harmony - Neptune

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oh, you're sad? *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you* *wraps my wings around you*

Fellas it’s that time of day again

creature habits i display with my friends that probably give my nonhumanity away but that's okay because my friends are cool:   ⭒ randomly shaking my head like a dog to stim / correct my hair   ⭒ stretching my arms out in front of me ( bonus points if i'm stretching them out on a table or spreading my fingers out ) when i yawn and then shaking my head afterwards   ⭒ randomly shaking my shoulder-blades ( to stretch / stim my wings ragjefs )   ⭒ play biting at my friends e.g. biting at their finger when they point at me   ⭒ hugs = NO >:O / head pats = YES PLEASE FEHVBF :3   ⭒ tilting my head sideways when something confuses me   ⭒ going non-verbal when upset, but still making soft noises like whines and purrs   ⭒ humming when hugging my friends to imitate purring   ⭒ headbutts and rubbing my face on friends as a show of affection   ⭒ referring to myself as "the friendship group therapy animal" and "the family dog"   ⭒ silently resting my head on my friends + staring up at them worriedly when they are sad   ⭒ raptor posture and tip-toe walking when happy or energetic   ⭒ itching my ears and neck with a hand motion similar to a dog's back leg motion when doing the same   ⭒ smiling with teeth is bad because it's a threat to others >:O

DEHUMANIZATION HOLDER - ALT FLAG

this term really connected with a couple of my facets, so i wanted to make an alternate to the original version that had some more symbolism for me.

Symbolism and inspiration below the cut!

I pulled colour and symbolism inspiration from the Voidpunk flag, the Nonhuman Unity Flag, and this Alterhuman flag. Voidpunk was especially influential here, as its community and flag focus on the reclamation of all forms of dehumanization.

Here's what I intend the colours to represent, with some of my symbolism lifted directly from the flags that inspired this one:

The green on the bottom represents the earth, terrestrial animals, plants, and other creatures connected to nature. It also represents those whose dehumanization is connected to their aromanticism or neurodivergency.

The purple on top represents more supernatural, paranormal, and mysterious beings - those of us a little more distant from reality. It also represents those whose dehumanization is connected to their asexuality or nonbinary identity.

The white represents those whose dehumanization is either divine or mechanical/robotic in nature. It also represents the vastness of experiences and identities one might find when looking outside of just humanity.

The black represents the void and a complete lack of humanity, as well as anyone who has been deemed unholy or lesser than because of their dehumanization

The black and white mirroring each other represent both the beauty that can be found and the loss that can be experienced as a result of being dehumanized.

Theriocide: therianthropic suicidal ideation

!!TW suicidal ideation, almost death

Recently I went through an almost death situation where a car almost hit me. Nothing happened, the car didn't hit me, no one was hurt and no damage was made, but after that something inside me "woke up". I've always been suicidal and thoughts about it are normal to me, but the way I've been thinking about it changed completely. I'm an elk therian and that moment when I almost got run over I felt like a deer in headlights. It was so euphoric in a weird messed up way! I felt like that was how I was supposed to die, like the animal I am, like the deer I am. After that my suicidal thoughts shifted from the normal "human" deaths to the most animalistic ones, being hit by a truck, being hunted by wolves, getting my head split in two while competing for a mate... The thought of dieing like an elk makes me happy, makes me look forward to it. I won't actually act on it, of course, I'm not actively suicidal and have a support network I don't plan on abandoning soon, but it is weird to think the happiest I've been in a while was when a car was coming my direction and my life was passing through my eyes. Alterhumanity can be a little fucked up sometimes!