Latest Posts by neurotoxicyuri - Page 2
Close enough match
If I had a nickel for everytime valve made a mute person with a brown ponytail and an orange color scheme go through horrific trauma in a science facility I’d have two nickels! Which isn’t a lot…but it’s odd it happened twice!
Hello everyone (for the first time in five months)
(American Psycho Business Card Scene Voice) Let’s see Herbert West’s Top Surgery Scars
DISCLAIMER: Before you decide to watch Re-Animator, make sure to check for content warnings, there is a scene that a lot of people choose to skip!
MARVIN GARDENS from FALSETTOS
JUSTIFICATIONS:
"Quoted to relate to eggs, internalised misogyny, old queen, and I also just know it in my heart. Arguably Revival is very transgender but I attached images of MOTF because I’m in love with her." - Anonymous
"Does it make sense in canon no is it in my transgender heart yes. Rest in peace girl you would've loved Ween" - Anonymous
"I found this gif on tenor and I had a big brain boom moment." - Anonymous
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One bonus Barney Calhoun photo from two weekends ago because I'm salty that my tags aren't working on the original post.
SO-ho pumped to wear this nerd again this coming weekend, hopefully with bonus pulse rifle if I can get it done.
wanted to draw something like actually decent for floofty friday but i fell asleep so. drew them asleep too hELP
uhhh double post.. went kookoo bananas when i realized my hc was a real canon HELP
drops floofty sketch page and leaves
also. floof in a dress was inspired by this post by snorp-gorp but i didn't mean for it to be. as similar as it is here hELP i only realized like half way into coloring so i hope op doesn't mind ^^; (tho if there are any issues lmk)
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Also I just want to say I spent years being accused of "transing video games" you know, just cause I was quietly nonbinary in video game spaces, so just openly making shit that says "Yes, not only are the am I trans, but I draw every character as trans and there's nothing you can do about it" is very funny and cathartic to me and me only.
plane spotting with the doctor <3
posting in gif format because tumblr hates videos for some reason :( so sorry for low quality
Rest in Peace to the legendary and iconic voice actor of the Vortigaunts, Louis Gossett Jr.
My postcanon half life au where gordon freeman becomes a mudbank youtiber after defeating the combine
the hand that feeds - the crane wives
love is a gentle thing yours is thicker than a velvet ring
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Op I need you to know this has all become apart of my vocabulary. "Such a helpless little bitchboy" is a phrase I use frequently now
obsessed with this reddit post and its replies
Y'know what to do
Shane and Harvey ? They are one of my favorite ships 😭🙌
oooh ive been itching to draw these idiots
plus some shenanigans
Shane asked for no pickles
collection of roblox barneys silly little details under the cut + gordon i encountered dancing (with added music)
That's so cool!! I love collecting art of my favs, I think that's why I tag the way I do… I need people to see my Carefully Curated content.
If we ever get more SU content somehow, there better be a Zircon focused episode. Either Yellow or Blue, or maybe even… both.
And Yippie!! Barney is the best. He really makes me want to scream and run around like a cartoon character. (Positively of course.) I have a small headcanon sheet for him, (and one for Gordon too.) but I refuse to share things like that until I finish the complete series, in my fear of looking like a Dumbass™.
I do have plans for him however… cackles evilly.
zircon icon 🫵
YES. I was waiting for someone to point this out.
I love both zircons so much but blue zircon speaks to me. I had an intense obsession with her back when this episode aired, (I would set my name to hers on serious platforms) and was quite upset when we didn't get to see her aside from a quick mention in future.
I've actually considered changing my icon, but I haven't found anything that represents me being a weird lil dude who gets obsessed with seemingly random characters more than her. (Though I will admit that Barney Calhoun and Laserblast are strong contenders for different pfps and if I commission art of them or whip something up myself Zircon may no longer be with us.)
zircon icon 🫵
YES. I was waiting for someone to point this out.
I love both zircons so much but blue zircon speaks to me. I had an intense obsession with her back when this episode aired, (I would set my name to hers on serious platforms) and was quite upset when we didn't get to see her aside from a quick mention in future.
I've actually considered changing my icon, but I haven't found anything that represents me being a weird lil dude who gets obsessed with seemingly random characters more than her. (Though I will admit that Barney Calhoun and Laserblast are strong contenders for different pfps and if I commission art of them or whip something up myself Zircon may no longer be with us.)
I like to think that Gordon and Barney were together for a good while before the Black Mesa incident, just because of how complicated that would get in the future
Like, I love Gordon angst in Freehoun content too, but there's so much potential with Barney too
Think about it. The last time Barney saw Gordon alive was when a couple of soldiers were dragging him unconscious through a hallway talking about destroying the evidence. That's not exactly optimistic from his point of view. To him, that was the last time he saw Gordon alive, and he has to immediately hop in the back seat of a truck, exhausted, sore, probably covered in other people's blood and alien guts and too beat up with his own injuries to have the energy to fight a second more once the adrenaline starts wearing off. And he has to watch them drive further and further away. Imagine seeing your partner's last moments alive, knowing the rest would be spent in brutal agony, and all you can do is drive away.
To Barney, Gordon very conclusively died in Black Mesa. There would be no ifs, ands, or buts about it. And he probably didn't even have the energy to feel much more than numb and hollow at first after the emotional drain all that terror must have been. Hell, he was a mid-level security guard in his 20s, not a marine.
Imagine what Barney must have gone through after. He didn't even get time to begin processing such a loss or the weird cocktail of guilt and grief before the entire world went to shit around him. Everything he knew crumbled to dust before he got a chance to accept that Gordon wasn't coming back.
And then he spent 20 years finding his footing again. That's a lot of time to come to terms with things. He's had his time to grieve and to figure out how to stablize himself and his worldview again. No one would deny that it's hard in City 17, harder still when you're a combine mole, but everyone goes a long way in 20 years. It was a rough grieving period all things considered, but Barney's long since accepted that Gordon's gone, he's never coming back, but he's been smiling at the memories again instead of bursting into tears for a long time now.
Barney's moved on. He'll never forget the man he loved and all they did together, and he doesn't think he'll ever love like that again, but his hair hasn't been all black and his skin hasn't been smooth like that in years. So, it's okay. Gordon would've wanted him to smile at his memory again. Better to have loved and lost than never loved at all, right?
And then on a seemingly random day, in the middle of a pretty boring and arduous shift, the most strikingly familiar face appears out of the crowd, and he hasn't aged a day.
Just... imagine going through the grieving process, coming out the other side, moving on, accepting that they're survived through your memories together, and then 20 years later they seem to drop out of the sky as if the incident you thought was the last time you would ever see them just happened yesterday