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tw: mention of blood, s/h (kinda), religious stuff

so erm shit went down at my house. i had the most intense mental breakdown and violent outburst ive ever had. screaming, sobbing, bleeding, banging of doors, fighting (punching, pushing, slapping, shoving, kicking), praying, being held down (was actually being held down while my parents were praying, felt like i was being crucified or some shit, scared the absolute hell out of me), brother noticed the screaming, was a little scared and concerned about me, but then everything calmed down. my dad offered to take me on a car ride to calm me down, actually helped. actually thought of edward nashton and my friends and lover comforting me, helped me a lot. but now there are slight tints of blood covering the doors from banging my hand so hard on the door 👍 life is so good

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i forgot to post about how i felt about prisoners, BUT HOLY SHIT THAT MOVIE WAS A ROLLER COASTER RIDE. poor alex got tortured for no reason. :( i just want to give him a goddamn hug

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the fact that so many peoples first response to seeing all these palestinian children orphaned is not ‘wow we should really do something to ensure these children live in a world where they don’t have to fear waking up to a bomb being dropped on their parents heads’ and instead is ‘oh em gee how can i adopt these children whose culture i have 0 knowledge of whatsoever and bring them to my homeland thousands of miles away, thereby thrusting them into another deeply traumatizing situation’ is actually kind of wild to me.

please be so serious …. they don’t want you adopting their children. you guys do realize that arabs have a deep sense of family and community right… even with 0 family members left there are still so many people who will step in and make sure those children are looked after. those kids don’t need rescuing from their homeland, they need their homeland to be safe so they can have yknow, a chance at life. they don’t need new families, they need for their families to not be murdered in the dead of the night. why don’t we work on that instead and drop the savior mindset please????? to do nothing towards the cause of palestinian freedom but offer to adopt their children is nuts.

ps. it would benefit a lot of people to do basic research and realize that the process of adoption into a lot of western countries serves to completely erase the identity of the child and also is not in line with the principles / general process of adoption in islam (which is the religion of a fair majority of these kids). ‘offering’ to take them from all they know is disrespectful enough without the consideration that in doing so you would completely be overstepping multiple rules and processes of their religion and culture.

none of us want any more kids to die but ‘save the children’ doesn’t mean the solution is to let anna from florida have them. it means the solution is to make sure they have a future where apartment buildings don’t fall over their heads while they sleep.

i wish someone could blast out my brains now

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TW: SUICIDE, VIOLENCE

i want to die. i am so tired of everything. im tired of waking up every morning, just to feel like shit. im tired of having this body. im tired of being myself. im tired of going to school, and im not fucking ready to get a job in the future. i am so tired of every little thing this world has brought upon me. i want to scream. scream until every little thought in my brain leaves. and i want to kick myself until my face caves in. punch myself until my whole head is bleeding. stab myself, until my heart stops. bash my head into a wall, until my brain cant handle it anymore and shuts down. i want to scratch and cut at my skin until its covered with bright red. i want to destroy myself. beat myself until theres nothing left. i have cried, and cried, and cried, and cried. but now, i cant get anything out of my eyes. i just have this glossy look, and i just feel dead. i cant tell if im even human anymore. the way that people treat me, and see me. they see a human girl, a normal human girl. i see a monster, a person who deserves to die. and im happy that i will some day.