Something About Oda And Dazai Never Being Able To Survive In The Same Universe. Something About Both

I don’t understand what’s happening to me but I want myself dead and hurt so much because I know I’m not worth anything, I’m dumb and I can’t be trusted or loved. I shouldn’t care about that and I’m definitely not going to give up on my dreams but gosh how much I want someone to be with me entirely with body and soul.

Books I’ve read since starting T, 2024

Oil on canvas

24 x 18 in.

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sasuke uchiha x reader fic

Sasuke looks you up and down. “Disgusting

Having your lost memories return the moment your partner and enemy sacrifices himself to save you the exact same way you did for him and even mimics your final words… a terrible day for Akutagawa’s fake ass “idgaf” self. Just terrible.

Dear video essay creators. A video analysis is when you analyze a piece of media. No no look at me. A summary, no matter how thorough, is not an analysis. An analysis requires you to draw conclusions about the media such as authorial intent, real-world parallels, discussion about themes/worldbuilding/character motivation, and so much more. You have to stop summarizing something and saying that’s analysis. The Gaylors are doing more critical analysis than you. Is that who you want to lose to? The gaylors?

The worst feeling ever was not when I got bad grade in my entrance exam, the worst feeling ever was not when my family was breaking down, the worst feeling ever was not physical pain, the worst feeling ever is to be nostalgic over someone who left

Я: не хочу, чтобы меня трогали. Привязанность это чистое зло, не ведитесь на это

Тоже я, когда привязалась и теперь смотрю на фотографию этого человека дольше чем 0,01 секунд: блять

I think if I will be too drunk I’ll eventually start talking about Chechen crisis