TW: Mention Of Blood And S/h

tw: mention of blood, s/h (kinda), religious stuff

so erm shit went down at my house. i had the most intense mental breakdown and violent outburst ive ever had. screaming, sobbing, bleeding, banging of doors, fighting (punching, pushing, slapping, shoving, kicking), praying, being held down (was actually being held down while my parents were praying, felt like i was being crucified or some shit, scared the absolute hell out of me), brother noticed the screaming, was a little scared and concerned about me, but then everything calmed down. my dad offered to take me on a car ride to calm me down, actually helped. actually thought of edward nashton and my friends and lover comforting me, helped me a lot. but now there are slight tints of blood covering the doors from banging my hand so hard on the door 👍 life is so good

“Jerusalemite prisoner Amani Hashem, a mother of two, returns home to her family and loved ones. She has been jailed since 2016; occupation forces erected a virtual siege on her family home today, including invading and seizing the baked goods prepared to welcome her.”

24 Nov 23 via RNN

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thank you so much for this. ive been having a really rough time for a very long time and life just purely sucks. but youve made me realize how much of a valuable person i am. how much i am a good person myself, how much i deserve love. im still learning to love myself, so just thank you. for everything. for being a good friend, for just goddamn everything. i cant express how much i love you and treasure you too, its crazy. for the last time, thank you.

Klitz...you don't deserve to die at all, and honestly I'm so sorry for what this world has brought you. I personally don't think you deserve it. But I don't know what's going on in your head, or what You've done. But from my perspective you're just the best. You're sweet, accepting and funny. And don't deserve any of the violent things you think you do. But I get existing can be just not fun. But people like you don't deserve that, but life isn't fair and I know you know this but I just want to remind you that just because life isn't being good to you doesn't mean you have to not be good to yourself. I can't wait until you're happy, not depressed and self harm free.. I'll probably cry from joy. Because it's very clear that right now and for however long, you've been very broken. I think that's the perfect word to describe it honestly. And I really wish I could fix you but I guess I can't. And you also can't go waiting for other people to save you. You have to do it yourself. Don't rely on others and their opinions for you or your happiness, life is stupid. And you're not a "normal human girl" you're so much more than what people see and I hope you find more people like me who will see that. And understand that we are not our bodies. You are not your body. You are your favorite songs, your favorite shows and movies, you're favorite snacks and characters. But you're also not okay right now and I really

— I don't have the other half of this thanks to Pinterest but what I want to add is, I love you. So much. And you're so beautiful and amazing. And I don't care how many times you have thoughts like this or how many times you do self harm. I am here. And I always will be here for you until things get better, and when they do I will STILL be here for you, you're one of the only people I know I want to keep in my life for as long as I can because you are truly treasure. People like you aren't just everywhere. You're not even from this world to me, you're unreal compared to every single person I've ever met.. you. Are. so. amazing.

pls treat yourself better and learn to love, I know it'll take some time maybe ever six years but if you can do it.. at any point in your life a win is a win. I hope you can love yourself as much as I love you.

i finished the whole our flag means death series, watched villainous, and watched the good man all in one long ass sitting. tried to watch gigantic but just couldnt because i am so tired. but at least i have a new show to go on and on about!

my day got just a little better by finding out that war and peace is free and that i dont have to pay for another goddamn paul dano movie/series (i know its like extremely cheap to pay for his movies/series, just got kinda tired of paying for movies/series that i may not like) <3

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im now a part of danonation. oh. no.

my opinion on "Little Miss Sunshine"

i will go ahead and say that this is one of my favorite movies ever. i really connected to the characters (especially dwayne, since i kin him, and uncle frank, since i too have been hospitalized for the same reasons and mentally unstable), and felt every emotion they went through. i really love the message of the movie, that small victories matter in a hyper competitive world that says only big victories matter. dwaynes meltdown really hit home for me, as someone who gets very dedicated to goals, and when i dont mean those goals, my whole world falls apart. and when i mean that my whole world falls apart, i mean it. and when i get angry and sad, i say things i dont mean, i scream and cry, i get violent. but anyways, the dance scene is fuckin amazing. i love how they all dont give a fuck (and i also love the metalhead that claps for them). anyways, out of ten (ten being the best one being the worst) i would give this a ten. (sorry that this post was just a bunch of stuff about dwayne lmao)

FUCKING SOBBING MY EYES OUT

Paul Dano as Alex Jones Prisoners (2013)